http://slow.writerscafe.org/LostMyThoughts The original writings of author Lomyth en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776033769 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 This is the ballad of a romantic at 3 am http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/1025856/ I am standing here,Trying thingsMany things“Jack of all trades”I can do their tradesBut whats mine?Do i have one I dont knowI’m lookingBut it seems mootThe things i doThey are averageMiddle ground, stagnantWhy should i be the one to prosperI am not betterNot from what i seeDo .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/993214/ Stare at the floor, look up to the skySometimes i wonder, am i not the right guyThe one that i’d wanted others to seeThe one that i’d felt my whole life i should be I fear that my life, that i nurtured so dearHas taken a turn, and become so unclear Molding my life, once ag.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/917269/ What do you see?Reader or RelativeFriend or FlameWhat do you seeIn me?Strength?Skill?How?If you can find me strongYou see a facadeAs for skillSay what you willI see noneI only know my insecuritiesMy fears, faultsFor everything good you see in me,i can say one then for what i am,I'm Not http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/838476/ Dreams... no that's not quiteAspirations... more like Emptiness... nothing? Stream of consciousness in a physicalSense, not the sameAs "living in the moment"But close to lackingPlans...what are they?What are mine?Where do iStand... for yourselfFor them... in youI can just, justSi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/838464/ Complications...Why?Cryptic messagesCausation of dramaLack of...Compromise!That, that we needSimple fixesMeet in middleLeaving noComplications... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/835826/ I hear what you sayBut i don't believeWith regards to yourselfYou've nothing to grieveI hope that you will,If you could, as a bird flies,Just view yourselfAs through my eyes http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/827281/ I will sit and i will waitWhile you try and contemplate The choices you've been given. Your life is yours and so is mine But i cant help you walk that line You must do it on your own.To let you free, Hope you can see Through all the fogs and doubt. Make you choiceW.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/809247/ why must it bein all that i seedespite the reassurancei feel a strong disturbancethis is not what i had wantedto feel, myself, unsure despite your words i'm hauntedworried by thoughts unpurefor you my actions may seem steadybut here in my head they're noti worry about relations and feelingsi do.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/807261/ i think the strong are weakholding themselves tallfor all we've once called meeki've never seen them fallwe cannot see ourselvesfor what we make so fakewe put un on our shelvesfor showing makes us shakebut this i will not standto show you this facadefor all that is just sandbefore what we have hadso.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/805496/ It is funny how some things can make you happyEspecially those that you don’t expectThat simple text, the kind word, even just a wink or nodSometimes they will improve your day by leaps and boundsI find it the strangest, though, how mean people can beAnd how, more often than not it is those yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/801296/ It’s lonely at the topBut please don’t let me fallIt’s such a scary dropOnce you’ve seen it allBut i would gladly wait And let myself be passedWatch others become greatTo be with you at last  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/801295/ Where will we be in a few years?I don't think we can knowClairvoyance? not my thing.Precognition? too obscureThe future doesn't want us to knowIf it did, we wouldBut in regards to that futureI say we can only hopeAnd for you i will hopeNot hope to be with you,Not hope for your relationships,No, just.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/800163/ here i amall alonelike a kingwithout his thronei know youthough we've not metbut i still feelfor you, so setwithin my hearta strong desireto contact youwithout the wiretill then ill behere all alonelike a daywhen no sun shone http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/796902/ The world is not what you seeBut instead much moreOpen your heart and you will be Amazed by it for sureDragons, fairies, whatever you wishIt might all be realIt’s endless what dreams can accomplishWhat belief reveals http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/794841/ These blue skiesThat green grassAre but liesThat wont lastI tell the truthFor what i knowThis fleeting youthIs melting snowI cannot tellFor what is realThis is no hellthat i can feelI thought i knewBut maybe not The feel of youNow i'm distraughtI tell you thisOh fleeting doveAll else heedless'T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/793876/ I would like to have some funAnd have that fun with youBut you stay far like earth from sunWhich makes my day seem blueI try so hard to win your favorBut to a wall i talkIf i could just win you overIn moon light we’d walk  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/792872/ You’re confused and all but lostWith respect to meBut in respect to you i’m notAnd this i hope you’ll seeI do not want to bend your willOr do what you might hateI just will say i love you stillAnd for you i will wait  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/792502/ i'm from herewhite wordsblack textbright skiesi'm from CAand lakesand mountainsdeep valleysi'm from lonlienessand freindshiploveand angeramazing placeswhitewashed peoplei'm from storiesin books in lost placesfrom chapters aloneand pages togetheri'm from where i'm amwhere am i? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/792454/ Sometimes i wish that i would beSeen a little moreThat someone might just notice meComing through a door I want a bit more recognitionA thought to what i sayThat some may look in my directionI hope will come one day  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/792445/ I’m glad i have you here with meAnd that i’m not aloneBut i fear that you don’t seeThe love that i have shownIt may not be right in your faceIt might still be too muchIf you want ill give you spaceBut i’ll miss your touch  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/791839/ In all seriousness there is no exit,This is just a way of life.I thought i should tell you this,Just in case you were wondering.I can last like this for a while.But for you, i wouldn’t suggest itYou’re unstable, mentally distraught.Sometimes i worry for you,But hey thats my problem isn&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/790732/ Left side leaves your life aloneEven in the darkIf you dont want to be out shone You must remove your markWithin this world there are some thingsThat can crush a soulBut being dropped from high on wingsYou feel stuck down a hole http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/LostMyThoughts/790337/