http://slow.writerscafe.org/meganshedosky15 The original writings of author mylifeinwords en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776208033 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 © Megan, All rights reservedYou ruined me,completely shattered who i was. i used to think we were perfect, inseparable. its all gone now, those feelings i had.replaced by fear, lonlyness, longing for everything to be, as if nothing ever changed. is it really possible to movie on?.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820875/ © Megan, All rights reservedI am a lover and a worrierI wonder if things outside this world exist I hear clocks ticking I see my future with my wifeI want to be by her sideI am a lover and a worrierI pretend that everything is going to be okI feel a love stronger than anyone i know co.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820874/ © Megan, All rights reservedSeptember 11, 2001People killed with no knife or gunMen without the will to keep on livingKilled thousands and thought they were givingIt was early morning in New York CityWhen the men flew planes into the twin towers you seeFirst the North, then SouthPeople running .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820873/ © Megan, All rights reservedI get butterfilesWhen I talk to youI never knowWhat I should doThey make me weakShake at the kneesLose my breathIn a cold breezeI get butterfliesEvery time you're aroundAnd you don't noticeI can't make a soundUnable to speakYou can't hearWhat I try to sayWhen you are.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820872/ © Megan, All rights reservedAnother day,Another line.You choose him,time after time.I'll write yet another,poem about why I'm sad.I'm so sick of it all,I miss feeling glad.I'm tired of writing,these poems that never put me at ease.If someone knows the way out of this heartache,Don't hesistate t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820870/ © Megan, All rights reserved  Lost in a world, that scares me to death, Lost in a crowd I’m losing my breath, Lost as a kid, lost as an adultI feel everything is falling apart and its my faultLost as a person, cant find my way Lost in life every day, Lost in worryWho a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820869/  © Megan, All rights reservedYou choose your fateBy the things you doIf you are goodYour fate will be tooFate does not choose youIt won’t take time to choose youJust watch what you doAnd fate will be good to youA fate worse than deathFor being bad that’s what you getI’ve .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820868/ © Megan, All rights reservedYour a precious gift to me, sometimes there just arent wordsfor the most amazing things that happen in our livesfor prayers that are answered beyond anything we have ever dreamed possible.for joys that surprise our hearts with miracles that could only be gifts f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820867/  © Megan, All rights reservedTime always reveals,What I could not see,And that is why,It could not be.You said we would be friendsBut how could it be,When you picked her over me?You stabbed me in the back,Now i must face,The one thing I never wanted to.I have to let you go.We were somethin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820865/ © Megan, All rights reservedIt was to hard to tell you the truth that I kept hid,And hopefully I won't regret that I ever did.Maybe I'll get better, But then maybe I won't change,I swear on my soul I'll kill myself if I stay the same.Cos I can't stand what I feel,And think about every day in my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820860/ © Megan, All rights reservedThe pain I can controlThe pain that makes me wholeThe pain that stops and brings some tearsThe pain that erases all my fearsThe pain that I inflict with this knifeThe pain that might be last in my lifeThe pain that brought me to my kneesThe pain that woahed me full o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820859/ © Megan, All rights reservedI sit here with a frown on my facenot knowing where my life wentthe rain is a sad depressing thingit brings back memories and what wenttogether we were like a sky with all its starsbut apart we were like the 9/11I crash and crash and I fall and falluntil Im nothing b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820857/ © Megan, All rights reservedYou say you love me ?but you still go to her …I tell you,you must choose, me or herit’s that simple …yet I never say …the truth is that I love youand it hurts me to see you’re with her …yes, I believe you love mebut you’r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820854/ © Megan, All rights reservedTake my hand this way we'll go,Said the man above,I'll take you to a place of joy,Where you will find true love,If you let go, go on your own,But mistakes you will make,For many other ways there are,Which you are sure to take,When you feel that you are lost,All you h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820853/ © Megan, All rights reservedGirl, youve been hurt so much, is there really anything left to run to? No matter how much they try to help.. it only tends to make things worse.So go get the blade. Go ahead and cut real deep. Watch the blood flow from your vains, letting out all the pain, the .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820851/ © Megan, All rights reservedHave you ever forgotten that love is like a light that shines through people who choose to act like there too good for whats ahead of them. Its a feeling that gives you butterflies in your stomach,makes you light headed...every time you encounter it. A feeling so bea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820847/ © Megan, All rights reservedAt the heart of nightwatch for the lone boy waiting in the pale moons lighteyes forever ice to cloudstars apon faded jeans upon silver hair black leather shines half wild stills lightly mad  bewildered by time chained.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820846/ © Megan, All rights reservedyou diss i slit my wristwhen you cause me paini slit the left vain you break my heartthats where it starts when you pretend to carewell how do you dareits just not fairso i remain so damn silentsee my stain it was very violentim just a shadow.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820843/ © Megan, All rights reservedI saw you in my dreams last night,As you layed beside me in my bed,You planted a kiss upon my lips,Upon my chest you layed your headYou were humming a beautiful song,We woke together in the morning light,Remember everything that came to pass,From our love that filled.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/meganshedosky15/820840/