http://slow.writerscafe.org/BigManKai The original writings of author Kai en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776378612 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I had gotten up, felt my feet touch the floor and took a deep breathno one had ever told me it could be that hard to face near deathI had gathered energy all dayjust to walk to the bathroom, what did I want to say?My memory blacks out like a book with ripped out pagesYou can't complete the story wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BigManKai/2792285/ Just some thought I had on my mind <3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BigManKai/2773005/ WaitingWaiting for that day to comeBut the waiting hasn't even begunThere is still a lot of timebut why not shorten itI have scissors in my handand a string behind my backI could cut itbut there is no energy leftI want to break a mirror and see the glass flyingHitting me and feel the PainFlying into.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BigManKai/2772355/ just some thoughts http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BigManKai/2772288/ Please be aware that this is about suicide thoughts http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BigManKai/2772282/ Please be careful, this includes, Self harm, Suicide thoughts and seeing things http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/BigManKai/2772281/