http://slow.writerscafe.org/livbone The original writings of author olivia en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775992470 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 What does rage feel like?A question I may never be able to answerI can imagine itThe fire flaring from deep within youClimbing its way up your bodySitting harshly on your throatUntil it rises to your faceRed hot with angerComplete unadulterated furyThe lighting st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2792535/ Playingwith my heartSteppingon my toesSplashingin my tearsSwimmingin my in woesCuttingout all the liesThrowingaway my loveDrowningout all my criesBeginningto see it nowPretendingthat you love meLaughingat you nowQuittingthe gameRunnin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2792534/ The feeling of numbness can be described in many waysWe all feel this, even if you don’t want to admit itBeing numb is like a dark cloudy dayDull and boringThe feeling of complete nothingness Or being in a dark roomUnsure of your surroundings but sure of the silence.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2775054/ Your words left goosebumps on my skinThe hairs on my neck stood up when you came aroundMy stomach ached when I heard your nameI liked the attention you gave meTelling me I was pretty, hot, funny.I leaned into itI soaked it up like a sponge thrown into a bucket of waterWhe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2774602/ The morning after I killed myselfI woke up in bed, and gazed out the windowThe sun shown bright in my eyes But I did not cover themI continued to look, and saw a mother bird feeding her chicksI got up and walked to the bathroom, but upon arrivingrealized I didn’t have to .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2771057/ It’s strange Feeling nothing for so long Being numb to the world around And with the blink of an eye All of those feelings flood back inThe pain, the sadnessAll of itOut of nowhere Like a punch in the gut I feel sickThe faucets which have been fixed for so longThr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2488668/ The first time i ever remember being sexually assaulted Was by a girlMy babysitter who was about 4-6 years older than meI was probably 8 at the timeAnd i remember it so vividly It's like it happened just yesterdayEver since that dayI've been terrified of any girl who wasn’t straightT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2488666/ I don't know why i do thisI get all excited for something that might not even happenConvince myself that it was trueEven though it probably wasn'tBut i eat myself alive in waitingWaiting for something Anything She said she would textSo i should leave it at thatBut i can't do thatFuck no i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2488662/ written about my girlfriend's best friend/ "ex" love interest. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2488661/ A letter to my younger self http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2488660/ I had youI loved youI gave you all of meWhatever I hadIt was yoursAll of my loveIt was all yoursOnly yoursBut you leftYou took me with youYet here I sitAloneBrokenWishing you were hereWishing I still had your heartYou had meYou left me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2488658/ LifeIt’s something everyone has to deal withFor some it’s a piece of cakeFor others It’s like reviving a dead flowerIt’ll never come out exactly how you want It’ll still be wilted Life isn’t easyThough I so desperately wish that it wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172299/ Why are you doing this to me?Why wont you talk to meYou wont even look at meIts like you’re acting like I don’t existLike I’m a ghostI didn’t want to hurt you I wasn't trying not toI just wanted to be on my own for onceTo not depend on some.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172297/ “I won’t leave you”A promise never kept.An empty promise,A lie that is told too often.And is very rarely true.They promise to stay,And help you,And make you happy.But no one ever stays.They always leave.For many different reasons,But .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172033/ Why does itstill hurt when I see you face?Why do Ifeel sick when I hear your name?When I seeyour username on my brothers snapchat bff’s?Why do Istill miss you?Why do Istill dream about you?Or look foryou in the hallsEven thoughI know you’re not t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172027/ Times like these are the worst When my thoughts and memories get the best of me.When the thought of my baby come crashing into my brain.He was so sweet and perfectEverything about him was perfectThe way he smiled and laughed To the way he smelled.I loved him so much.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172023/ It’s been less than 48 hours Since you broke meSince you left meAnd I’m already looking for someone to fill the hole in myheartBy filling a different whole Maybe having meaningless sexWith meaningless peopleIs how I’ll feel better?Its better th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172021/ It’s been 3816 hoursIt’s been 159 daysIt’s been 22 weeksIt’s been 5 months Since you left meSince you took my heart and threw it awayYou have yet to tell me whyWhy you decided To pack up everything And remove yourself from my lifeNo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172020/ It’s lonely inside this brain of mine It’s quietAnd emptyThe fire in here died a long time agoLeaving ashes and despair I try to fill it With happiness And music But they don’t stay long The check out of their room Just as fast as they ch.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172019/ The kitchen flooded last night The sink wouldn’t stop overflowing The faucet wouldn’t turn offThe pipes were choking and spitting The floor slick with salty waterNo matter how much I tried It wouldn’t stop The water just kept on rising Inch by in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172018/ I don’t sleepOr I sleep too muchThe insomnia The paranoia The pain The heartbreak It prevents my sleepIt doesn’t let me goThe shadows in my roomThey torment me They haunt meThe break me They try to kill meAnd I try to kill meAll.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172015/ “I’m just tired”Such a simple phraseBut means so much moreI’m sadI want to die I didn’t sleep last night I hurt myself again I hurt someone else againI’m starving myself again I’m overeating again I’m smoking.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172014/ It feels soweird To want tobe sadTo miss thefeeling of depression It feelsweird to be empty To feelnothing at allTo just beexisting Not feelinghappyOr sadJustnothing No thoughtsNo feelingsIts weird I just wantto feel anything .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172012/ This hurts more thansadnessThis is worse than anger I feel like s**t I want love But don’t want to betouched I’m uncomfortable But I don’t want to becomforted I want to be alone But I’m lonely I can’t do anything Reading.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172011/ This is one of the many ways I experience depression and anxiety. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172010/ You haunt my dreamsI wake up at night cryingBecause I still love youAnd I miss youI miss your smileAnd your adorable laughI miss your dumb jokesAnd your warm hugsAnd the feeling of your lips on mineI loved youAnd I thought you loved meBut it wasn&rsquo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172006/ This poem shows some of the struggles i go through with having depression. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/livbone/2172005/