http://slow.writerscafe.org/MyInnerMonolouge The original writings of author Morgan|Intelligent|witty|gemini en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776136877 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 My heart weighs heavytipping this scale so faruntil I hit the groundso unsure if it's the alcoholor these feelingsthat keep me so far downI just want to breathe and I want to hold youbut I don't know what that meansI compartmentalize my feelings so muchall tucked sweetly away in the empty crawl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143565/ Electric currents shock my systemAs I try to comprehend these feelingsI don't like to let myself feel thingsthey call it fear of commitmentIt's not about that as muchas It's about self-preservationsometimes I feel suffocated because I feel so muchand these busted lungs can't handle everyth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143562/ My Mind,Oh my precious mind; my thoughts; my companion; my directionyou have been with me since the time of my inceptionTogether, you have fought with me to the ends of the earthyou stuck with me in my brightest days and darkest nightsFrom cradle, you have shaped, nurtured and craved me intowhat I a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143558/ When you said we were doneI initially was angry becauseI wanted to hate you so badlybut I only loved you.A few days later,I realize that, though I do love youmore than anything,A part of me also resents you.And maybe my anger was not,In fact, because I couldn't hate you,but because I knew a part of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143556/ There is a feeling inside my heart that's hard to explainA hole, an empty voidwhose presence I feel stronglyHaving nothing can hurt deeplyIt's a feeling that pricksand doesn't stop prickingwhere will you run?to failure, guilt, and hurt?The emptiness will follow like a shadowsometimes you'll use word.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143555/ Heavy, my chest feelsbut not my heartIt's light as lettuceso light in factthat it races through these minutes like the wind makes it beatI feel weighed down and weightlessthis anxiety is engulfingbut its based in insecurity so in realityI've got more control than I feel I doyou were with t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143554/ My inbox was always fullbut I always made time for you.Now, time tells me that I'm the fool;you say you will, you never do.You said you would, you never did.Reclining, you could watch me sinkthen toss an anchor down to sayyou gave your all to keep me safe.Don't get me wrong, we were both weights;con.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143553/ Part of me wants to scream...I want to scream out to theworld to get them to understand.I want to scream until there isn't a single breath left in my lungs, until they sting with the energy I've expanded and my words hang in the airfor all to hear.To be a poet you must write with a certain pass.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143552/ What can I tell youabout how I feel?I can express I'm aware of every emotion,And I know I need to heal.I can tell you exactly where they came fromand what exactly caused them.I can describe how they're so unbearably painfuland that I'm working to resolve themI can explain in the most poetic and lyri.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143550/ How many years have I carriedmy heart like a coin purse?Handed it out like loose change?Heart in a sandwich bag--School science project--how many licks to the center of a tragic backstory?I didn't wallow in it;I made friends with the lonely.I walked it out to the water.I held it's hand when it tried.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143548/ Burn all of your bridgesjust so that you can build them againwith thicker ropes.Hurt all the people you loveand then commit every felony to win themback.Drown yourself in bleach until noteven heavens light can compare to how brightyou can burn.Turn yourself inside outand paint your organs the color .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143546/ I have denied it again and again,that I have done wrongI have caused you pain while you were right all alongmy words and my actions I cannot justify,All the sorrow I put you through,all the tears you have cried,I'm sorry may not be enough to pick up the broken pieces,I'm sorry may not be enough to c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143521/ What happened to us?There was so much trust and then all of a suddenit was just washed down the drainand then you were gonewe didn't have a future..we were stuck on the past..is it bad to say that I have questions to ask?I wanna know how it's my fault.We had this huge castle in the skyand thenall of.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143519/ I see myself as a canvas a canvas that I paint with different colorsa canvas that I transform into my special projectBut...There come those times whereI allow someone else to hold my brushand splatter their own color over minesplat, splat, splat,paint trickles down and covers most of my workIt'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143517/ Dreams are created to empower us to give us a goal that we can aim for and strive forbut not everyone has the chance to make it come truesome adapt to the way their lives are and becomecomplacent with what they haveothers decide to give up because the road to whatthey want has gotten harder and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143512/ Dear heart of mine that beats within my chestand works to keep me alive.I apologize for the wounds and the scars I havemade you endure.I've torn you apart by falling for someonewho didn't handle you with care.I've stitched you back together just tohave you broken again.feelings can be tough, huh?And.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143504/ Again, I am trapped within the darkroom I created in my headTangled by my thoughts and suffocated by my feelingsyou see, there's a monster sitting right beside megrinning,watching,Humming the tune I've heard for so many years.I feel hot tears running downmy faceIt's cold body moving forwar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143499/ There is emptiness where my heart should bePain, sadness and angerThese three things make up the person I call me.There is a cloud over my head,and a faceless demon lurking around my bedThe smile is fading and the weight of disappointmentand failure is draining my soulI feel like I'm suffocating&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143496/ Just a free verse poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143487/ Just a poem I wrote for/about my ex girlfriend. We recently broke up and this is what I left on the bed for her the day I left. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2143443/ Explaining how you feel to a Psychiatrist. It's kind of like an Inner Monologue/story/spoken word poem. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117828/ I have ADHD, but that's NOT who I am. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117475/ Conversations with my shadow selflittle voices turn into little people,Who sit in a judgement circleArchetypes of the different self,and the shadow self sits as judgeHope to it's left and faith to the right,as the drama queen calls for orderThe pacifist dreamsThe defense placates the tragedy,As the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117461/ Endless loop. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117449/ When you feel like you're mental illness has finally won, they own you and control you, keep fighting. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117445/ Feeling like your mental illness's control you, instead of you being able to control yourself, until you finally break free. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117440/ How my feelings are more intense and stronger than others. (ADHD) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117429/ Having a mental illness such as BPD can make you a complete and utter monster. suddenly nothing else matters but hurting the person you love because of imagined and wrongly perceived situations. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117415/ Mental Health http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117295/ living and coping with mental illness. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117292/ living with ADHD and Autism. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117288/ A poem about therapy and counselling. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117286/ Living with a mental illness. (ADHD) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117283/ About mental illness (ADHD) and living with the disorder. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117282/ Something I wrote sorta resembling a poem about feeling empty and having a mental illness that is stronger than who you truly are, its a constant battle for reality. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/MyInnerMonolouge/2117273/