http://slow.writerscafe.org/Captain%20Jess The original writings of author Jessica L Auster en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776003238 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15  Life is a blank canvas waiting for you to paint on it.Sarcastic, mean, shy, and vain.Writing, music, scenery, and nature.Criticism, ignorance, reality, and incompetence.Lover of love, green, candles, and clothes.Who feels belonging, yet neglect, blank, and out of reach.Who needs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/416932/ Oh my dear sweet lover, whom I call mine,Trevor you're the greatest under the sun.The birds do sing in such a rhythmic chime,Only to rejoice of this love that's won. If men do see angles, like it is said,Then time will tell of life's hidden treasuresWhich will lead us to be happil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/412346/ If I were the painter,You'd be my canvas....And you would be my mostBrilliant work of art.Your hues would be like no other,And my favorite part would be the emerald green.But in my home you would stay,Because having to part would be awful.An artist's first work of artIs always thei.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/409132/ They always said that wearing your heart on your sleeve is a stupid decision. I never took to anything anyone said to me. They say that vulnerability is the ultimate sign of weakness. So paint me weak… I just don’t care.     http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/404668/ My try at a Medieval Ballad.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/403538/ I feel like passing outInto a million little pieces.Hopefully I'll fly away,And end up with you. I feel like meltingInto your arms.Hopefully this candle burns,And I end up with you. I feel like fallingFast into your heart.Hopefully gravity brings me down,And I end.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/403098/ And that's how i think you know you love someone...when they consume your every thought and you love it...you don't want it to go away.it's perfect and you feel happy all the time.when you think about them in the slightest, your ankles go weak and you can't help but smile.I think it's the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/401423/ Even in the darkest of times,You've always been my candle.And walking through such a messWith anyone else doesn't feel comforting.Now, I've said it so many times,That I don't think I can find a simple rhyme...And in basic terms:"I love you".Trevor, you make me not want to m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/399155/ These thoughts captivate meJust as the poacherCaptivates the snake.Your eyes are a constant reminderOf what's happened in the past year.Walking through this lane has never beenSo hard before, and it leaves me in tearsQuite often. This red apple of sinDoesn't bring me sh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/388723/ I'm reaching out to you, baby.Grab hold of my hand please,Because it's the only feeling I have of beingClose.I love you... now touch me,Please.I'm reaching out to you, baby.I haven't heard your voice in a while.I miss the sounds and sights of you.It's been almost a month.And I ke.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/382667/ rambleeeeee http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/370190/ I'm tired of running away from my problems...I'm out of breath,And I figure the last run I make,I better make it a marathon...But honestly, I hate being alone...I'd need someone to make sure I'm safeAnd who cares about me, and in my mind...I see you running beside me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/364694/ There has to be a perfect wayTo say everything I need to say.Whether it be good,Or just misunderstood.Nothing seems to come out right,So it usually ends up in a fight.Patience was never something that came easy,And it's leaving me uneasy.When is it time to leave?They say there'.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/362819/ You're so delicate,Just like the summer wind blows.Happiness is here. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/362818/ Cupid asked me somethingJust the other day.He asked me where his arrows were,And if I'd like to play.Now Cupid didn't knowThat this wasn't fun for me;For my heart's been broken before,It it's not healing easily.Cupid asked me somethingJust the other day.He asked me where his lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/362817/ I was... angered.. aha http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/360851/  It's coming to me now that I only have so much to live for. I have my friends. I feel like I don't need any more than that. I have three best friends who I can count on the most. They know who they are. I love them, and I can trust them with my life. My family…well…that's anoth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/359342/ Trevor, it's always youWho I dream of...Think of...And care about.I'm tired of inturruptions,And I dream of a time when I canFinally be alone with you;And not have to worry aboutDistractions. Trevor, it'll always be youWho I love.Baby, I want you...Need you... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/354361/ It's strange that my heart leaps for crazy Gemini men. Billy's losing his touch nowadays. He spoke to me last week and told me I should go see a therapist. Do you think he was getting tired of me? Everybody did after a while. But I never thought Billy would. Today's Thursday. That's when I see Jenni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/348439/ I finally fell in love with it all. My life from start to finish was a building up for my final chapter. What would Billy do? I wondered if he could hear me. I tried asking him but I got no answer. I think Billy's gone. My only sanity has left me stranded. And now I found myself calling up an old fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/348428/ A follow-up on "Realization" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/345089/ Odd. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/345082/ My dearest T.J.F. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/345077/ Ramblingg http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/345075/ Baby;You make me feel aliveWhen you're by my side. Baby;When we kiss,It's like constant fireworks in my stomach. Baby;When it's us,You're the only man in the room. You make me feel like I'm seeing the sunFor the first time in my life.And it makes so much se.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/332692/ Love can be said to be held in theEyes of the beholder,Yet for some reason...It feels as if something else is holdingThese feelings for me. Love is more than a word...A feeling...Or a muse...It's everything you can't explain.Would you like to share it with me?&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/320811/ Ramblings.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/319205/ Still trying to win his heart back.. =/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/311602/ I plan on adding more pages to this. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/293549/ I plan on creating a novel, a love story, if you will. This is far from finished. It's still the rough copy. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/293548/ Heartache isn't something I've felt in a while,And I don't know why I'm feeling it now. Love is a powerful force that's been following many people,And I've finally found my chance at love...but I never knew it would be so painful. I'm just a jealous woman...I can't help it,An.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/279081/ For Trevor (aka T.J.F.)...my lover http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/274430/  Dear Diary,        It’s day eleven of my adventure, and I’ve been without food or water for three days. I could drink the sea, but I think I read somewhere that would kill me. I could also eat my own arm…but how would I go about my jo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/273480/  Dear Sweet Lover,             I know there are times where one has to say goodbye, but I don’t want to. The feeling of wanting to cry is well in my heart. My throat begs for cries and yells to scream out…wanting you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/273478/ Sort of like my trilogy of "I'm Missing You Like Crazy" http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/273477/ to my best friend http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/273476/  The aqua waves crash against each other as I make my way through this mess. I love the way it feels whenThe wind brushes across my face. And when the boat moves back and forth,I feel like I’m at peace The sea is my soul,And it’s where I belong.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/273475/ Everyone looks good in the dark,But you...you look good in the light too. Our bodies moved as one as youTook me from behind,Took my hands,And danced. Everyone looks good in the dark,But you...you look good in the light too. I was sitting on your lap,As we sat c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/272922/ You're my drunk slurrsThat mean nothing.You're the sand on my feetThat'll soon be brushed off and lost.You're a stray eyelashThat'll soon be wished away. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/267898/ For my T.J.F. <3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/265238/ I couldn't think of another titile, so Nirvana helped me out...lol http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/263067/ Oh my lover,You make me feelWarm inside. I push you up againstA wall in the pouringRain, just so I could put myArms around you. Your green eyes staring back in mineMake me feel warm inside.T.J.F.I adore you. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/260897/ Oh my T.J.F.I've known you not for long,But I feel as though I'm fallingIn love with you. Teenagers know nothing about love...So they say.But it's thatCan't eatCan't sleepReach for the stars over the fenceWorld Series kind of feeling. I don't get tired of you,I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/258745/ T.J.F.I'm just naturally drawn to you.I'm smitten.You made me feel comfortableWhen we first met.You wore green. T.J.F.You have that middle name of yours..Just like someone else I know.Watch the signs...Or just take a chance.You just have a lovely energy about you... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/257374/ There once was a girl from Italy,Who used to walk very steadily.The story isn't pretty,And the criminal was witty,Now she has legs from a girl named Emily. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/256368/ There once was a bunny named DrewWho wished he was in the loo.A smile arose across his face,But he soon was hit with a rather large mace,Now Drew only says boo hoo hoo. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/256367/ Giving a voice to a literary underdog. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/255876/ Harry and HarrietteWere just a lovely couple.They owned a houseWhich was a few feet tall,And to get in, they had to crawl. Harry walked to his work on the farm,And he also made sure that he was in the way of no harm. Harriette woke up with alarm,Harry had left without h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/255874/ With a bad rep sinceThe beginning of time, JustA venomous touch. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/253660/ 44 BC;15 March.A day meant for Julius.Knives attacked,And blood splashed.Et tu Brute?Et tu?! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Captain-Jess/253659/