http://slow.writerscafe.org/Black The original writings of author Black en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776163628 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My first poem in a long time~ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/1104048/ just a quick draft, please review. ive been thinking about this quiet a while now. I made it like you were thinking in my head. lets see if im not just rambling!! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/818051/ War is a terrible place nothing to refrain the little kids on their bare feet war songs sung by them little smiles the little feet, in the sand terrible soundslittle faces great tears big muscles silence fearedcarried guns the little kids with filled hands feeling misserycreating those terrible soun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/799385/ for the people who are out there.. and been through the same.. for the people out there.. that are never heard... Dont review me with nice, because im sure to kick you! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/792334/ You ever felt lost? and invisble unseen to the unknown and even the known Lost in the darkness, the place where is no one No friend, no fly, No sting of a bee, Now I found out, by a little friend of mine, That there is such a word, as praise, the little praises put together all little candles in the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/782455/ ''Kathy!Are you okay? What are you up too? I didn't hear any music. So I cameto check. '' Lizzy says. Ilook at the room anxiously, but there is nothing to be seen any more.Just the curtains that are waving in the wind that caught them. ''Itis my room. Stay off it, unless .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/781705/ “Christopher! What…how did you get inhere?!”I start to go for the door to my room,can’t belief that he would break into my room like this“Kathy, wait. “ he says.He puts his hand gently on my shoulder andfor some reason, it stops my dead in m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/781086/ When I look around Looking around makes me sadMore sad then everI see the smilesAnd the hands in twined togetherLooking around and you can´t missMiss everyone sharing a kissLooking aroundIt makes me wonderIf those people trust one anotherI stop looking aroundAnd look within meI wonder i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/780752/ Christophersmiles at my aunt. Weird enough my aunt smiles back. ''HeyLizzy.'' Christopher says. ''HeyChristopher. I should have known you would have found her. You alwaysworry to much about everyone you know!'' Lizzy says. ''Haha,no worries Ms. S.'' Christopher sa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/780481/ Hesees my stumbling, and trying to find my words. I must look like anidiot. ''Haha,don't worry Kathy.'' he says with a wide smile. Hiswide smile is like a radiant and most sympathetic smile I ever saw.It reaches into his vivid grey eyes. They are lit up like candles.His.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/780420/ Idon't know what to do now. Run away and hard too, or stay and findout. Mynature is of one who is curious. So I decide to stay and figure itout. ''Howdo you know my name?'' I say with an icy voice. ''Well,uh.'' he says with a loose of words.''Speak!''I deman.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/780161/ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PZegGAJmVEof my book past no longer :D and there is another vid of my book; Lost memories :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/779794/ ‘’Whatis it?’’ Andrew says. ‘’Nothing!’’I say with an icy tone. Rememberingthe good talk I had with Livabout Andrew. I wasn't planning to just ignore her advice. She reallydid her best!Hetries to pull me close again. T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/779420/ Thestrength I seek, Isno where near, timelessdays of shedding tears,thesupport is gone, thefailed thrives, leavingme with an unsettled feeling, ofan accustomed to high price, Thestrength I seek, can'tbe bought, can'tbe purchased, ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/779286/ Heart My heart is closed, Shattered, Broken, Empty My heart is of stone, Cold, Hard, emotionless, Or atleast I wish it wasMy heart is warmed by any friendly thing, My heart is soft against any human thing, Hope will be, That my heart day One day will fit just me, It will then protect ,What it lacks .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/778221/ ‘’You shouldn’t have comethrough here!’’ a unknown man says to me.  ‘’Now all hope is lost.’’  He says  I see another shady figurecoming towards us.  Rule number 1: Never getyourself cornered,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777751/ Chapter 26 Only there I stood. Gapingat Andrew. He looked at me, but then Liv took my hand.  ‘’Let’s go she says. I oweyou an ice cream.’’  Liv pulls mestraight toward the door. Not letting me change my mind anyway.  .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777712/ Turn assunder, Winds of Faith Don't tell me,Did I fight to late? Winds are blowing, Water spilling,Tornado's comingI will have to pray Sun is shining, Blanked out re-view mirror, All I have to do, is a leap of faith to see, Torn appart, By little things, My heart is shattered, What does this mean? Y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777581/ No comments about my grammar, just had to put my thoughts down! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777372/ ‘’’’Who can’t keep up cansit down’’ Liv yells.  She returns to the routine,but yet no one is sitting down.  So I start up.  Following the steps and theflips. Some sit down. While  I don’tnotice th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777352/ Liv grabs my hand withoutwaiting for a respons and we walk a few blocks further together. We end up at agym.  Well, could have been worseI guess. There could have been more people.  Before I even finished thatthought Liv opens up the huge yellow doors of the gym.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777320/  ~POV Kathy~ Softly awakend. Softly wentdown, seeing Lizzy sleep in a chair with a book. Not wanting to disturb, i walkout the door.  Where should I go now?  The city is big...Maybe I should just go tothe lake again. It was so wonderfull. So quie.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777282/  I walk further up stairs; waiting. Not knowing what I am going to see.  I just hope she is safe. Kathy, why can’t I just take care of you? Why won’t you let me? I just want to know if you are safe...  I slowly walk up the stairs. Hearing a so.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777210/ Chapter 21 Where is kathy? Pacing up and down the room. It is already way pastmidnight.  She still didn’t come back. Iwonder where she is. Where is she? Did i already lost her? That can’t be.  I walk out of the door for another time. I lost coun.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777096/ POV Ms. SulivainI look at the door as it closes behind her. Why did she leave so suddenly?  Did I say something wrong? It’s so hardraising a teenager. And one that has been through what she has, I don’t knowwhat to do sometimes.But secretly, I am happy she left. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/777017/ I wander downstairs again. Not really knowing what to do. Maybe I shouldgo back to the lake again.  ‘’Oh, there you are again.’’ Lizzy says.  ‘’Care to join me for dinner, or no going out tonight.’’ ‘’Fine... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776663/  ~POV Kathy~ The lake was so beautiful. It was just a few blocks away. I’m reallygoing to do that more. Just sitting there. Staring in the peaceful and theuntouched water. It was so quiet. I think I’m going to write a song about it. Mymind is set on it. That w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776600/ ~POV Lizzy Sulivain~ Where the hell is she?  She is gone all day already.I take out myathame, my pendel and my chart of the village Oreando. Let’s see if I canlocate her now. Which i wasn’t able to do last night. If I’m even a little bitof the trained wi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776563/ ‘’Well...well’’ i can’t help but stumble.  Man up!  Dad would say show noweakness and what am I doing now? Being as red headed as I can be. Plus mumble! I sigh and take a breath. There you go. ‘’Well, my name is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776531/  Why couldn’tI just enjoy myself? Why did I always end up running away? I lookbehind me, but no one is there. Weird enough i feel some sort ofdissapointment. I can’t help myself but think I totally lost myself. Feelingsad and lonely. It never bothered me before. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776517/ I ask her what he does at school. He seemstoo old to be in school. He seems more like he would be a college student. “He’s a senior. He’s on the track team. He is so dreamy to watch” says Liv. I steal a glance at him, trying not to letLiv see it. I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776462/ I'm sorry friend I can not be, can not be the one you want me to beCan't be the words you whispered in my ear If i wanted to be your loved one, you asked it so sincere, many words just can't graspthe emotions, the feelings, such a mess Sorry friend, I can't be, I can't be your lover I'm not the one .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/776040/ Chapter 13 His to long brown locks were all messy. Probably  because of the wind. I can’t help but stare at him. I hope i look okay. I run my handsthrough my hair. Knowingly I will look like a mess anyhow.  I see in my eyes corners something moving and i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775991/ Chapter 12, What the hell does she want from me? Don’t get me wrong, I ussually likepeople. Today I just can’t handle anymore suprises like last night.  Though thinking that I return her smile and say,: ‘’Hey you, what is it?’’&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775978/ Chapter 11 ~~POV Kathy~~ Who the hell did she thought she was? Giving me rules. Only dad and momcould do that. Dad give my 10 rules, as long as I kept them everything wasalright. I just want to go back to that time. Dad and mom, I miss them. Wereare they now. Is t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775973/ ~~POV Miss Sulivian~~ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775957/ Chapter 9 ‘’Well, okay’’ Though I really didn’t feel like it. I knew I could never disobey a grownup while facing them. I could do alot in my old home, but not that. No, I shake my head. I’m not thinking about that.  I reluc.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775756/ POV Kathy It was lateafternoon before I wake up. I wish i slept longer, just dreaming away mytoughts. For just apoor moment. Just a poor moment of bliss, I thought i was at home again. Then isaw the covered mirrors and I knew I  wasn’t. I wish icould ret.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775746/  ~POV MissSulivain~ Waking up.Thesun is just about to rise.  Realizing itis really a different day then any others. Though it came slowly, i managed toremember. Kathy is here. She ishere. A girl I didn’t see since she was 4. That was 12 years ago... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775735/  Chapter 6 Wow, it isreally dark. It is like no lights are even working. I see the laterns, but theydon’t beam any light. This place or better said, this dump. Doesn’t have anylights. The houses are far apart and have all big lawns, but well no usethinki.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775714/ POV Kathy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775691/ CandlesCandles flicker in the soft wind Room unlit, curtains closed closed door, no one can come in the soft nuzzle on my cheek, making my head feel warm and loved The soft touches on my arm, makes me phantom his huggling warmthI can't sleepI can't lay still waiting...then he says, ''''Goodnight ted.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775431/ my personal favorite.. because i don't have a person like that in my life, i can't do much but wish others have, let me know if you guys have one, and who it is! if you get what i mean by it that is! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775427/ Hurt is hard, but still so soft, The words are hell while hands are weak, Keep on fighting Or blow a retreat!retread is to easy to obscure, but fighting makes no sense either, because it will be sore, you will have to travel to all your faults,and you can't deny those previous sprouts, you have to e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775123/ You’ve been gone You’ve been goneGone for a whileAnd I’m not sureSure that I missed your smileOr even if I lost mineAnd I wonderDid I even miss you?You’ve been gone for a whileAnd I’m pretty sureSure I didn’t lose.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/775117/ Rain  The rain grabbed by little hands The little sun through the littlepiles of sandThe sea´s overcome the shore The laterns the places of hope  The darkness and blackness aroundthe latern place The sanctuary grounds in the middleof the mist.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/774913/ If I If I could be strongIf I could relayThen others would be happyHappy all the timeIf I had emotionIf I could feelThen my writing would be greaterGreater than anythingIf I could comfortIf I could trustThen I would have loads of friendsFr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/774912/ Lately Lately my thoughts drift awayAway in a big black timeThe things I hear in real lifeLife that has been skipping byCan’t be caught and can’t processBecause I’m in this place withoutthoughtsWhen I notice I’m in thereAnd start t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/774689/ My star My twinkling starOnce shining from so farIs turning a little greySince his last birthdayThe only thing I can wishThat my star can fulfill my wishThe only wish I will haveAnd that wish isKeep twinkling bright shining star!If you can’t I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/774519/ Mist The mist out of the sun valleyCame along like there was no time The mist as thick as wallsMaking thinking impossible, no thoughts to ride No one could callCall out to souls in the sunny placeThe mist to thickTo thick to erase ´ .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Black/774439/