http://slow.writerscafe.org/atominizerz The original writings of author Atominizer en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776020081 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Angered with this existence Angered in our failureAngered imprisoned life Angry existing once Sadness daily knowing nothing lessSadness of a cheated lifeSadness existing imprisonment Sad of this limit to life Darkness in death Darkness felt existing Darkness in deaths beauty .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/3124283/ End http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2959068/ The nights trying to write a letter explaining this fucked life Shame, destructive, embarrassment overwhelms Sirens off in a distance gives the hope and happiness in a human ended his suffering He is free, empty, no longer in this pain When I open my eyes each morning I feel failure that I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2954033/ Lyrics http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2953857/ Fck http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2952800/ Lyrics have zero context without music http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2941845/ Hope http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2937820/ Swallowed the memories into nothing with the inability to write or remember. This f*****g life alone, no one to recall times of my past or create thoughts of the memories. Emptiness. Sadness is immediate. Years have passed living defeated, ignored, beaten, humiliated, ruined, among nothing. wasted. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2937390/ my body lays after death, fakeness mourns, they cryembellish stories of when together for self attentionthe civil, the civil. the hopeless souls, express love from death i dismiss life in reality, reality, death is real. the pain is, i am okay, i am fine, i am okay inward death is of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2935487/ Our day ends with dying Hours to the seconds to midnightwe are dying, no longer trying our hopes end with fightingtingling, feelings, this touch in our deathsyou and i, you and i, we die. we die We all love knowing this will hurt we die, death to die, we tried.Crying, trying, dye.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2935485/ Who the f**k cares http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2927420/ Calmness in the Silence Still ignorance with self control, broken and discarded Hoped empty scares in built confidence Follow this strict self established false liesLed to the known outcomes defeated the aged  bricked felt past of failure left in ash  Staring into the h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2926511/ Who Cares http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2923934/ Inner personal shadow of myself has urges, the creativity that allows myself to express comes from a deep darkness. The attempt to hide this part of self, is of fight. The creativity has consequences of shame, thoughts in loneliness, a prisoned torment. Art over the years became the escape into chao.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2922318/ Paint, color of choice ripped blues has become this brown disgusted human kind blended to the blacknessadditional yellow is only of grayness of lifefinite hairs, brush strokes of hope, are of smeared blackrinsing of the color, only dirty the purity once clear Hope will clear this dark.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2906409/ Life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2901100/ No one cares http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2893842/ Lost Humanity http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2889623/ Posting thoughts for depth in the intro to novel. I know it terrible. posted for myself unedited and for my own self expression for motivation. F**k off. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2888412/ 1. What are the things you do to numb yourself to avoid facing your trauma? Numbing myself from trauma is the endless self hatred and empathy giver to the point of emptiness, ruin and depletion of energy, love, or life in a effort to avoid my own pain to help others to better their lives with no.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2882190/ Abrasive Painful casualties of this public masked self living with a passenger. destructive, in image of societal speakweighted, tightened, bound existence, muscularly in sorenessPassenger masked fronted into a the false self Loneliness of inner angst, swallowed self has the walk to be exi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2880014/ Men in 2024 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2878542/ The mind is still with complicity,observing and living, and complete. A trigger then takes you toanother thought, overwhelmed with thoughts of death, the nothingnessafter death, black, nothing and the existence is nothing for theeternity. The dread, emotions, sadness, b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2878448/ Empty http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2876169/ Does not matter http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2876155/ Human Cruelty http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2874493/ Your confusion, I am dyingSound to another refectionTime, Spent among this decaying Decide the death while infected Standing in this closest buried in knowing all while we have no way to fix it Break the norm to a point inside my head never really matters but it happenedpathetic and tried to flush i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2873764/ Weather http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2870796/ Having an imagination incredibly vivid drawn from childhood trauma. bright, full with the broken reality of imagination and realism daily is a world broken. the unchecked trauma, continued broken split reality has lost the mind in a habitual routine. The routine is of fantasy, self projected lies, r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2870251/ Never will we have diaries upon this jibber f**k Play grounds that you better stop trying Alone to the emptiness, we exist with death dark passages, we tip toe onward among blood shed Repeated self hatreds', using ourselves among the angeropenness to a world of change, to find th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2868267/ Accelerated into this WallImpacted with Blood spattered patterns Loneliness does have this way about finding Knowing where to go, without wanted  this obstacleContinue sped with a knowing With pain to listen to my shame a emptiness, no one else to understood with sincerity&n.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2868106/ Psychological Hypothesis http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2867947/ Elements of this life, the life is precious, short with a longing reality of immediacy. Valuable time lost in dreamt states of hope. Honest reality is the hope chased with emptiness, pain, lost of dread wasted time, regret, angered and depressive. Immobile, paralyzing, existence has became years of .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2867555/ encourage to a place I was before A place once understood for of healing Welcoming the place of no change and late not afraid, life wanted and enemies present The enemy has came for the assaults Enemies hidden with this healed mind The enemy now has broken myselfPlaces of healed nois.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2865566/ The end http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2865559/ Humanity is of self destruction http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2865556/ Lryics http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2863633/ Loss http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2861893/ Well Darling, Darling I got comfortable real quick with back scratches let me tell you that felt like Home Real Quick So.. So... So  Real Quick Dont want to leave it at that it was a good little side we can can have a little fun well darling oh my darling back scratches and home http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2858212/ Choices made has led myself to openwaters in the chaos of misted death of leftantlers find trust in the sea of turbulent selfdestruction blindly with false faith is a seeker tocreation Found the salt crusted lips in drowningswallowing, shad.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2857627/ Crippling thinking about something to write, every idea isfollowed with thoughts of judgment, self-egoistical, complaining and orattention seeking. The mind has a path and confronted with immediate negativecritiques, leaving you incredibly empty. Paralyzed to the thoughts of death andnothing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2856734/ Stench in a angersadden all the while emptykill and kill myselffuck your agendas the continual disgust with sickness ones humanity for a change left, taken and took with nothing sexy and sexy, life is of sex mmmm mmm mmm saddened, kill yourself f**k your friends an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2856719/ The smoke, dense, pollutants in the air from wildfires of this destruction north is in a visual and environmental catastrophic imbalance. The country of United is allowing the citizens of own country and neighboring humans burn acres creating smoked lands and air toxic to humans. The named and boast.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2855241/ End of Humanity. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2855236/ Noted observation on a bartenders deep understanding of humanity. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2854205/ Wondering around a shadow Everyone should know this pain and protect Built walls of anger to your own loneliness Believe and have compassion, with sparRed to a way of black of this shadowProtected and comfortable to this canvas This life of appreciation and of apology Counted the tim.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2853726/ Conversations of endless points Existential dread to of which no outcomes Your f*****g mouth has death of decomp The flies around the maggots eating your death White sheets over your body Observations of your life of this loneliness You ended with an idea of on your own terms In a bl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2853723/ Inner Fear to Love. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2853040/ Life Presently in 2023 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2852636/ Wanted to travel and go back home Drank another bottle and wanted to be alone Darkened and knew I was your disappointment Home is a place of unwanted pain Still working on my self-forgivenessMy sins and anger Only darkens your door step While I try and felt this is the way when I arr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/atominizerz/2849551/