http://slow.writerscafe.org/jaidelillian The original writings of author jaide en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775969832 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Ive never felt so smallI tried to fix it to give it my all.Im so f*****g out of place And now i walk trying not to leave a trace. Theres this lurking hatred and envy anytime i come around The only time you seem happy is when i can't get up off the ground My past haunts me like an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2871797/ I Remember your birthday. December 14th. I didnt know i remembered your birthday. I remember being the first person to message you happy birthday last year.Isnt it weird how i wont be saying it at all this year? I remember how i was called your bestfriend last year on your birthd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2871106/ i said id NEVER lie to youeven though as i said it, my tongue turned bluethey're the words i wish i never saidbecause it broke both of us in two.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2869885/ emotion so strong you cant put a name you've put a line on your skin for each and everyday you'll try to forget but the scars will forever stay you can hide them away but you can never hide your past pains. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2869883/ this poem is very personal. i wrote this months ago during the peak of my addiction and never read it again til today. im almost a month sober now and want to share my dark past. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2869880/ take it how you want http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2869879/ i wish i could go back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2869771/ How can i change when nobody else wants me to? It's not possible. It's hard to see myself become brand new if everyone will still only see me from an old point of view. Twisted truths and fucked up lies you spread around to help create my dark demise. I sit in my tears while every one just laug.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2869225/ addiction is eating me alivea love i hatea hate i loveits killing me slowlybut its keeping me alivehow can i escapesuch a toxic love? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2867028/ forgiving your mistakes. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2850032/ this is a poem about questioning and taking the little things for granted until you can't have them anymore http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2837513/ another love poem about a failed love http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2837512/ TW!!!! this is a poem about depression, obsession and self-harm. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2837487/ this poem is about how sometimes we hold on to thing that arent there anymore,for example; old text messages from an ex-lover who don't love you anymore :( http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/jaidelillian/2837485/