http://slow.writerscafe.org/Kelj72 The original writings of author K. Whittington en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775957668 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Crashing down, like an ocean waveMy heart as it breaks     again and again,          it's ocean tideAs I hear you calling out      my name in countless waysSwimming against the tide     I struggle to catch you in timeSorrow s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844815/ The day you went away     left a hole so deep inside,          So deep I got lost in itSpiraling out of control,     Who am I?     Where did I go?You were always the best part of meWalking around a maze     that has.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844814/ I feel so lost within myselfA heart overwhelmed with pain and lossAnd I don't know why,     I just don't seem to matter anymoreI walk along a treacherous path,     That I must walk aloneAnd my lack of worth rages on     Reminding me that I'm just not good.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844813/ There is but one love in my lifeThat can be said to be pureAs real, true, natural, deep and essential as      my very breathIt's a love that knows no restraint and has no end,A gift straight for the Heavenly Father of all,And I find that I am lost in love.Although we speak a diff.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844812/ Missing youHow my heart hurtsAs if it's been ripped into piecesI want so badly to reach outGive you a callBut deep inside Sadly I know Tragedy will befallYour where you areAnd I'm somewhere elseThis divideIt's like worlds apartI grieve the loss of youEveryday of my lifeTears fall silentlyA.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844811/ Mass of utter confusionMy heart broke on a delusionFeel the insanityAs it takes holdMy soul unbelievably shakenCan't fight off the coldLeft bare and exposedA mere raw nerveReacting and feelingGrowing so old http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844810/ Timeless wasteWasteless timeMy words in your earForever just mineWasted on everyoneEvery last timeNeed to make it matterThese words that I speakI fail to see my purpose anymoreDrifting in a world Amongst myselfNo one ever hears my screams http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844809/ If started out so small and simpleA fun little merry go roundAnd although much evil has been foundAlso amazing beauty limitless aboundIf I had to take this journey all over againI wouldn't change a thingAfterall the pain and horrorWill always still remainAn untouchable shining beautyThat touched my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844808/ Caught in my own madnessTwirling round and roundLike a princessCaught on a chaotic merry go roundStar light, star brightFirst star I see tonightI wish I may, I wish I mightEnd this chaos called my life http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844807/ Is this the way my life was meant to beConstant chaosNever ending miseryFeel betrayal at every turnMistakes I make with every waking momentSadness invades my soulIs this my destinyHave I sold my soul http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844806/ Through my haze of tearsI begin to lose all hopePain such a constant reminderOf all the losses in my lifeAnd no one truly sees me Exactly as I am -LostIn limboDesperately fighting for lifeAgainst the constant desire for deathAnd unending self hatredThe abyss I have created http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844804/ Paradise, so one might sayLost in the constant mazeI feel as if it's all an elaborate sort of trap.....And oh the endless chaosThreatening to overtake my mindBarely any sanity to speak of leftConstant fear overwhelming meLost in paradise.....     Some might say...... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844803/ Everyday that goes by I think of you,     In one way or anotherFor you have left an imprint upon my soulYour beauty still shines a light into my lifeYour were such a rare beauty to beholdAlways a sparkle in your eyesAnd a smile that banished away any     and all darknes.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844802/ I am not      who I amInsane hatred for myself,     burns constantly insideA soul of shattered pieces,My essence suffocating insideDying before my very eyes.....     Shine http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Kelj72/2844801/