http://slow.writerscafe.org/ChrissyBC The original writings of author Chrissy BC en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776006210 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I don't know if the title is good I'm not really good at names http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2479678/ I still want to hold onEven when loving you is killing meI feel that I deserve the pain Some night I feel the pain is what's keeping me going I'm sadly holding to a love that's deadI'm so aware, but I can't let go Why does love have to be so cruel It brings me so much agonizing p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2178880/ Was our love a delusion like a dreamI wonder every cold and lonely night has our love been one side close to the end                           Was your reasoning the real reason or did you lie Your intentions are haunting my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2170775/ Everyone hides something behind there smileWe all try to hide our pain by smilingWe're too scared to let someone know our painScared to be judged for not being okayI'm scared if someone knows that there something wrong they'll ask questions I'll never know the answers toScared if I answer I don't kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2170224/ Thoughts that I don't know how to handle Thoughts that consume my mind Thoughts of you Of how I'd have given you anythingI give you my heart without a thought Now I can't let you go Apart of me want to un-see the video in my head of usTomorrow I'll try to open my eye and fac.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2170205/ I'm fighting against the demons in my head This fight won't stop and I'm tired of fightingI'm slowly giving up and letting the demons take controlI don't see the point of fighting anymore The demons were going to win anyway so there's no point in tryingMaybe it won't be too bad I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2170095/ All I want is to feel the warmth of your hugs once again                   The hugs that made the sad days easier The hugs that made me so happy to be able to get I miss the day where things migh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2167929/ Who am iWhat do I want Why does everything I want to say seem so complicated to expressI don't know how to feel Everything in my head seems simple yet so complicatedEverything consumed by the fear of judgmentSome people may think it's easy But no one knows about the voice in my head&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2167826/ They're all here watching me Watching me fall to my knee begging for help But all they do is stand there Their eye are like knives stabbing me Now I'm bleed ask for someone to help me but they don't They use to see me as an angel but I made one small mistake Now all the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2167593/ I'm fighting aganist the demons in my head This fight won't stop and I'm tired of fightingI'm slowly giving up and letting the demons take controlI don't see the point of fighting anymore The demons were going to win anyway so there's no point in tryingMaybe it won't be too bad I want.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/ChrissyBC/2166919/