http://slow.writerscafe.org/Lenor130 The original writings of author Lena en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776031149 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I wake up each morning with silence inside,
A kind of hush that coffee can’t stir.
They say there’s a reason, a path, some design-But all I see is sky that never answers.I do what I’m told, keep my head down low,Marking the days like lines on the wall.&#8232.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954540/ Don’t look down, it wasn’t your fault.Try once again, get up from the fall.You were just a kid, didn’t know what to do,Too many dreams for someone like you.The everyday joy of being alive, Fading with ever word from your mouth.This body’s too small for your heav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954538/ I’ve read about love in so many books,So why can’t I experience it, feel that it’s true?Hold someone’s hand,Look into their eyes,I don’t know what’s love, but it might feel nice.To be loved by a writer is a blessing from the sky,Maybe that’s .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954537/ We met in the pause between seasons and sound,Not quite a beginning, not meant to be found.Your hand brushed mine like a half-drawn breath,A promise unfinished, a silence that wept.Our eyes kind of locked in,Then I felt the warmth,Our hand stayed entwined, but you seemed so cold,Sudd.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954533/ Few words apart,Few thoughts away,Somewhere between the smile,Somewhere between the gaze,The sight braiding for a whileMistaken for holding your hand,Feeling your presence aroundThinking you’ll hug me again,Looking into that windowI know I still see that day-The one when yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954120/ The tension between you and mePulsing through the air separating usJust a few steps yet milions memories apartLate night talks playing in headMidnight adventures replaying as I stare into your eyesThis gaze never lasts long Too short to unscramble your emotionsYet too long to forget yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954118/ I miss something that was never there,Following footsteps not guiding to place,Shifting through faces I’ve never got to know,Falling through glass I haven’t ever broke,Somewhere between the You and the MeWas something we never called anything,Something so special without a na.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954117/ I look in the mirror and I wasn’t any skinnier,From the last time I saw myself I didn’t get prettier,Brushing my hair out, a bunch fell out,Washing my face I feel little bumps,Violet bags under my eyes,Indigo hands after cold night,I tried all the serums, I tried all the mask.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2954116/ I immediately noticed when that short readhead girl from the hallway did cut her bangs,I noticed when the flowers on my grandma’s table withered,I noticed that little yellow bow on my sister’s shirt,I noticed how the orange cat didn’t sit at the bus stop yesterday,I noticed.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2923611/ So how did it all happendAlmost yesterday talking about starsAnd then one step back we’re somewhere else again,I’m not sure where,But I don’t think you know it either.Maybe we’re not even in the same one.But if we could make things different,Change something tha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2921156/ Oh but you’re so pretty the stars would cry,I told the moon to watch over youSo don’t be surprised if it calls you by name,It heard everything, Maybe a little bit too much but it doesn’t really matter,Look at the stars,see how they’re shining?Just for you!I kn.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2919532/ And what’s the difference?I say all my friends that I don’t really care and that you’re just dumb.I mean you are, right?When I’m going home I blure those thoughts away so they wouldnt bother,I’m in such a rush but it somehow keeps you away from my head.But whe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2919531/ Everyone says„You’ll find someone one day”And what if I wont?What if my unsymetrical, big face combined with my tough, annoying personality is just too much for anyone?What if I’m just meant to be alone for the sake of others and my own?Maybe I’m just suposs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2919528/ And back when I look at it It looks so silly,So trivial, So unnesscesary.All the times I thought I’d loose my friends. I can even call it ridiculous becasue it was So obvious we’ll still be friends. And I thought with you it’ll be the same. That they all were right wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2910165/ What if I’ll forget how to draw? Forget how to write and swim just like i forgot how to sing.What if I’ll fail and won’t be able to be what they all expect me to be?What if I’m not able to be that, to be what they need.What if I’ll fail and dissapoint not only them.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2906894/ I’m not sure what I’m feeling,It’s not that I’m sad but I’m not happy either,I don’t feel like living but more like existing,I’m smiling but I’ve never been emptier before,I’m laughing at the same time nearly crying,I hate my life while.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2894135/ The thought that I could have been in your arms right now,The feeling of jealousy that my lips could have touched yours even now if I only told you what I felt,I was scared And you were clueless,I was attached while you were already cathing feelings For her,But even if I want you to be happy.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2890551/ Just Because it all didn’t worked out,Just Because you never called me yours,Just Because we never comprared ourselfes to those „more than friends” relationsJust Because I never told you directly how I felt about it,just Because you never showed me if we’re something .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2889679/ I want you to see me as somebody else,Somebody more than just someone you met,I wanted you to think of me when you felt like you missed someone,I wanted you to love me the way you love her,I wanted you to see me the same way that I see you,But when I saw the way you look at her,The spark.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2888741/ When I finally noticed youYou didn’t even know I was thereI looked at you like you were something I’ll never be able to look at againBut you? you never knew I was the painter You just admired my art, the art I made for youBut you never knew. You loved my painting, but you never.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2888740/ My hand's burningmy thoughts are flying away and I can't catch up with themi feel like im addictedis it all normal?whenever you're leaving making me feel like it's all my faultthis blade's my only friendthe only thing that say's me how pathetic and useless I amand when I finally thou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2888739/ You showed me the sunset That's where I always find a piece of youYou told me about the starsThat's where I hear your voiceYou gave me the whole ocean That's where I see your eyesThose gorgeous eyes that were looking at me with joy and happinessYou made all those things remind me of yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Lenor130/2888735/