http://slow.writerscafe.org/Alzo001 The original writings of author AJ Kristiansen en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776021496 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Aching limbsEncircle airAnd evolveInto solitudeAnd nonsenseAbout loving…Or not For the foamy green They saidWill lift higherAnd I can’t understandWhy you’ve goneAgain…On the rising watersIt makes no sense&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/1487738/ Black bell tollingRelentlessly in mysoulMessage of tragedyWhy can’t itcease?And let the sunrise,Red dawn of reliefFrom this deathlynight? Black bell tollingShredding mynervesAnd every sinewinsideWant to cut belldown Crashin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/1241442/ Perpendicular world establishingStill sideways declineWatching the ants march pastMy existence is supine Antiquated intentions fadingAnd held so limply awayCast down and harshly stomped onHorizontal capture, hope fades Silhouetted cage emerging.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/1112024/ Expel You,I can smell you,But not sighted for many daysGet you outGet you awayYour essenceI will betray Expel youI can feel youDeep inside meShape and formIndelibly printedOn all that matters Your memory riveted Expel you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/1079677/  She fell… not farBut it cured herOf the desireTo fall… a long wayAnd release…Her spiritBy the disassembling…Of her body. She fell… and it hurtAnd she was afraidAnd now…She carriesThe pain.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/972331/ Tender blades, tenderbodiesSweeping through the greenHand in hand, duskyskyStamped apricotCaught in your eyesDark eyesReflecting the heavensA shard of timeSnapshot of loveforever Tender blades, tenderbodiesCollapsing downInto the secre.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/963217/ The day you came to mewas the day she died…unexpectantly...And everything was crashingaround on the inside...You know… like icebergsbreaking up in spring… I felt she’d want me to carry onso I went anyway…Then you appe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/961376/ You clutch the beads with sweaty handsMinistrations of hope and invisible connectionTo Him, to the one who holds the faith of millionsIn his sacred palms… And it’s those palms you want to touch today…Your heart held high by hope, above the myriad .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/960424/ I wish I knew not why this placehaunts me so… Twisting jasminepink petals weepingamber woodbineenveloping the nightin gentle sweetness Table ladenwith fine farelaced with laughterand dreams,hope, and promise…&nbs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/953762/  “Open your eyes”You whisper to me in the darkness…And so I open them… and see yours…Reflecting the liquid candlelight… Deep black beauty…A million messages in your mother tongueSwirling around inside you&he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/953741/ I so wished that you loved meBut it’s very clear you don’t,It’s not because you can’t,But it’s because you won’t… Holding ourselves in our brokenness,Our hearts are so the same,We laugh and smile and put up a good front.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/838884/ You won’t find me hereBecause I am truly gone,Lost from this dry and senselessvoidAnd every poisonous form… All life crampinguncontrollablyFrom your intravenous dripOf soul destructiveactionsBlack droplets on my lip… You.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/836813/ Empty arms,Torn-off charms,Motorized calms,Wanting, reaching, beauty beholdingA life of love that’s withholding. Self-recrimination,Over-arching postulation, Voice-box of castration.Volcanic realisations cannot flowCaught inside, tearing on ragg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/835562/ To all those women who have lived through a psychologically/emotionally abusive relationship http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/831284/ Internal worldscollapsingInto my desire,I want you boy sobadlyI’m desperately onfire… …for you…Have me out of controlWild animals tearingme apart…Scratched up andbleeding profusely..And that is only thestart&h.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/827894/ We lay in an ornately carved four poster bed,Shrouded in semi-darkness…Draped with an opaque shimmering mosquito net…Crisp white linen half- covering our nakedness. Propped up on my elbow now,I part the muslin curtains,To witness the pink acid light.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/826917/ For those of you who are offended by swearing, be warned! :) http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/826662/ Burning brightlyfor youwas my firewhen it was suddenly quenched…cold grey ashes lay in the darknessand stillness envelopedwhere once warm refractive lightdanced around us… Out of fearyou extinguished me…haunted foreveryou .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/826517/ Let our passion pourout, out, outand through, through, throughlet our passion raceinside me and inside you. Let our bodies moveover, over, overand under, under, undertil all our joy explodes like thunder. Let our moisture rundown, down, downand flow in, in, inand let our moisture.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/825816/ Catatonic grief, bludgeoned from within.I lay motionless in the pit, fingernails crackedand bleeding.Desperate to return to your arms, scaling the wallsof separation.. useless.I lay now only aware of each breath and thecrescendo of pain,in waves breaking over my helples.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/825636/ I drag myself forward into each day,dawn’s horizon is etched in charcoal pain…I wake into the light but my arms are empty..My soul is lost in the bleakest of winters..I yearn for those long strands of nakedness thatfused us together. Now I’m tearing apart.. .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Alzo001/825273/