http://slow.writerscafe.org/chill_sea2346 The original writings of author chillsea en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776163627 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Out with the old, in with the new. That's too hard for me to do.I hold it all in, I never forget. Now, I'm stuck with this threat. Maybe it's easier... to leave, go somewhere I know I can be me. Young, happy and free... Forever will I be.No lies, no pain. No cries, no shame. I just hope I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/963550/ Smile's are hard to come by,Love's something I can't hide.I feel it everyday, the pain... it'll never go away.Thing's are crazy, life's a maybe.A halfway chance, one last dance.Here we go, my emotions are about to show.Maybe I need to unload. My mind is racing, I've found myself pacing. I'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/963545/ I've been through a LOT in the past few months, and everything's starting to fall into place and even out. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/900882/ Basically, it's talking about how everyone judges and how everyone always has something to say about how people feel and what they think. You can't help how others feel, so why make it a big deal? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/900875/ School, I'm ready to go back.But, there's some things that I lack.I've forgot all my classes, the teachers are all big a**es. I don't think I know where to go, when they open the front doors that'll definitely show.I hope not to get into fights. Mainly because I've not good height.But.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/784517/ I thought daddy's cared. I thought daddy's were supposed to always be there.Catch you when you fall. Be there when you called.See though every frown. Know when you're feeling down.I thought you could lean on daddy's shoulder, ball up like a bolder.Cry in his arms. Show us there's no harm.Aren't you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/782259/ Time goes by& I'm livin highIt's the way I doMe is better than youOne plus one is twoI don't take things to farEverything I've done has left a permanent scar. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/782198/ I used to be the one to put my business out there, now it's nowhere. You can ask about me, but you'll always hear nothing. That's just how it is, how I chose to live.You think I'm perfect, I make no mistakes.My life's not the one you'd want to take.I do more than you know.More than what's .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/782175/ Take a bullet to my head.Forget everything that's been said.Give me light & a new heaven or make that hell.It's what I've been living, like a uncertain spell.Mess happens, life goes on.Not anymore, not to me. My life's the sung hero.Always being at number Zero.Making changes, making choices.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/782169/ My daddy, sweet & kind.My daddy, supportive & hard to define.I love you, I do.I sware that's true.I never meant to hurt you.I need to do what I feel's best for me.& that meant leaving. I'm sorry. I am.I hope you don't feel scammed.I feel ashamed, I'm filled with all the pain. I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/782161/ Will you fix this broken heart sometime, I don't want it to be just mine.It's yours for the taking, keep it for your making, just stop it from aching..These tears I shed over you, wipe them away.Take me to a better place, clear off the waste.You're all I taste, you fill me with such grace.Never chan.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781889/ Everything I do reminds me of you.I dont know how to push past this.My hearts breaks the fastest.I still love you.Believe it or not.You're my only thoughts.Pray to god you'll come back one day, maybe, Hopefully.Shed some light on the situation, make some recommendation.Show me that you care, prove y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781887/ To tell you the truth, I honestly wish these feelings wouldseize and just leave.They’re burdening me.Deep inside, just killing and mending what it seems.Tearing apart my every mean.Lift my head and full fill my dreams.Kill everything that’s haunting me.I remembe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781882/ Words can't even describe how much I want you back in my arms, again.I wish things didn't end that way, I can honestly say I think about you everyday.I need to get this out, these words for you I'm willing to shout!Sometimes I think I catch you taking a glimpse of me, the words you said, the were a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781315/ Big things come in small packages. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781312/ When you try to break a women's heart, this is what you get. You should've known from the start. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781309/ The feeling of blood rushing, watching it just flow. It's never the same, so relaxing & soothing. It has a way of settling the pain. Gives the feeling of never loosing. Your heart follows your meaning, your  head follows your instinct. You've been deceiving. It lifts their he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781023/ Hold the weight of the world on my shoulders, you can't knock me down. I've my own holders. Sanity is drifting, everything's slipping. I wont budge or be pushed around. It's a repeating sound.Time to be put on silence, let the burdens leave so I can finally be set free & always remembe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781021/ Time flies,  life goes by. Just starin, catch me lookin at the sky.I'm livin, nothing's given. Life's a game only if you're winnin .Here's words of the wise, "Live life with no surprise. Cause they'll beat you down & knock you around. Watch your back, & keep what's found." http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781018/ Everyone's out to get me. All I'm doing is fighting.I'm ready to go. This life's something I don't wish to know, I'm sure it shows. The closest ones are the farthest ones. Noone's on your side. That's why you sit and you cry, hoping for light. Maybe someday someone'll help you do right and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/chill_sea2346/781016/