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Adult Films

Artificial stories, soulless bodies Coming together for your entertainment The four letter word that doesn't include me When you're with me, do you think of your collection Collection of females that take it in the a*s,Collection of females who fake every moan Moving together without a r..

Strength in trust

Sometimes things fall apart, and sometimes things fall back into place

No Heart Beat

Hey you, is that you?Are you outside my bedroom door,Hey you, is that you? My heart is breaking out of my chestHey you, is that you?I'm sorry I can't reach the door tonightMy tears are streaming down my faceMy heart keeps breaking The happiness that I once held Dissolving down the ..

Tricky Minds

Losing trust, allowing your mind to make up scenarios that aren't true

Needing your Love

Losing your love

Father in Law Bill Hatch

Dedicated to my boyfriends father who meant the world to me

Joseph Loomis

A poem about a cousin that I lost to a heart attack

Freshman College Year

I thought this feeling was overI thought that the past wasn't going to repeatI believed that it was betterThat I'd make it this timeBut not this timeI still feel like a outsiderI still feel alone in this cityIt feels as if I could scream and no one would lookMy heart is hurtingMy body is getting wea..

Truth Spell

When was the last time you looked in my eyes?Can you remember what way I look when I lie?If I asked you what color shirt I was wearing on the day we met, could you remember?I can, you were wearing black.When the world pushed you away, I pulled you closer.But does that matter now?Are we dust?When you..

I really Miss you

I miss the linger of your smell upon my skinI miss the touch of your fingertips against meI miss the warmth of your voice when you said you missed meI miss the softness of your lips when you kissed meI miss the conversations that never endI miss the giggles that could make me never cryI miss th..

Perfect Sense

When I don’t feel like smiling, he makes me laugh.When I need someone to comfort me and tell me I’ll be okay, he’s always right there, with his true words.We don’t always get along, but when we do it’s amazing.I’d never give him up, not for anything in this world...

Is this Forever?

Skeletons in her closet that no one knows aboutRegrets in her life that has kept scars on her wristsBroken promises and forgotten loveThe road she has taken she wonders if she was mistakenIs this life really worth living?Her tears smear her makeup slowly down her faceThe stains on her cheek remain t..

Lost in a Parallel Universe

Tell me you love meTell me you need meTell me something to make me not alone tonightSay you’ll staySay you’ll drop everythingI just need your touch so badly right nowCollide your lips upon mineGive me something to hang on toI miss you so muchMy body is restlessI cannot sleepDreaming seem..

August 4, 2010

Why'd you have to pick up the bottle,you coulda walked away.The poison went through your veins,gushing through faster than time.High speeds and unprotected,you crashed into a cemetery of death.I miss you so much, as do many people.The pain that keeps me awake is, WHY WHY WHY

Feeling

sing me a song I've never heard beforetreat me like I have been waitingdo not cheat and do not yelllets make a love that's everlastingdon't make this a disaster I want us to work through the endTwo hearts beating as onetell me you love mesay you need mescream you miss mebecause baby,I love you.

Worry

It’s all in my headIt’s all in my headIt’s all in my headI tell myself everydayBut I keep being torn towards the lieI know nothing is wrongBut why must I worryYou do not hurt meNor do you lieYou love me and adore meAnd I am so lucky to call you mineYet why do I feel uneasyWhen anot..

A Little Girls Dream Wedding

Little Girl dressed in whiteshe grows up to be a big girl.Red high heels, and a strapless white dressIs this happening, is this real?She remembers back to when she was 7.A little girl, so naivePlanning her wedding like it was only a few minutes awayRed roses in her bouquet and a ..

Falling for You

I’ve fallen so deep,So deep into you.I cannot bear to move, for you make me weak.The love I have for you keeps on growing,The voice in my head tells it to slow down.How can you stop falling when the hole is so deep,The love I feel for you won’t stop.Your shadow follows me throughout the ..

TRUST

t.r.u.s.t.A five-letter wordA five-letter word that can be easily wiped clear off the sheet of paperAs if, it had never existedPainful memories flood the mindBringing back all those times I was hiding in the liesBeing hurt and destroyed by not only lovers but best friendsRegrets and our pasts should..

Short and Sweet

2010

Note to Self: Do Not Eat

A forbidden tasteA mysterious feelingThe hatred of it nearbyThe passion to make it all go awayThe excuses made to prevent it from enteringIt's all inside your headThe mirror is your biggest fearWhile showering, you scrub so hard as to scrub away the imperfectionsCrawling out of your skin is all you ..

Smudges

Written in 2008

My Best Friend, Lover, Soulmate

April 2, 2008 Dedicated to Will

Vulnerability is up to Bat

2008 <33

Unwritten

In a square frameGuarded by glassStands a small pictureOf love from the pastThough it’s not goneIts miles apartOnly growing strongerDeep in my heartBut no matter how strongI still miss you so A piece of my puzzleVanished a long time agoMonths hav..

Until I die, and after

Some days I’ll annoy youAnd make you want to pullout your hairSome days I’ll make you madAnd you’ll want to walk outthat doorSome days you’ll see girlsprettier than meSome days you’ll wonder whyyou love meJust remember I’ll always b..

Two Become One

William Hatch, I love you 2.2.08

It's too Much

Written in 2005

Till Death

I thought I had losteverythingMy lifeMy purposeBut what I really wanted Was right there in front ofmeWhen I felt lost and scaredYou held me with your wordsYou mended my broken heartAnd showed me a new pathYou proved to meThat I don’t have to hidemy..

Hell

Do you feel alone?Like your heart is burningup insideAnd you can’t escape yourpain?I haveLife is worse than hellAnd the only way to surviveis to care only for yourself Not to get mixed up with anyunfaithful peopleOr else your heart will hurtmoreThan it..

Golden Gates

I’ve taken all that I cantakeYou know just what is atstakeLet me hang another nightBut by god, I now see thelight I’m done with all the sad,sad songsA ghost I’ve seen is all IseeI’ll turn around and notlook backDon’t both..

Rushing Through Me

Sometimes I wonderWhy can’t I sleepBut then I rememberThat promise I madeThat true love lasts foreverSo as I think on my bedAsking why am I troubled soWhy can’t I just be deadBut then I think of thosewho love meA rush of happiness flowsthrough me..

My Favorite Want

The crawling back to youI cannot doThe wanting to touch youI cannot feelThe craving of your bodyagainst mineIs only getting strongerThe memories that have beenforgottenSeem to sneak back throughThe taste of your lipsI long to savorYour fingertips on my hip..

If I died

If I die todayWould you even notice?Alone in my bedroomHow long until someonerealizesI’m rotting on the closetfloor If I die todayWould you cry?Should the guilt wash overyou?When not a tearfalls from your eyes Do you disc..

Twisted Love

Digging fingertips into theback of my wristHolding me tight without ahope of letting goEasing my body against yoursonce moreFalling into place like wenever left the floorRose petals touching thebottoms of our feetRain pouring down on top ofus Bite my lip ..

I miss you

I wish for youDream about you Think of you dailyYour beautiful reflectingeyesYour gentle stroke to let meknow your thereYou keep me close in yourarmsThe warmth of your heartbeats against mineI get chill thinking of youHow it used to be and howmaybe it will b..

My Mother

Written June 2007

What do I do?

Written in 2008/2009

Sadness

My hands hold out straightaheadMy eyes look the saddestthey’ve ever beenMy tears have dried and newones have beganMy heart has been shatteredand is floating around Im broken inside and outA fake smile couldn’t evenbe that fakeMy palms are sweaty..

Just a little Bit

I am a little bit more inlove with youEach morning when I wake up.I am a little bit more inlove with you,Every time you say my name.I am a little bit more inlove with you,When you hold my hand.I am a little bit more inlove with you,When you say those threelittle..

Song

Written in 2006 for a Band I was in

What about you?

She feels used, she feelsunwantedShe has a fake smile on eachdayNo one knows what she hidesdeep insideThe lineless that she hasfeltFor as long as she canrememberWill no one listen, will noone help?She thinks of what her lifewould be likeIf she could have bee..

Your presence is my misery

Your dark and evil wordsSlaughter me into an act ofdepressionOnly I am not an actorMy feelings are trueAnd my tears are real As I lay on the groundYou stand above me laughingYour eyes filled withdarknessI’m not strong enough to getupAnd you are not goi..

Goodbye

Shattered dreamsBroken promisesSmeared upon my wallFlawed by your evil words As I try to stand tall On my own two feetI collapse because you makeme weakEvery time I hear your nameIt cuts me like a bulletflowing through my bodyYou hurt me time after timeAnd..

Broken Love

Without a word, we break the silence, long kept,But never truly knownTwo that became one, now are two once againLooking into each others eyes, trying to find thewords,The answer to this moment,Trying to find the words that can cure this painAll weknew was our loveBut..

S.O.S.

You’re my motivationHaving you in my lifeYou are indeed a special manLoving you gives me hopeTo free this sadnessThat’s deep in my heartI almost gave upBut you came into my lifeAnd fixed my heartYou took my handAnd showed me a part of loveI never..

For My People

Written in 9th Grade for a "For My People" essay

No More

Open your eyes and you willseeThat something is wrong withmeI believe you know You just don’t careThoughts of death run in myheadWhile I sit here looking atyouYou think I’m actingOr I’m just an emotionalchildBut this is my silent pleadfor..

You are the Blame

Throw away the picturesThey always bring me downKeep them in the garbage fordaysSlowly taking each out andputting them back in the framesAs tear drops stain yourfaceI wipe off the picture andsecure it with glassThe love we sharedIs lost nowI let you inAnd ..

Come back To Me

I hear the story of us inevery songIn your arms my troublesfaded awayMy favorite musicI cannot bare to hearIt brings many tears thatyou’re no longer here to wipe away I loved being with you andlistening to you speakHow you could make the sunbrighterAnd the..