http://slow.writerscafe.org/kat%20wildd The original writings of author Kat Wildd en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775981045 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I thought I was well informed about taking care of myself. I read all the magazines, watched the specials on tv and researched online how to age well. I eat well, get plenty of sleep. I take vitamins and see my doctor regularly but there are things no one told me. I didn't read anything about t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1152206/ once again my heart is full laughter fills my mouthAs music tickles my earsI close my eyes and listen To my soul as it singsA song as old as timeBeauty all around meI'm glad to be aliveHappy healthy whole http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1111804/ Bless my soul she saidThen quietly walked awayNever looking backTo see the tears fallHe cried hopelesslyAlready feeling Pain unbearably Tearing at his heartShe walked painfullyInto the new dayNot seeing the sunOr feeling the warmthHe blindly stumbledInto his lonely .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1111796/ eyes wide openwilling to seeall the beautyin front of meheart wide open waiting to feel love is makingit very realmind wide opento peace and calmthoughts that heallike soothing balmtoday I seea different methan what I thought could ever beStronger I standthan ever beforeI fought my wa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1045389/ shadows and light softly blendflowing over velvet skineyes see but can't believethe beauty lying on his bedshe touches hard and softfeeling in the dim lightfor the body of the manwho makes her feel alivemuscles ripple as he movesskin against skin he feels hersmooth and warm she movesunder his caress.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1042584/ I love the written wordthe way if flows on the pageevoking feelings and thoughtsfrom each writers perspectivetelling of struggles and lovepain and happiness toosharing the writers soulwith all who happen to read itso read the words with respectfor the writer who penned themwhether you understand or .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1039153/ maybe mediocrity is all I can achievemaybe this is the best I havemaybe there isn't anything morewhat if this is itnothing betternothing noteworthymaybe I should concede defeatmaybe I'm just a speck in timemaybe I should just quit nowwhat if I'm just thisnothing newnothin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1023128/ you don't ask for muchjust all of mebody & soulbut don't you seethat isn't yoursit's mineI can share withyou if I wantmy lifebut it's mineto give not yours to takeits a gift i canchoose to giveor notthe choice is allmine you seenot yoursI owe .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1023109/ I make no excuses or give explanationsfor the things that I do or who I amthis is me and it really doesn't matterwhat anyone else thinks of methe evil things that have been saidhurt me to the bone but they don't define me or make me less thanwhat i was formed to beI am a bea.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1023088/ it's something I don't understandbut know it's true because I see itI feel it and taste it but still I wonderhow this something could happen to meI'm humbled but your constant remindersand the  care you have for me as you touch me and still I can't help but wonderhow this s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1023078/ My mind is full of thoughts  my heart full of emotionsit's a day of introspectionviewing my own soulI catalog the feelingslove, happiness, hopeand I'm surprised to findfear hiding under themIt is the most persistentbad habit I havebanished, it returnsand hides from me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1023074/ my soul is being wateredby cool refreshing rainpouring over my headand washing me cleanclean of negativityhatefulness and painself loathing, angerugliness and disdainit's funny how quietlythe ugly things came inslipping past my guarduntil they filled my mindsweet words from a gentle soulshowed me wh.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1022990/ the past is done of this I'm surebut the effects on my lifeI live with stillto live today true to  myselfI have to learn from itbut not dwell therea lesson learned the hard wayis not easy to forgetand makes me thinkso bravely moving forwardglad to be where I amopen a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1022947/ love, life & thoughts about both http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/1011320/ my heart is running overwith gratitude and loveI wish I could expresshow much you mean to mewhen I was at my lowestyou gave your love and caresupporting me with loveno matter what I neededyou've stepped up to helpand really touched my heart repeating back to methe wo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/961769/ Once you learn the signsyou see them everywherewounds and scars so deepthey can't be ignoredSome people have them deep within their soulthat never see the light of healing and lovesome wear them proudlyon their skin and faceletting every one seewhat they have endu.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/950212/ I didn't ask for pain and scarsto mark the passing of timeor a river of tears shedboth for good and badyet now I understand they are just a partmaking me who I amshaping who I becomeso bring on the daywith all that it holdsI will stand in powerand strength of wil.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/949757/ A time for everything they saybut sometimes it doesn't seem soi find myself wondering whenor if it will come my waythey say it's elusive and fleetingyet i desire it intensely and soonwatching for signs that it's nearthat it's here for me to findso with eyes wide open my he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/949732/ Children are such magical creatures. part saint and part sinner, but all knowing in an uncanny way. They have a way of touching your soul when they place their tiny little hand in yours, that is so incredible. They look at you with eyes full of trust as their beautiful smile melts your heart. They f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/943515/ it hurts to see the anger on your facehating to hear the break in your voicewatching you crumble and tremble painas you deal with life without heryou feel you've been used up, discardedall your love and care unappreciatedshe used you as a means to an endand now you feel unwanted, unl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/932888/ why we can't see the beautybut only see the imperfectionscan't we see that we're each uniqueindividuality is an amazing thingit's makes you different from mewe're each beautiful in our own wayinstead of comparing and judgingembrace the differences we seeenjoy the uniqueness of each never growin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/930882/ My heart is bubbling overlike freshly opened champagne tickling and making me smilefull of joy and life for no apparent reason other than I'm happy to be aliveso if I splash some joy on youwhile dancing with a full heartit's ok cuz I've got plenty to sharedanci.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/925402/ painful woundsremind me of whyI'm on my ownand why I crybut thanks to meI'm doing gooddoing way betterthan you thought I couldyou check up on mecalling it carebut I know the truthgo ahead and starepush me hardand I'll push backI've taken your shitI know what you lackI'm stronger than everI'll never .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/903256/ a smoldering kissskin against skinshuddering breathpassion is borna scornful glancespiteful wordshurtful actionspassion is dead http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/890887/ words are the tools I useto paint the picture of melayering color and textureon the canvas of my lifeshowing the many sides of mefor all the world to viewnot caring if they agreejust sharing what i learnmaking a small mark on the calendar of timeto prove that I was here.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/890874/ eyes wide open seeing nothingblinded by pain will it stopheart is beatingpumping painthru my veinswill it stopears are deafpainful wordsstabbed them againwill it stopbody is numbrepeated blowshave made it sowill it stophealing in wordshealing in lo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/890872/ I must say that there are days when things really suckindustrial strength vacuum cleaner suckbut the good news is that if I hang on long enougha day comes along like today to remind meof why i made the choice i did and i'm gladso laugh with me as i dance my way thru lifecontent to be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/890783/ sound of rain on the windowwakes me from my sleepthe sound has my heartskipping a beat pulling on old jeans scruffy boots & my hatmy hound followingas i  run for my truckjump in the truck, crank up the musicin 4 wheel drive, hit the dirt roadsinging along wit.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/890018/ Emotions run across the pagepen and paper speak for mesaying what my mouth can'tfilling up the blank spaceeloquence on papersuch a beautiful thingit touches all who read itwith emotions of their ownit allows every readera glimpse into my soulugly scars and beauty marksare t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/889945/ kiss me gentlytouch me tenderlytreat me kindlyrespect mehear mesee mespeak to me quietlyshare  with me freelylaugh with me loudlymove mesurprise meunderstand me encourage me simplyhelp me calmlysupport me carefullylike meenjoy melove me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/889921/ the space in my head is filled with trashand my heart is full of pain no matter how dark it seems right nowI know there is light aheadI'm tired of all the thinking finished with the fightingjust trying to survive this andcome out whole on the other sideyes I know it's g.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/887551/ I feel the sweet stirring deep withinAs praise washes over me like rain on parched soilPraise falls from my lips as my soul worships YouTears on my cheeks as hands are held highReaching to YouI sway and sing and praise Your Holy NameI worship at Your feet  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/887549/ from a hidden place i never knew existedit crept out and wrapped it's talons around my heartsqueezing and ripping as it tries to destroy mepain was my new best friend but I didn't want itI fought it's tight embrace and struggled to breatheas it whispered in my ear to just give in and hate.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/878181/ a whisper of clothsoft as a tingling toucha sigh hangingbetween breathand worda world of wantingcontained ina single moantime slows down as lungs struggleto breatheeyes run overblur and still seealoneness http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/871024/ frantic grasping hands and fingersreachingtouching teasingrestless greedy tongue and lipslicking tastingteasingskin to skin smooth with roughheatingarousingteasingbreath mixed with breathpantinggaspingteasingvoices blending togethermoaningwhisper.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/870879/ I first saw the flash out  my bedroom window and I went to see what it was, never dreaming that I would see a glass bird flying in circles. The thin glass bird glittered in the sunlight, looking too fragile to exist, let alone fly, prisms of light shooting every direction as it circled, watchin.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/846275/ I am not even going to pretend that I understand all that is going on or why it's happening but I know I am really angry. I'm tired of "christians" in my face, I'm tired of going to church only to be nagged to do this and do that, pray like this, stand like this, praise like this, repeat after me..... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/845040/ The day is long indeedAnd nothing seems to clickThe couch is my best friendBut only when I’m sickMy energy is goneMy head is big and soreI can’t get comfortableEven on the floorI’m tired of feeling bumI’m really tired of soupI no more than get laid d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/845039/ hateful words fill me with poisonous uglinesscreeping through my veins turning my flesh to dust filling me with poison till it's pouring out my mouth and nose drowning me in ugliness and pain I'm just a geyser of painI want to stab a hole in my heart to let all the poison ou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/845037/ I may not have the wordsTo express what’s in my heartI may not have the wordsTo tell of my hurtsWords are so inadequateAt times they seem so uselessBut God can take my humble wordsAnd bless them with a rhymeThen they flow like musicFrom my pen and mouthTo bless someone .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/845034/ moments so sweet gone in a flashgotta learn that nothing lastslive todayand be contentno worriesjust breathe http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/845032/ I can't feel my heartI think it might be goneYou'd think I would have noticedThat something was very wrongI did feel some painjust a day or so agobut really didn't realizethe damage being donewhere my heart should bethere's  just an empty holeI really have no cluewhat .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/845031/ live fullylove freelyspeak kindlyplay frequentlydie happy http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/844355/ the bars are closing insqueezing out my breathI can feel them tighteningon my struggling heartI didn't ask for thiswhy didn't I get to choosethe things that I would facewho gave him the rightit wasn't meant to be like thisit wasn't what I wantedand yet i sit in a prisonthat.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/844354/ Thoughts about the life of my hands. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/844343/  I know there is a door here somewhere but I can't seem to find it so I'm stuck wandering around in the dark, stumbling fearfully, trying to find the light. There is not even the tiniest bit of light to be seen but I know that I can find it if I look hard enough or long enough.   I .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kat-wildd/843965/