http://slow.writerscafe.org/Neva_x The original writings of author Neva en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775995171 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Word spoken of a long gone pastOf a life I knew would never lastMemories I left behind meI'm no longer who I used to beAs I confide it all in youYou condemn me, even thoughYou should know that's no longer meOh, why couldn't you just let it beMy former self isn't who I becameSo why judge, as if it's .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/1208254/ Sitting here, waiting for youSame thing, day after dayAll feelings of time fading awaySlowly losing my gribHave to hold onKeep hope, keep going onOh, but why do I feel so weakI always feel in your presenceThe darkness dissapearBut you are not hereJust the dept of lonelinessSlowly filling me up insid.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/990805/ Drowning in my own soundless screamsSurrounded by people who cannot hear mePutting on a mask, day after dayJust to seem okayBut even with a mask painted perfectlyStill never good enough.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/990795/ I want to scream that I am not okay... I want to scream that I need help.... But there's nobody to hear my scream..I cannot breathe, I'm slowly drowningDrowning in these unwanted feelingsIt's slowly killing me, eating me up insideBut there's nothing I can do or say...Just have to keep pretending...K.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/985464/ Your love was like a drug to me;A sweet poison, filling my mindAddiction; soon to be needing youSoon to have no other light than youAnd before I knew itYou were everything...I gave myself to youYour love would heal meBut the pain...You could tear me apartSo bittersweet...Such a bittersweet loveWitho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/970311/ My own personal walls surrounding meProtecting me from the evil and painWanting to live a life without fearBut the walls became my prisonThis protection became a curseColdness and emotionlessNobody can become truly happyIf they have never felt painNobody gets to heavenIf they haven't been through he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/970310/ A short little story, quite depressive. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828437/ Standing in the coldwaiting for youSnow falling down from the skyfalling, flying, going byEverythings changing to whiteAnd im still waiting for youI cant stay here forevercome to me, stay with meDont ever leave me againOr i'll stay right herewaiting for youI can feel my skin getting colderBut i dont.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828243/ As if im isolated, different from everybodyIts obvious, im not the only one seeing itAs if im a plague, something easy to hateThey will let me alone, leave me in my sorrowSomethings missing in my lifeI'm caught in this box of glassscreaming, crying, calling their namesThey dont notice my cryThey don.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828223/ A poem written as a song, with mixed cross-rhymes. Sorta old... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828219/ Day in day out, nothings changedPutting my mask on, hidding my feelingsI'm hidding, call me coward, I dont careI know what's best, I know myselfWith this mask, people wont seeMy depression and my miseryI once had this hope, this wonderful thoughtThe thought of being happy, not feeling painI wished i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828208/ The perfect little dream world I needed... Sorta old. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828194/ Dark themed. Old poem from a past time - decided to put it up here anyway. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/828189/ Pretending to be the usedYou carry love, hurt and betray as a maskNobody sees the manipulating behind itYour stupid lies eventually shaped youYou're not the person I used to knowBut you've become the person you'd hateStop the bullshit, stop the promisesYou already know you cannot keep itFor you to p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Neva_x/827800/