http://slow.writerscafe.org/Colacat94 The original writings of author Vertigo Cat1111 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776072656 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Every molecule of your chestEvery breath that is left A beautiful deathAt a beautiful theme parkNow it’ll rot But stand from the ground Only blood, dirt and rusty steel will be found I have memoriesThat I never made I’m tiredBut this is the game I have played You .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2834213/ I was too preoccupied with my tragic little endingThat I didn’t enjoy my beautiful beginning http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2833870/ I hate when something hits against my collarbone Reminds me I’ve been all alone, all alongIt’s all me, all aloneI hate how bony I am I fall whenever I stand My hair never goes into place Landed in the wrong race I’ll eat pancakes in the silver room with youAnd pop.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2833739/ Sleeves are a safety blanketSomething so tightly wrapped around meA hood where I can hideDrooping sleeves Where my heart finally doesn’t have to beUnderneath it all, they say I’m a stick They say my emotions are to high and I’m too obviousBut they don’t know the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2833570/ Tomorrow’s feastTomorrow is a waste Left the order just sitting there With your clocked out eyes Warmer than any slice of sun Everyone’s busy livingAnd it’s no useThe forest and I are not the same I can’t come downI can’t get colder Made me dream of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2833347/ Now I know youUnderstand what you’re sayingSays PhoebeYou sing as I lie down In the blue dawn of the next dayEvery karma I have owed and paid http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2833056/ Is it a cave or a face of barcodes?A little lullaby that no one else was meant to hear and know But the morning star and youSame difference Flute and toy piano float out the windowTo the twisted streets I’m sorry they don’t do you justice Kansas is huge when I’m alo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2832918/ Keep your palms on the weather vaneStay thereOn the rooftopThe reports say we’re the same I’m always to blame It’s like cereal for breakfastMy midnight dinnerCinnamon red sky barns Cherry cola slushyThe church bells try to rush me I want a Halloween spinning.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2832384/ Every momentI close my eyesI pull back the lidsAnd dig into my mind I’m always dreamingOf spaceships at nightInfinite sunrises where we never have to go In the drive through with my dad and brotherA sickly hovering ghostA restaurant that specializes in bratwurstsFields full.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2832096/ I’m not okayAnd not happyI’m inI want out Why are you so okay with me never healing? Do you roll the dice?Or just burn up inside?Do you roll your eyes?Or just die inside? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2831869/ Assume and assassinateI’ve got a bit much on my plateBubbles make me itchI feel such dread in the drive thru My eyes burnCan hardly keep them open I was never one for hope butHere’s to hopingThat anytime, any day, in some wayI can stay open Stop using your mouth lik.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2831734/ Days don’t feel like they exist anymoreMemories of midnightLaughing on the floorAbout the same old jokeOnly I still find funnyI miss long days and making memoriesBut the days are only getting shorterAnd winter’s coming I’m kind of scared But I won’t be runni.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2831582/ I didn’t like you muchBut you still impressed easily My food is getting colder and colder I kept getting distracted by thoughts of you telling me I’m pretty If anything elseI must make peace with myself tonight I never thoughtI’d catch feelingsI never felt Such .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2831292/ Flipping through the evidenceThe rooster crows It won’t shut upAs the sun comes upAlas it’s inaccurate Warrant kicked my door in I miss you a whole bunchI went ahead and skipped lunchBecause without youThere’s no substanceStay clear of my starsAnd the flowers .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2830872/ I do your laundryYou always forget to washOr maybe choose not toEither way, I really don’t care Since I’ve known youIt’s your absolute least favorite thingBasically your worst enemy I’ll always do some extra heavy lifting I’ll be careful Never to m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2826201/ Fence instrumentsBitterly sad Culdesack sunsetsInto the pumpkin nightWhat gives it more depth?And what gives me more of a chance?If I let goCould you promise I’d really be okay?And even if you could and I believe you?Would I still let go? You tried so hard in that nearly de.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2826079/ It hailsAnd ruins the flowersIt rainsBut something else cut the powerAnd it’s going on for hoursWe’re getting brand new shiny cars and hotelsPhones and automobiles It’s crazyHow you changed me Somehow I betIt’ll be the perfect winterAn autumn to reme.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2825876/ I don’t like it for supperI’m leaving in the winter Forever http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2825711/ I’ve been buying iT witH my own monEyI wantEd that shirt but Need to know responsibility I went Down aisle 11I guess my newest sign from heaven Maybe another or some other day ///I can tell the end is comingThere’s something about the way it hasn’t been sunnyW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2825583/ If you just chew itYou don’t taste itYou don’t know me or my personality But you hate it http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2825386/ I’m vintage vertigoI’m gonna dip if you get too loud, angry, dramaticCause you served me a plate with more than a fill and I’ve had it I’ve never been usefulI’ve always been ‘only a kid’I’ve always been the forgottenAlways been ‘the l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2825206/ I remember those daysRotting orangesFermentation in my brainAnd bugs in my heart Sickly yellow and pale blueThe savor of saltAnd the liesPlastic medicine and fruit fliesAnd no one asked whyI could’ve diedAnd I don’t want to go any furtherIt’s such a trigger .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2825035/ My bones click when I standLike a skeleton, like a robot Hand in hand in hand I’m lost again in the nighttime neighborhood These are the cards I’ve been dealtMight as well deal with them myselfI wish I had skin As thick as my walls I took a moment and took the winIs a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2824801/ I know I’m over youWhen all the songs on my playlist about you Don’t hit so hardJust background noise http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2824617/ You make me feel a little more aliveNow you’re a new protagonist in my lifeThe moon’s a little more whole And there’s an extra instrument in every song You’re the spine in my bookI had a bridge, a beginning and an ending These pages of you are my hook http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2824451/ Batteries in my headHeart full of leadStomach filled with dread Surreal lightsAnd traumatic fights Some 60’s singer in my earAlways telling me to reel back to the yearsBefore I died for the first time What else is new? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2824290/ So long and thank youI will remember you And what we scribbled in the crazy house My life has always been graffiti on the wallEvery time I write a word The authority just scrubs it off But you don’t wanna leave meYou don’t wanna hurt me I’m back for you and your.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2824074/ Walk with meTalk with meAre you hungry, honey?Let’s get you something to eatHit the city, dine, stay up all night in our hotel room and never sleep Press against meAnd don’t forget meAnd when the storms breach my heartIt was the atoms of a smileWe were bound togethe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2823864/ I compared your voice to a hallway You pinned it down and killed my greatest fear with your bare handsYou transformed it into whatever you could tweak and use Now I’ll drink any and every flavor of your wine Because you always stand taller than me We are one in the sameWe are one.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2823686/ Honey in the woodsLove me if you could You’re breathing and reaping Always equally wanting to see me Nothing sounds betterThan all of us together I’d rather die Just to stay by your side http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2823490/ You were more you as time went onAll four of us. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2823306/ The strength of your bottom teeth was so strong It shocked me All my best plans for tomorrowAre all of your favorite thingsDelicacy dinner and galactic basketballI guess I love who you are after all http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2823130/ My memories feel so empty Since I cut you outWalking down LA night roads Lost But I had you around And if I had one more night with youI’d tell you how much better I am without you They always seem to underestimateChange circumstance Never circumspect, point and cryAt ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2822353/ Would you dance with me And flash me your I.D?I think your part of something undergroundBut I can’t be sure Throw me into the clubColors changing like the leavesThis year it was like thatJust so rapid and newLeft me with a migraine but it’s coolYou always wanted a c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2822201/ Billboards shake and break I slept on the stairs And went to sleep so I could wake I wanted to drive through the cloudsGo about the theme park everyone was talking aboutDo you hear me now?I’ll make it there somehowYou’ll find out Is it more inspirational to be happyOr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2821979/ You stain me like grass I’m getting used toNot looking at the figures in the corner of my eye They’re not so scary without being backed by reality Alley’s wet, it’s fadingJust like the doves you spoke of I’m not getting out of here alone I’ve got a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2821513/ Taking a pearl necklace with your teeth All the rainbow rings on your fingersThey look like a winYou never bothered askingIf this was my dreamI don’t wanna be here I can’t feel me You’re not allowed to play anymoreOut, out, outI went round, round, round I do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2821296/ If it matters I’ll tell youIf we swelterI’ll melt with you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2821115/ You pulled the jock jacket out the back of your carPut it on over your party dressIt was late and you were coldThe grass was darkThe rituals dated and old We faked it allThe scavenger hunt and the alligators that crawled The witch waits at the doorway Red riding hood tricked us and t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2820815/ ‘I jumped the fence when I was seventeen’- Phoebe Bridgers http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2820632/ ‘Now I know what it feels like, to wanna go outside.’ Phoebe Bridgers http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2816431/ ‘Go all the way, have your fun, have it all, go take it down’- Lorde http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2810978/ ‘Eager to please, ready to fight, why do I go to extremes?‘ Billy Joel http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2810081/ ‘I was in, but I want out’- Lorde http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2809778/ ‘We will be everything we’d ever need’- Hayley Kiyoko http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2809451/ ‘Everything’s growing in our garden.’- Phoebe Bridgers http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2809048/ ‘I get this feeling whenever I feel good, it’ll be the last time.’- Phoebe Bridgers http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2808481/ ‘How can it be that you’re not here with me?’ Babygirl http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2808211/ ‘You can’t get what you want, but you can get me.’- Gorillaz http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2807738/ ‘I would do anything you want me to, I would do anything for you‘ Phoebe Bridgers http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Colacat94/2807190/