http://slow.writerscafe.org/newyearnorma The original writings of author newyearnorma en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776010131 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Somewhere lives a ghost of a little girlthe little girl I use to be So full of hopes and dreamsSo sure that life would turn out wonderful and magical That girl has been dead for so very longI can barely remember what she looked like In her place was born meI am not full of goodness an.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/1125627/ I feel the need to escape inside myselfto remove myself from this deep disturbing lifeto run away I want to scream and shout I feel the need to destroy something beautiful, to let my rage out I want to be heard, to be seen, to be known. For I live, if you can call this living, be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/1125621/ Little birds so close to my heart.One waiting to hatch from the egg and one starting to take flight for the first timeWith a mothers pride does my chest burst and with a mothers heart do I cry a tear of fearFor the world isn't a always a friendly place, its full of hawks and vultures waiting to devo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/1125616/ i can see clear now, like cataracted eyes cleaned by a surgeon's knife.The facts of my pathetic life layed bare for me to see.Nothing left for me but to be your play thing.You will come to over wanting to climb on me.Pumping on me like some sort of animial runting, hands fumbling like two teenagers .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/943530/ It might be shocking to some to know that I am a family man, yes I love my wife and kids.The demons inside of me have nothing to do with that.Just because I rape and murder at will doesnt mean I dont enjoy a good game of ball with my son.Or the fact that watching a woman fight for her life gets my h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/937593/ I catch your eye as we both walk down the street, going the opposite way from each other.Oh i know that look well, you are thinking of us tangled in the sheets, sweaty and tired.I think we should keep our shoes on when we f**k so we can both run away afterwardsOr how about leaving our clothes o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/935007/ Why is it that you close your eyes when you f**k me?Who are you seeing and dream of?Is it another lover from a distant time?Is it man or woman that takes you from me? Worry not that I am angry, for there are other lovers that haunt my dreams as well.Its not anger or jeoulous that makes me inqui.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/935004/ kinda of a joke to my aunt who wondered why i couldnt write more positive poems, like something with a daisy in the sun http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/925274/ Body feeling warmBlood running coldYou are in fear's hands tonight and there you will stayPoor little creature, you didn't listen to good adviceYou left the comfort you knewA good looking man with a nice smile led you awayWhispering all the words you wanted to hearPromising to fulfill your every dre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/919254/ I want to see blood flow and hear cries of painI want to hurt and destroy I long to make you feel the pain I've feltI long to ripe out your eyes for the hurt you've causedIt would be a mistake for you to come close to me right now I feel barely humanI'm like some kind of wounded animalLong.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/919246/ Everybody pushing me into little boxes, making me how they want mePushing me to the limit of what I can endureEveryone pushing and pulling meNobody accepting, giving back what they takeYou don't kick a dog until it bitesNor do you poke a bear until it maulsIt would be a major mistake to keep pushing.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/919238/ stick thin women walking the runwaynever eating or acting real in anywaywhy do we make these women the next goddesses?why do we worship at the alter of plastic?and we wonder whats wrong with the world http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/916764/ Everyone pretends to be perfect,flawless and lacking in sinwhat drug is the whole world taking, I will never know for i see the bloated decaying world for what it isfull of people lying and hurting everyone elselets get honest and admit what we really are, just animals and nothing more http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/916759/ A lover's tryst is what she is after.Another body is his desireShe puts on her makeup and dressHe goes through his plans again in his headShe wants sex and possiable a chance at loveHe wants pain, blood and frea in another's eyes Tongiht they will meet in a bar, and her dream will die with a th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/916756/ I let no one in.I let no one see the real me.I have only surface relationships.If anyone saw the real me then I would be real. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/904659/ Oh you think I havent seen much in life?You think my eyes haven't cried?I know pain all to well.I know the dangers that wait for a girl, all to wellI know the dangers a man can poseI know why all the warnings are thereI have my reasons for crying, how about you? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/904656/ I'm a proud womanDemanding and deserving betterNo more lies and made up storiesI'm too old for fairy talesAs my man you either step up or stand out of my wayI will no longer let any man hold me back http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/904653/ I find myself in a weird place in life once againA love I once thought gone has returnedOld and familiar like my favorite pair of jeans, All worn in and comfyBut also new and unfamiliar Vaguely bringing me the feeling of being on a alien worldEverything mix up and confusedJoy and heartache.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/894287/ The endless noise of my doubts and pain fill my head againHurt feelings and pain, feelings of being abandoned Feelings of feeling unimportant to youI'm searching for a sign of what my worth is to youDo you value me?Do you see me as being important to you? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/894274/ you come back after all this timetelling me you love mebut where were you when i cried those many nightswhen my heart was broke, torn up, treated me  like trash?i was left alone to slay the dragons of life alone you want me to love you again, but what about me?im left destroy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/890755/ Alice, little girl lost in wonderland lead the wayI will follow you through the rabbit's holeI will eat the strange mushrooms with you.Take me on a trip, I need to escape We can have tea with the Mad Hatter and fight the Red Queen together,For you see I live in a world a lot like yoursWhere peo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/888713/ I want to disappear, to find some peaceI long to find a cave somewhere and curl up in, to go back to Mother EarthTo let her wrap me in her protective arms. Letting my head rest on her mother's chest, feeling the stress leaving my bodyI want to disappear to find some peaceI long to run into the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/887647/ My name is Lauria, but im also know as prisoner number 10086.It all started many summer years ago I was 5 years old when i realized that Sally was different then me.She had money and lots of it.We were in school together and friends.Then she got a horse to keep her occupied over the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/886658/ I know what it's like to lose everythingI have seen so much in the last eighteen yearsMother I have much to share with youI remember you from when I was very young, laughing having funThen bipolar came and stole you away from meThen the days of hugs ended, and the days of me helping you live started.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/885588/ A poet, a writer of words is what I may beNothing of importance. Nobody will remember me when I am gone but my words will live onIn my hand a pen isn't just a pen it becomes a doorway to another place and timeI could write of tears and what causes them or of a field of flowers and the feeling of fir.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/885580/ Images of sick children and abused animalsBad news on the tv everydayNo wonder we are always sadEveryone one taking a pill of one kind or another to be happyWhat has happened to society? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/885367/ For a good friend that challenged me to use lorena Bobbitt in a poem lol http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/885323/ The need to express yourself is universal I believeEveryone needs a outlet for their emotions I am no different, the images and colors that swirl in my imagination need to come outI can't singAnd you really don't want to see me danceSo I write, silly little poems about my silly little lifeTryin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/885317/ I feel like I am fighting in a unnamed warAgainst a unnamed foeNo where for me to turn to or goI would lay down and willing die, give up this fight I can't winBut for my son I know I can't I must stand and fight For him I will be brave and get up every single day http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/882190/ Someday little boy we will make itOne day we won't have to worry about the futureWe will know we will always have enough food and we won't have to move so muchOne day you and me will find happiness We deserve it, we have paid our duesEven u, someone so youngWe have had it rough but one day it w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/882140/ Make me perfectFix my eyes, fix my faceFix my soulFix me and I will be perfect.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/870838/ I am a lost soulI am searching for the path I should walkThis world seems so foreign and wrong to meLoneliness my faithful companion The one friend I can always count onWhere am I going? What point in going forward?Just another day of mindless lifeSo I move in this fog called life, just me and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/865558/ I reach for you and you turn away, againYou run and I chaseHow long can this go on?How long am I expected to feel this way?How much is enough?I tired of running and chasing after you.I try to be there for you, and you push me away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/865540/ Time to say goodbye again.I need to move on, to a healthy relationshipI need someone who cares for me as much as I do them.Never doubt I love you but you are stuck in the pastIt's like loving a ghostSo it's time to say goodbye for now http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/864659/ Being disowned by your mom is harder then you thinkIt's not the moment when they say good bye that's the hardestIt's the moments when you should have them that are so hard http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/861362/ every generation has its "thing"the thing it sells to the young people as the truth The 60s brought us free love, when is love ever really free? The 70s  brought us the drug generation.  The do whatever you want with no consequences and we all know nothing works that wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/846177/ You want me to bear my soulYou want me to witness you judging itTo see you tearing it apart like tissue paperThen you will turn and walk away from me as I try to pick up all the pieces before the wind can blow them away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/845414/ kiss me   let me in       kiss me           i will become part of you              kiss me         &.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/844992/ im the part of you that you try to denythe part that you hide away from the worldthat dark little part that grows bigger every daythe part that enjoys seeing others in pain im what helps you get byevery time you step on someone to advance in your career, thats meevery heart you br.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/844718/ just something for a laugh http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/844553/ who is the goddess of pain?there must be one im surefor i have spent most of my life worshiping at her temple i am a life long devotee http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/844349/ i want more,i DEMAND morei tired of being second best with youof being someone who you "find time" for i deserve to be with someone who loves me and treats me with respectso im about to tell you to step up or im gone but do i want to be with someone that i have to explain t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/844333/ as you lay sleeping in the other room im left with my worries and doubtsi think about the future and wonder if you will be part of it or just another mistakeyou give so many mixed signals that i dont know how to takeare your feelings true or am i just a rebound to you i am half tempte.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/844321/ a foot bound, its skin mangled and bones broken all in the name of beautythe pain, sweat and tears put into the pursuit of beautyour society say its barbaric and wrongbut are we any better?with our injections to get full lipsrhinoplasies to get the perfect noseand let us not fo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/842944/ i lust for lifei crave itwith every cell im my body i long for the sights and sounds of itlet it come and fill my body like a possessing soullet the bright lights and loud sounds awaking me from the slumber i have been inlet the people come and see mecriticize me or love me but see .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/842288/ they say the world is over and we are just startingthe world is falling apart and we are falling in love i wouldnt care if the mountains crumbled and the oceans went wildwhen i look in your eyes and hold your hands it all feels right to me they say that all politicians are corr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/842286/ turn, walk awaythats right goleave me in my miserywe are dear friends, it understands me turn, walk awayleave all that we were behindleave all the good times and i will drown them in my tears turn, walk away im sure she is waiting for you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/841108/ your talk of passion to come takes my mind back to passions shared in the pastto long nights spent in bedthe frantic groping of the youngthe feeling that the moment would never endthe thrusting as if the world was beginng created with our bodiesthe laughing as only young lovers can .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/839857/ old friend, you've come back againi have known you for many years, and i know what you wantyou want me to make you feel happy about yourselfyou need me to be the one that has always been waiting for youthe girl that has always loved youwhy do i let you play this game with mesomething mus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/839806/ New Year's is coming againthis year my vow is to myselfthis year i will stand up for my needsno more will i let others take advantage of methis year i will know my worth no more will i let others play with my emotions, treating me like trash to be used and thrown awaythis will be .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/newyearnorma/839802/