http://slow.writerscafe.org/HarnonyTxx The original writings of author Harmony.Txx en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776073832 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I think back at the past few years and often wonder how different my life would have turned out if I had made different decisions. I try my hardest not to let my mind wonder in the past because I know 100 percent that I made my decisions the best I could with the information I had at hand, at that t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/HarnonyTxx/2963976/ To whom it may concern, I have spent most of my life dealing with pain I have caused myself. I never learned how to deal with pain that came from others. Especially those that used the words "I love you". My vision was very selfish for many years because of this. I have learned through choices .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/HarnonyTxx/2963875/ Life is a journey. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/HarnonyTxx/2963871/ You stripped me away from being me. 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