http://slow.writerscafe.org/Nomopheonix The original writings of author Nomopheonix en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775968778 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 shes so uglyher thighs are hugeher nose is bigher fingers are father hair unwashedher arms are hairyher teeth are unevenlook at the fat on her armslook at her double chinlook at her back rollslook at how big her stomach isI want to punch her so badbut if i did that the mirror would break they s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2818813/ I just want to sleepDay and nightNo breaks in betweenI don't want to remember anythingI want to forget it allHour by hourMinute by minute Everything drags by so slowlyHow can I be human if i feel so deadHow should I know who I amI tried and tried but can't resistTrying to be humanIn the chaos and sm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2800115/ Just a cracked vase, hollow on the insideThese cracks, they keep breakingMore and more, everyday...Deeper insideWish I could take summa those pillsI want to feel good, I keep this alcohol by my sideJust to drown in, I keep swimming Your words they say, “That’s just messed up”Ya kno.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2797413/ How could you be here for me when you leftHow could you be here for me when you said "I'm done"How could you be here for me when you say "I'm leaving"TELL ME HOW?HOW CAN YOU BE THERE FOR SOMEONE WHEN YOUR NEVER THEREWHY DO YOU ALWAYS LEAVEWHY DOES EVERYBODY LEAVE??Is it something I do?IS IT ME??What.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2797412/ feeling you fade from my fingersslipping through my grasp in your cold embraceI forgot how long its been since i was lostThere wont be no one to miss me if I'm goneEven if someone found me, I will be lostFeeling you go, these feelings returnHow can I say I love you when your goneHow can I be myself .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2797411/ Drop of water, dripping downA puddle forms slowly, the crimson drips slowly Swirling in and out of the water, mixing itselfA new color to be addedSlowly growing bigger and bigger, vision is slowly goingTill there's no more to dripGone from this worldNo one will notice the crimson flowing http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2790517/ I lost you once, I don't want to lose you againIt hurts so much when your goneMy mind is in a loop, I can't see straightPlease don't leave again, your the only person left hereWho will be able to understand meWho will understand my painUnderstand my mindThese voices they keep telling me you left bec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2790515/ Hiding everyday, A game to playNever winning always giving in, To the blade that awaitsHe's always awake, Killing me slowlyEach day is a choreThe thorns grow tighter, Blood runs smoothlyToxic poison pain flashing, Always wearing a maskThey don't need to know my pain, Just a mask I showI never show t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2789413/ keep wishing to leave yet I'm stuckBeen left alone, cried my tearsdreams not to stayA little to close A couple things I've said wrongTook the wrong corner thereBecoming to close for comfortPlease leave me alone, quit staring at meYou won't apologize for nothing, it doesn't matter what you didYou onl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2789152/ Speeding down the roadRacing away from problems, trauma, insecuritiesFeeling the rush of wind go byWatching the speedometer go up50, 60, 70Twist and turnsThe straight pathsswitching gears to fasterFeeling everything go awayRacing down the road on the motorcycleThe sun shining down, disappearing behi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2788094/ Been through a lot, just wondering how to explainBeen a few years, many years growing up was differentNothing been the same, it's scaryJust want a normal year, hopefully these next two can beNight walks up till one in the morningStill not sleeping, nights turn into weeksTrying to work through everyt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Nomopheonix/2787966/