http://slow.writerscafe.org/JuliaRochelle The original writings of author Julia en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776032548 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 What if I hadNot the bodyof meBut the bodyof a beautiful personWould I be happierOr would itmake me miserableIf I livedNot the lifeof meBut the lifeof someone who can smileWithouthaving to pretendAnd what if IhadNot thefaltering people of me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/965813/ you're herehappinesslighting up my facetingling sensationsrining through my bodywhen you're herebrighten my daywith your wordsand your smilesmake me laughmake me wonderwhat ide do without youbut be careful not to disapear because all that is taken with youdepressionsink.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/839185/ the penfinishes writing my last wordsits completethe note explaining my deathplaced on the floorwhere my body will be laying pulseless soon enoughgunin my handlooking in the mirror one last timesound of a gunshotruns through my empty housesplattered bloodagainst the wallthe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/839184/ Is it out of selfishnessThat I tell him I don’t love him?That I tell him it won’t work?That I tell him there’s another? Is it out of selfishnessThat he tells me his love is unconditional?That he tells me we’ll figure out a way?That he tell.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/824203/ I wake up toan alarmLike everyother dayI startgetting ready normallyJust likeyesterday I go to turnon my phoneTo see if I’vereceived anything newThat’s when Ifelt that insane crushing sensationWhen I readwhat I got from you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/813156/ BeautyWhat is itreallyIs it skindeepOr somethingfrom withinMaybe acombinationMaybeneitherIs beautyreally the color of your eyesThe volumeof your hair The size of your jeansOr if it thekindness in your voiceThe hand youlend to others in n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/811938/ I’mcompletely aloneWalking inthe darkCompleteblack surrounds meI continueto walkFor I haveno other choiceTo go backwould mean sudden deathYet the caveI walk in goes on for milesAs I walk itever so slowlyAs I walkthis path of darknessSimply .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/811937/ You’reso incredibly perfectI’mso incredibly notI’mnowhere near prettyAndyou know you’re super hot Everygirl wants youAndnot a sane person would like meYetsomehow I have the feelingThatwe’re meant to be Yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/811935/ I act as someone elseAnyone but meI try being humanBut I am still theeI try to disguise myselfTo be a perfect beingTo be someone normalTo not be meI wear different clothesI talk like people shouldBut I’m still treated like a non-human theeI am not heardI am very likely .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/811934/ Now I see itNow it fitsYou love herAll herbeauty and glitz Only anidiot could miss itThe way yousmirk when I mention her nameShe’s beenin your life for so many yearsI think thatshe’s cheating the game You say it’snot tru.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/811932/ I sit on my bathroom floorTrying to contain myselfTrying to stop the tears streaming down myfaceTrying to stop myself from cutting any deeper I bite my lip harderAnd try to forget the world around meOr that if I unlock the door I’ll be sure toget hit&nb.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/JuliaRochelle/811931/