http://slow.writerscafe.org/Tanaya The original writings of author tanaya en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775973788 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is a personal story... It's a bit long but please read, all comments are appreciated! Stay strong and stay safe my lovlies http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tanaya/1152093/ This is an old poem I didnt realise wasn't uploaded. Remember it is an OLD one. I have changed since this. All comments appreciated http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tanaya/1106641/ Not what you may assume with the title... Read on... This is my first thing I have written in a long long time so please be nice... All comments are well appreaciated! http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tanaya/1106327/ Chapter 3 My day of work was similar to all the others. I served people while my co-worker Julie talked for me and did the menial tasks. 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It's school holidays and I haven't been able to get near the net… but I had lots of time to write this! So enjoy and read on xD +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tanaya/883965/  I cower into the wall as he repeatedly hits me. Slamming his fists into my already bruised and bloody face while kicking his steel-capped boots into my sore stomach. I bit my lip to prevent myself from yelling out in pain and soon tasted blood. It didn’t matter if I yelled out anyway, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tanaya/838616/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Tanaya/838576/  The first things I had noticed as my mind slowly woke up was that I was most defiantly not on the forest floor anymore. Instead I seemed to be in a soft bed, a king bed by the feel of it to. Slowly opening my eyes I saw that I was actually in a huge room. 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