http://slow.writerscafe.org/CitrtgoW8P The original writings of author CitrtgoW8P en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776106086 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Sick thoughtsKeep me aliveMake me strongerMake me work harderFor a clean conscience.There is a boy Who sits on my shoulderWide eyed and beamingWith pride's eyes and teemingWith expectations.Holds my head up,Keeps my gaze straight,But just the worldWould crushOnly a childWho sees so much and has.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1210806/ Dragging your feet on muddy pavementWith a chewed up heart and starving eyesYou look down at your hands and you marvel a bitAt how cracked they are and how heavy they feelLike boulders you struggle to keep them upAnd you let them fall deep into y.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1189428/ Little white hands reach out from the darknessI’m driving head long off the edgeWatch me goA sketch of a brainwashed consciousness.My tracks are the tracks of birdsGliding just above the surfaceLanding with content on the outstretched b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1189425/ Forget this sceneIt’s getting torn up And dipped in keroseneBecause hell is not All fire and dark figurines It’s a dirty placeInside your headWhere you go to screamTill your eyes are black, And your face is re.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1189423/ Why don’t you bleedWhen we cut you open?Why does the air become thinEvery time you breath in?You are older than you can rememberAnd for what purpose you will never knowWhy you can never die.Power for power’s sake,Hunger fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1189422/ Meaningless words strewn across the sill.Square panes render a restricted visionOf an outside worldFull of disorder and possibility.A chimney pokes its headInto the bottom of the pictureIt emits nothing Holding well the secrets Of the house across the street.Tree branches hover In a t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1100111/ He walks around so heavilyEach footstep crushes the worldHe’s got something to saySomething so important.The words gargle from his mouth,And spill onto the floor.We rush to pick them up,But it never stops.Video camera eyesAn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1099844/ Don’t let your mind goKeep it close to your heartAnd its quiet pumpingOf deep red riversThroughout your bodyThere it cannot be harmedBecause the heart will protect the mindFrom the forces that chase thoughtsAround and around.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1099842/ I’ll wake up some dayThat’s when I’ll take my first breathAir filling my lungsSending blood rushing through my headI’ll feel the cold earth beneath meAnd I’ll feel the warm breeze brush against my skinI’ll .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1099840/ Switch the time out and let your body dropYou are nothing anymoreAnd everything exists for youAlways through panic can time flowFrom pulsing hands and heavy heartsDisheartened by the earth’s illusions.Everything bends and twists and sho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1099838/ Slashed through and unraveled like ribbon.Keep me tied up, keep my stomach in knots.I’m strung out all over the place. Keep me tied up please. And the next time you think about what you’re doing.Do me a favor and don’t say .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1099836/ Falling like a wingless juggernaut,I’m raining like hell towards the surface.I’ve got nothing to be afraid of,I’ve got nothing to destroy.The world will swallow me up,So that nobody can reach me,And in the silence, I’l.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1018852/ We all fall rigid to the floorwith big fat smiles etched onto our faces,while our clamoring hearts pump electric shocksthrough circuit veins. The hum of our heartsCreate a dissonant song,But yours stands out;A voice among the discord.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1007094/ Lips stitchedAnd Eyes wideI search for you in SilenceWith feeble hopeAnd stupid desireStumbling over my visionGrabbing and letting slipAnything I can hold onto.Prostrate,Tasting the ground,All I see is earthSlipping out fr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1007090/ The tapping on my wallsShoots like bullets through my headLeaving soft impressionsOn a tattered mind.So wrapped up in thoughtsLike a present,Unaddressed,Waiting to be torn open,I lay impatient and wantingOnly the heat of your fing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1007086/ Something has to change.This isn’t rightWhen I can’t look into the tragically hopeful eyes of ourtomorrowsWithout hearing the deafening bangAnd watching the light grow dim. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1007082/ Written on cold lifeless pavementThe confessions of brutal mindsSeep deep into underground riversAnd the lives that no one can find The city has been painted redBy the fingers of blood stained handsThere is a man shouting from roofto.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1007075/ They fell from hellsInto something much deeper,And he couldn’t believe The way she was laughing;Like she would in her sleepLiving in artificially induced dream worldsWhere nothing could be touchedAnd everything was perfect.&nbsp.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/1007073/ Enormous metal giants lumbered across thelandscape, shaking the earth with each step. They did not resemble humans, butinstead they appeared to be giant makeshift machines with exposed engines andframework. The rust ate away at their shambled parts, covering their.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/957634/ A golden-gray film wraps itself around everything.As the blue gives way to blackthe horizon bleeds in royal shades of fire,which burn into the landscapeand quietly flood the sky. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/957630/ I’ve forgotten about my yesterdayStarting todayAnd the saints are knocking at my doorYes I head they’re here to stayFor the remainder, for the remainder, for the remainderOf my daysThe sunlight shining through my windowBurns a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/937211/ Weak legs carry my heavy frame from room to room.I check behind every door for a sign,Something to pull me out,Something to pull me in.I want to rest. I want the shadows to coerce me into sleep.But I'm too tired,And the banging won't stop.All I hear is knocking.And I look at my hands, my knuckl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/917052/ This entire country is a glass house, forged from fire, blown by the talking heads full of hot air, hate, and fear. These same people equip the citizens with rocks as big as their faces, and spin them around with American Flag blindfold wrapped around their eyes. When the flags are lifted, the darkn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/893710/ We danced around the roomWith the lights inside our handsIndifferent to the watchersPeeping through the glazed window framesNo one could catch usAs we sank into the darknessBound by our gleaming lightsWe fell into the abyssNo one coul.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/893708/ The trees scream at the edge of the lawn.The doors are all locked from the inside, outsideThe yards are covered in gasoline.A silent patience.The mailbox is always fullof hope for pieces of good news.The house is empty, no one's coming home.The sound of footsteps from upstairs Slowly trace thro.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/846181/ I'm taring into you like clockworkMy hands ticking and buzzingShaking and hummingWhile yours slip by smoothly and silentlywith each passing second.The numbers run passed meStreaming up and downI don't know that they mean.I'm screaming for you to wake upBut you stare blankly at my face.Your eyes are .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/831469/ The words are lost on the tip of my tongue.At a loss for wordsI find them crowding inside my head.My thoughts take off like fireworksSpiraling and firing in my mind's cavity,Impervious to all of my control,yielding only to yours. How do I convey to youthis light show of my mind?And know fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/822719/ Hey AliceWhere has your rabbit gone?Your time is slipping away from youWith each passing white blur.You’re deep down the holeBut you still fall farther and farther Into the depths of delirium.Just sit and look, but don’t sta.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/821382/ The trees are splitting at their sidesLike the object of an unusually cruel joke.Their warm flesh becomes exposedas they are stripped of their jagged jackets,And they bleed all overthe freshly dusted ground.The cold grips their limbsand drags them to the powdered floor,Where they are chained to the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/814907/ Slip in, slide outWrapped around your little fireI kind of feel like I’m fallingLaughing, smilingTrap your words behind those clenched teethBecause  you reallyenjoy itMy eyes, meet yoursBut they dart in all directionsIt&r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/814855/ When I forget my namePlease don't remind meThere is probably a good reason.When my thoughts spill from my headPlease don't pick them upSome things just won't stay in place.When I can't open my mouthPlease don't pry apart my lipsI most likely have nothing left to say.When my eyes lose their sightPlea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/812786/ He found himself face down in the street, staring blankly athis own vomit as his vision slowly oscillated from numbing blurs to sickeningclarity, like instantaneously shifting between dreams and reality. This onlycontributed to the nausea. It was night. He.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/812004/ The less you are seeingthe more you are imagining.Everything is cast from memoryand all is preconception,which becomes more twisted and distortedas the light fades.Objects take on life,attitudes, opinions, and motives.And how seamlessly they appear as monsters and demons,exploiting your weaknesses a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/811943/ The words jump from your mouthLike snakes hunting their preyAnd release all their venomUntil there are no more words to sayNow you’ve got them where you want themCornered and derangedHappy just to breathYour poison seeping through t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/811620/ Since their inception, they were neverquite the same. They seemed all the less lifelike, stricken with decay. Theyhad been envisioned, glorified. Someone should have realized the impossibilityof meeting such standards. It was the enthrallment that did them i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/811619/ A death sized suit crushes the life wind from your soulAnd they flick the switch of your breathing apparatusThey take your body, without objectionAnd toss it in the vatBoiling water melts your synthetic skin and dissolves your bonesThe humani.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/CitrtgoW8P/811615/