http://slow.writerscafe.org/onlylove33 The original writings of author Laconic Meraki en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775972854 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 It was hard to look in the mirror.. Facing all my fears, Wrestling with a shadow, All these years...I didn’t love who I was, So I put the blame on you.Didn't want to see you hurt,That was never my intentions...But there was a war going on in my mind..All of those times I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/onlylove33/2955327/ Thoughts: my perseption & lessons http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/onlylove33/2947747/ The day I took my first breath was the day I became a daddys girl. I looked at you and saw my whole entire world. Wherever you went, I had to go too. In the front seat of your truck with a hat over my curls just to be more like you.Talking your ear off the whole ride and back. 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