http://slow.writerscafe.org/Vixenastri The original writings of author VitalianRose en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033983 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Love language is hard to understand and we all have a weakness to a certain kind... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2774348/ As I cast these final memories asideI smiled, I did not cryI know now that what happenedHas led me to where I need to beI know now that I can look backBut I can also not be held backI think of you fondlyThough I doubt the same for youBut that's okay nowI don't need your thoughtsI don't need your app.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2765558/ I'm still crying, fly high beautiful <3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2760717/ I suffer with depression and anxiety, my thoughts never feel like my own. I constantly feel like the demon on my shoulder has grown enough to stand beside me, his claw on my shoulder as he whispers to http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2760277/ All this timeAll these liesThe truth is said to set you freeYet I open the doors to decay and debrisThe flames reach the ceilingsThe walls are cracking and dyingThis "freedom" is hellThis is my own creationI destroy the world around meI cause the decay I seeI swore by wings of fe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2551166/ Five years ago todayI lost youYou chose escape and went awayI felt my heart break in twoYou fought your demons as long as you couldSadly even the strong grow tiredMeanwhile I fight to bring my own down for goodYet this year I feel nothing but expiredMy strength depletedMy motivatio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2464421/ I cant stop thinkingI cant stop sinkingThe dreams still haunt meYour voice still taunts meI cant silence the tortured screamsI cant sleep through the darkened dreamsI wake each nightMy mind turned full of frightI scream and shakeMy heart pounds enough to cause earthquakesI curl u.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2463084/ Happy birthday to the man I still loveHappy birthday to the one I still dream ofI hope it's great and swellI hope you get to relax and be wellHappy birthday my loveMay happiness fly to you on wings of a dove http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2461916/ I finally quitI finally beat your shitNo, I don't need another hitI refuse to submitTo your touch that'll pull me back to that pitYou were a drug from which I couldn't splitI'll still love you, I admitBut it's you I've finally quitI'm over it, every little bitI'm done sitting in your shadowI have my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2461515/ Because I'm tired of hiding behind my poetry http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2461293/ I can't keep this upThis pain overflows my cupThe pieces are too small for pickupI can't find another way to buildupI'm shattered like an old pictureFacing everyone's strictureFacing dreams of you every nightThis life has become a blightEach day I'm trying to fightBut nothing can return my lightI dr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2461064/ "Do you know what a harlequin is? A harlequin's role is to serve. It's nothing without a master. No one gives two s***s who we are, beyond that." - Harley Quinn http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2367045/ I need to vent somewhere. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2365540/ Past few days have been weird for me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2356934/ I messed up big timeI lost my best friendI broke the rules, committed the crimeIt wasn't supposed to happen but I messed up in the endSo distance I'll keepTail tucked and hiding in shadowsMore restless than ever I'll sleepSilently hoping my flower still growsI'll watch where I canI.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2351033/ I had to spillI had to speakThe weird dream, the sudden actionThe silence and the panicked reactionThey swirled in my mindThey made me sickShe came to me a nervous wreckShe told of things you choseYour silence then felt like total senseStill a part of me says noThis isn't what truly goesThere's some.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2342601/ What happened wasn't part of the planYet regret is not something I feelInstead it's something I don't understandThis isn't normal for meThis isn't who I thought I'd beI believe in love, romantic scenesEverything you did for meIt spoke to my heartMade my walls fall apartYet now I fe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2328689/ A girl in a long flowing gown of white stands by the glass wall she knew so well. Her long dark hair cascading over her shoulders and down her bare back. Her eyes, although broken, held a flame of determination. She took one last breath of the familiar scents that filled her home, then turned from .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313800/ Pacing back and forthLooking for the answersEventually I'll remember my way northAnd maybe I wont succumb to this cancerStill I sit hereEven with only half the puzzle, I try to complete itConfused yet focused, at the pieces I leerOne day you'll be whole, I believe itMy heart knows the answersEvery f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313759/ Mistakes were madeI made you fall apartCan't help but wish to fadeHowever I hold hope in my heartA wish that things be right once moreEvery emotion still burns strongLooking no more at the floor http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313660/ In Greek mythology, there is a story. One of love and loss and how the seasons change. There are many retellings of the story, some sweet and romantic, others brutally honest. The story is about a young goddess named Kore. You may know her as Persephone. Persephone is the daughter of Demeter, the go.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313550/ I don't understand what's going onI don't understand how to reactOne second no contactThe next you're there againEvery fiber of my being screamsTelling me to chase youTelling me to jump into your armsMy mind remains logicalThat's not what he wantsStay on your leash and behaveAnd .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313479/ I almost snuck away early this mornLeaving everything behind but a dried roseOn my own and all aloneVenturing the quiet roadsEntranced in thoughts of romantic actionsYour doorstep my destinationOver the bumps and across the streetsUpon your door I wished to layNo one would've seen a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313400/ The answer is no. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2313180/ I dreamt of you again. This one was far too real. I felt your presence as if you truly were there. I felt your glare on me, angry and hurt yet still soft and caring. I heard your words so clearly as if you whispered them directly in my ear yourself. I felt my heart race just as it has every moment I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2303791/ You won't leave me beI try so hard to ignore itYou still invade my sleepYou left a hole no one can fitI see your face in every blinkI hear your voice with every action I takeMy thoughts are no longer mine to thinkIt's all you guiding me for my own sakeI tell myself to take careI fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2278461/ Do you remember the things you said? Do you remember the cardinals? You said it was a sign. Do you remember the courage you gave me? You got me to be confident without a mask. Do you remember the things we knew that couldn't possibly be known. We stayed in our secret glass house that you filled with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2179121/ I don't know if you'll ever see this. I don't know if you'll ever speak to me again. I don't know if I'll even see your face again, but I know I need to say something. I know apologies can't mend the wounds I caused. I know you'll probably never see me as your fox again, but I know I need to say thi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2178832/ Apologies fix nothingIt's a rule we all knowBut I can fix somethingI can get rid of this undertowI can ease everyone hereI can fix the pain I caused youI can help all those I hold dearI can hit the reset and start anewPlease never forget I will always love youI never meant to cause you harmYou are a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2178620/ Possible alternative name: Grow the hell up lmao http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2178287/ An introduction is in order http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2177934/ Your words have a magic pullYour touch is a breath of fresh airYou are truly my homeYou are where my heart belongsBut do you realize the weightThe weight that crashes down without youThe weight that makes me questionThe weight that breaks my heart dailyIt holds me down to the bedIt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2177739/ I dreamt of youFor the first time in a while I restedFor me actual dreams are far and fewYet with you that's been bestedYou filled me with self admirationYou made me proud to be meNow all my writings hold you for dedicationEven when fear makes me wish to fleeBack to the topic of this.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2177493/ I will always love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2177362/ She sat by the piano that now lay empty and dormant, wondering what this new path would hold for her. As she sighed and rested her fingers on the keys, she whispered, "will you come back?" Her now gray and tattered wings hung from her back and draped onto the floor like torn rags as she sadly presse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2177174/ You are the oneYou saved my lifeBut I fired the gunI held the knifeYou are the one that opened my eyesYou you made me comfortable with meNow because of me we both hold painful criesI ruined everything that made me feel freeIm sorryI love youI'll leave you beI'm sorry I tortured.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2177040/ I fucked upI thought I was doing the right thingI thought things wouldnt eruptNow all I can do is sit up cryingI fucked up all of itI lost my love and I'm to blameFor every scrap and bitHas carved in my foolish nameI can't come back from thisI can't fix itI know this is a f*****g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2176996/ Is it early or is it late?I can hear sleep calling yet can't take the baitMy mind still racing and travelingMy heart trying to keep from unravelingYour words still in my ears ring trueI really do not understand youSometimes I feel your emotions from where I sitOthers I can't feel you e.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2176733/ You are always better than the day beforeFor every new day you awake once moreYou hold your head highYou shoot for the skyYou are always testing your mightNever afraid to stand and fightAlways growingAlways showingAlways holdingNever foldingAlthough this may just be perspective.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2176320/ Awake at nightExhausted but restlessWith a heart full of frightThoughts of losing you and being lovelessThey wont stop racing Leaving my mind pacingAfter you i'm always chasingBut I fear it's another path you're facingPsychology holds a simple lawFight or flight, bare your teeth or.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2176096/ I've tried for years nowWilling to give you time and spaceI stayed away and to your word I did bowStill at times I would reach out, but never break your paceHow long will it takeYou have no clueOnly I am the one that breaksUntil the bridge mends this is trueWithout you I'm empty and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2175397/ Every night I toss and turnI think of you every moment of the dayThe curiosity in me forever burnsWondering what you do while I sit and stayI find my self daydreaming for hoursTrying to imagine what's going onWishing I had true psychic powersEventually I wake again to another dawnI s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174997/ You may not know that she loses control when her anger strikes. You may not know that she stills holds control as she tilts that bottle of booze to the sky, gulp after gulp. You may not know that her rage is channeled through Avenged Sevenfold, Evanescence, Halestorm, and other rock bands. You may n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174840/ Honestly I've been having concernsSome small like trouble sleepingIn the night I just toss and turnBut bigger yet is problems breathingIt's normal once in a whileEvery so often it comes and goesYet something about this time feels vileLike storms making oceans violently towStruggling .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174792/ It's been happening for a bitI walk around or I ride my bike inAnd a patch of white fur makes me stop and sitI don't know where it's from or where it's beenI asked the neighbors, they know nothingOf this little bear that sits in the treeI cant help but wonder, am I missing somethingTho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174671/ Remembering a story I couldn't finish on my own from years ago. The angel in her glass house still recalls and wonders about how it went. Was it real? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174513/ Today I feel more at easeReading your words cleared the hazeYou've always been the one to bring me peaceYou are the reason my eyes blazeLighting up like a night sky littered with bright starsYou are the reason all me worried fleeRunning fearfully from the lights you startYou are the on.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174433/ I can't silence the whispersI can't get them to stopOne moment feeling fine and chipperThe next all the bubbles popI cant succumb to theseI have to press onThe lies my mind creates to make me crash down into the treesWhile I struggle still to reach the clouds I sit on with you til dawn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174273/ I can hear them once moreScreaming in the corners of my mindFilling the corridors with a mighty roarYet I cower under the counter I hide behindOne day strong and fierce Ready to fight and full of rageThe next alone and piercedFeeling no more than completely cagedEveryone that seems s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174190/ I'm still learningLike all the restI'm fighting to reach what I've been yearningPutting every fiber of myself to the testThis lesson I face todayA demon inside me growlingI must learn to tame or my mind may frayThe more I fight it the more I feel it prowlingIt searches for preySome.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Vixenastri/2174051/