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			<title>Into Forever</title>
			<description>into forever she walkednot sure of what the future held,or if she would find what she was looking for,or if it still existed...into forever she walkedholding her love in her handso as not to leave itbehind...she walkedinto forever...</description>
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			<title>Ever Unchanging, Unwavering</title>
			<description>Fire in the veins tells me tostop drinkinghaving past the point of caringhaving lost a sense of bearingI reach out and I stillgrab blindly onto you.&amp;nbsp;I didn't even know you were still herethought you had one too many beersand kicked it.&amp;nbsp;Familiaritya sense of knowin..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1314226/</link>
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			<title>Longing</title>
			<description>Cause' I've been tryna make it home butI'm alone andI can't seem to find the road.I took a detour,Wanted a quick fix,Needed to beat this butNow I'm battered and bruisedmetaphorically I got into a fight with myselfSpurred retaliation Of a lost cause in a losing battleAnd now All..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1314219/</link>
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			<title>The Book Of You</title>
			<description>Read my poetryand you will find yourselfinterweaved in every linethe words form imagesof you on paper.&amp;nbsp;Read my miseryscribbled across my facelike a child learning to draw;I tried my bestin between the messy exterior you will find it saysI STILL love you.&amp;nbsp;Read my..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1266222/</link>
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			<title>Extended Vacation</title>
			<description>Asordinary becomes the stranger it seems packing our bags is the only option.Perhapsa vacation is cure indeed!Timewas on our side but for a fleeting moment.Youwere never sure of when the end would comeButgrew to know it as inescapable.&amp;nbsp;Feartook over the munda..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1238794/</link>
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			<title>The Last Few Hours Of Yesterday</title>
			<description>Short story attempt... please read and review and let me know what you think!</description>
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			<title>DayDreamin' And I'm Thinkin' of You</title>
			<description>I sit all day and think about her,I write love poems that INever give to her like,Love is how beautiful she lookedIn her vest so black,Kneeling on my bedroom floor, Her dreads loose upon her back&amp;nbsp;I sit all day and look at the pictures we posed;I smile at the way she sometimes wrinkles her noseA..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1231943/</link>
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			<title>I wrote you a love poem...</title>
			<description>I wrote you a love poem,I wrote you a love poem,But I chickened outSomewhere between you calling me babe and holding my hand.I wrote you a love poem,But I took it to the beach with me And got it lost upon the sand.I wrote you a love poem, but I carried it with me for too..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1221976/</link>
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			<title>With All My Senses</title>
			<description>Every so oftenI catch the stench of last night's beeron a passing strangerand then I can smell you&amp;nbsp;on my skin again.Every so oftenA berg wind through the windowblankets me in its soft, warm comfortand then I can feel youin my arms again.Every so oftenI hear the beating of drums through the wall..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1219326/</link>
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			<title>I Wanna Throw &quot;I Love You&quot;'s In Her Face</title>
			<description>I wanna throw &quot;I Love You&quot; 's in her face, likebaby move in with me cause'&amp;nbsp;my closet has too much space for just one set of clothes.And if it were up to me that is how it would be,her and me, happyever after,but she ain't no dummy model shehas a mind of her ownso I hold my love in my hand a lit..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1219315/</link>
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			<title>I Hope You Finally Remember</title>
			<description>Sometimes it takes extreme measures to shake the human heart into remembering how it once felt</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1157116/</link>
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			<title>Letters From The Unintentionally Heart Broken Heart Breaker</title>
			<description>I had it all planned out. From the moment you put the phone down at the sound of my voice I knew I was going to give you this. I had it in my mind to give you a week to cool off but then I realised I was too hurt. I would make a fool of myself and not the fool everyone falls for, just the fool that ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1028300/</link>
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			<title>Letters From An Unitentionally Heart Broken Heart Breaker One</title>
			<description>The night time quiet smells of hope and I find myselfhoping, but the negativity of my mindset tells me to give it a rest, lest Ifind something, some illusion to hold onto. My delusion is of you and mythoughts are those of a dreamer, those that the average mind couldn&amp;rsquo;tcomprehend. A..</description>
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			<title>Indecent Indecencies</title>
			<description>Standing before me playing with your hair, trying to be all coy but that look in your eyes tells me otherwise. Invites memories of the first time I saw you - across from me in this, the same dimly lit room, smoking your fourth cigarette in the same hour. I know because&amp;nbsp;I was watching you out th..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1023899/</link>
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			<title>Getting Aquainted</title>
			<description>From this angle you look damagedbut that could just be a combinationof this dingy bar and constructs of my mind.Do you mind... if I grab the seat next to you?The low hum of background noiseseems to dampen the softnessof your voice.So now I am listeningto you telling mesomething..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1023895/</link>
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			<title>Holding On To Memories Best Forgotten</title>
			<description>Night time falls upon my skin and Ican't even beginto remember your kissthrough all the others I have tastedand the time I have wastedin trying to forget you becomes morethan just a thing I do;But a thing I need,because when&amp;nbsp;I breathI start to remember how it felt the night yo..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1023893/</link>
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			<title>Just a side thought...</title>
			<description>Seeing you today kinda got my mind tracing back to yesterday, got me thinking, what was that you said? The hottest love usually has the coldest end. My heart has become an ice cold friend I have to share my space with. Where did this past year and a half go and why can't I see you when I look to my ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/1018061/</link>
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			<title>Chancers In The Night</title>
			<description>There's a red moon in the skyand I can feel it drawing me with accurate measures.And the breeze blows softupon my skin, tempting mewith sinful pleasures.Your lips upon my neckincites me in unholy thinkingand giving in to my resistance,into the realms of you I am sinking.Your fingers runningdown my s..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/999886/</link>
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			<title>Problem Aint...</title>
			<description>problem ain't that I would treat you wrong,problem is that he always stringed you along.problem ain't that I wouldn't be there,problem is that he never seemed to care.problem ain't that I've got a shady past,problem is that he always put you last.problem ain't that I stood you up last night,problem ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/999882/</link>
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			<title>An Ode to New Love</title>
			<description>From darkess and thoughtslost to memoryyou pulled me.Slow vines,your disguise, came creeping,creeping further.Wrapping me in your all consuming beauty-Taking me awayfrom my own fury.The lines across my facestart fading,The tiredness in my eyesis lostbetween my smileand th..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/961831/</link>
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			<title>Subtle Defeats</title>
			<description>Practiced painenhancing feeling in the limbs of the sorrow driven lamb.Coughing up ashblackenedby exchanges of hands.Possession misplacedthrough too muchfostering of feeling.The skies thunderingponder the question-When did you stop believing?&amp;nbsp;Poachers waitpatiently..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/951950/</link>
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			<title>Out of The Spare Room</title>
			<description>Yes this is a coming out story of sorts. I decided to spare too much detail or I could have probably written a book. So here it is plain and simple, an acceptance of truth.</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809992/</link>
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			<title>Unpredictable Circumstances Have Arisen</title>
			<description>Take a moment to visualize beauty,Sometimes it doesn&amp;rsquo;t come from the expected.If you always judge at a first glanceYou&amp;rsquo;ll lose the meaning of it all.Allow me to show you the rise and the fall-It&amp;rsquo;s not that bad.Offer yourself willingly and I will do the sameSecond chan..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809570/</link>
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			<title>When Love Is Not Enough</title>
			<description>Strength we hadBut not enough.It seems the power we thought was oursNever wasAnd Hercules himself would have to laugh.Confidence and high hopesLeft with a half full cup-Fools we were to thinkOur love could hold us up.&amp;nbsp;The physics behind itWe had all worked outVictims of ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809568/</link>
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			<title>The Teacher and the Student</title>
			<description>Professor of dignityYou stand above humilityLooking down with pityOn me&amp;nbsp;And I am just a student andJust a victim to your cause&amp;nbsp;You seem empatheticallyTo always stopAndHelp me&amp;nbsp;And I am just the wanderer Who happened to find your doors&amp;nbsp;Preacher of eq..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809566/</link>
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			<title>The Games That Adults Play</title>
			<description>Your touch,A melody,Synchronized beautifullyTo me.&amp;nbsp;Gestures assembled,Half-heartedly,Felt entirelyBy me.&amp;nbsp;I am not afraid-Do not fear my dearFor falling will not equate to painThis timeYour heart shall remainIntact.&amp;nbsp;I knowYou&amp;rsquo;ve known the feeli..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809564/</link>
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			<title>The Order of Things</title>
			<description>It&amp;rsquo;s not the way it used to be,The snow falls heavyAnd it&amp;rsquo;s colder than I remembered.Who knows if the path we chose was meant for usPerhaps we just stumbled across it Earlier than its rightful ownerAdding it to our lost and found collection.Some might say that this is fate,..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809119/</link>
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			<title>Better Luck Next Time</title>
			<description>Slow burning,Bruising me subtly,Exhausting my last bit of strengthTo try and win you backBut the race is over andToday was not my day.&amp;nbsp;Holding onto tiny piecesOf insignificant artifacts-Your relation.Hands raised receiving applause, not my ownAnd I am the fool.The night ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809115/</link>
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			<title>Heaven Can You Help Me</title>
			<description>Hands up raised towards the skyLooking for answers,Regretting the chances you held onto too tightlyAnd back toward the starsYou claim your place among the scarred.Hold onto that shard of glass that got you hereAnd store the events of last night in this:The place where dreams go to die.</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809113/</link>
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			<title>Slot Allocations</title>
			<description>Thought drip from a penThrough a hand with no feelingSensationalizing everythingAnd the meaningIs lost to the needing.Believing the liesRevealing the truthIn the eyes of the non-believerAnd if god is watching-He isn&amp;rsquo;t taking notice of my affairs.Stand guard while I claim th..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/809112/</link>
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			<title>Liquid Emotion</title>
			<description>Dull thoughtsdrip throughfrom behind closed eyes.To stop thinkingwould buy mea little time.To stop breathing would pausethis state of mind.To start healing would restore my pride.&amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/805684/</link>
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			<title>Losing a Race Rigged In Your Favour</title>
			<description>The rain is pouring over mewashing away the evidence of you from my skinso that&amp;nbsp;I don't remember how it felt-I&amp;nbsp;curse that rain.A forced memoryperhaps now only a hallucinationbut&amp;nbsp;I know it wellI know your smellfrom countless encountersbrief aromatic impulsesLike dog..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/804297/</link>
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			<title>Colour</title>
			<description>I've gotRedFire in my veins&amp;nbsp;I've gotOrangeSays we can't be friends&amp;nbsp;I've gotYellowDiseased with sin&amp;nbsp;I've gotGreenWhen I see you with him&amp;nbsp;I've gotBlueSays it must be true&amp;nbsp;I've gotPurpleWhen I still want you&amp;nbsp;I've gotViolet..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/804290/</link>
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			<title>Same Place Different Reason (or perhaps not...)</title>
			<description>Sitting on the chair next to my own is a man it seemsWho is at home with the music in this placeAnd by the look on his face &amp;#2013266048;&quot; the beer ain&amp;rsquo;t that badAnd he doesn&amp;rsquo;t look half bad, but who is he?And what would he say, if I asked why he drinks at this time of the day?..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803730/</link>
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			<title>Prelude</title>
			<description>Lingering at my fingertipsTingling the feeling that&amp;rsquo;s been building inside.In the darkness I slipInto a strange abyss-A certain lost path I have been looking for.Creating mixed emotions,Coloring the essence of my soul,Dampening my spirits to a levelLow enoughFor you.&amp;nbsp;</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803727/</link>
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			<title>Eye Contact Essentials</title>
			<description>Eyes penetrating from a distance-You aren&amp;rsquo;t even trying.I guess discretion is not your thing.Overrated, outdated, dripping fantasies,Crawling across the room and up into my thoughts-You know he won&amp;rsquo;t notice.&amp;nbsp;Diabolically speakingInternally breaking the surface with y..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803726/</link>
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			<title>The Place Between Lies and Truth</title>
			<description>Questions, the answers to which I do not knowAnd so I am lying.Promises you made so hard to keepAnd so I&amp;rsquo;ve given up trying.&amp;nbsp;Who was the trigger to your suspicions?-Your accusations are incomplete.Sentences formed without thoughtRelay the wrong message.How am I to deciph..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803721/</link>
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			<title>False Pretences and Loss</title>
			<description>Stock exchange of this heart,The markets fellAnd youWere a part of it all.Calculated methodicallyBalanced equations,Frantically forced reactionsCatalyzed conveniently by the victim-Me.&amp;nbsp;Sent out in rough seas on an empty tipAnd now the captain must sink with the ship.</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803719/</link>
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			<title>An Epilogue to Pain</title>
			<description>An epilogue to pain-And you are gone now.I still hear youChanting sweet symphonies-To someone else&amp;rsquo;s heart.I still feel youThe weight you left is still a part of my bearingsAnd I can&amp;rsquo;t let go.A soliloquy,The highest rank in meYou were awarded,But now another person ..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803718/</link>
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			<title>Democratic Loop Holes</title>
			<description>Freedom &amp;#2013266048;&quot; a certain theoretical phenomenon it seemsWhich is still in the early experimental phaseBecause when I walk byYou still stare.And your eyes like spy camerasZoom in on the suspectMe.Is it the way I comb my hair?Does my presence offend you?Sir I&amp;rsquo;m sorry if..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803711/</link>
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			<title>Photoshop Imperfectly</title>
			<description>Soft curves burstingTickling my fantasyCursing my curiosity In images of herImages unlike you;Photoshopped to your relation.Imagined creation of elationAt the eye of the storm-An unsettling calmSettling over shouldersBurdened by the weight of a yearningStifled out by an asserti..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803700/</link>
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			<title>A Quick Thought</title>
			<description>Eyes burn through thoughts dampened outby hostility.&amp;nbsp;Jump she says-And I do soWillingly.</description>
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			<title>Up and Down the Way i Fall.</title>
			<description>Gone with the wind on a breeze so calm not even a feather would stir,I sat and watched you leave without the faintest trace of tears.&amp;nbsp;The structured words you uttered; clear and smoothly unfamiliar,A methodically planned goodbye; the timing quite perculiar.&amp;nbsp;Untrue sentences for..</description>
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			<link>http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/%2Asmst%2A/803241/</link>
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			<title>Drum Beats </title>
			<description>Please read... Message is Critical... Review if you like.</description>
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			<title>Greatest Farce on Earth</title>
			<description>I&amp;rsquo;m okay - two words, purposefully misleading-Were she a braver coward to watch herself bleeding?She took your trust ordinarily as an appreciation token,I&amp;rsquo;m okay &amp;#2013266048;&quot; two words, untruthfully spoken.&amp;nbsp;She clenched her fists tighter as you momentarily glanced away,..</description>
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			<title>Too Late For The Last Train Home</title>
			<description>Please review feedback will help</description>
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			<title>Song To Say Goodbye</title>
			<description>Please review any feedback would be helpful</description>
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			<title>Thoughtless Actions</title>
			<description>its the bad choices the drowned out voicesyou had fair warning you just were't listeningtake another sip you are long past the point from which you can never returntime got lost somewhere between the ache and the burnyou cant tell them apart nowindifference once a challenge to youslowly ..</description>
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			<title>Love Lies</title>
			<description>I love you, three words too generously misused-I loved you once but my love was abused.Was I just another beggar hungry for that which is you?Or of a higher class: the privileged and few? Did you abhor my efforts, did they make you run and hide,Should I have told the truth that day or have..</description>
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			<title>Somewhere Inbetween Nowhere and Nothing </title>
			<description>For all that effort amounts to nothingand all or nothing is what&amp;nbsp;I needand you can ask&amp;nbsp;me for spaceand&amp;nbsp;I can beg you not to leave&amp;nbsp;For breathing seems to be a choreand sleeping harder yetI could walk the world for youand find my heart still set&amp;nbsp;On quiet ni..</description>
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