http://slow.writerscafe.org/dixierain428 The original writings of author Dreamer137 en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776045021 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 i'll be thinking about everything else in the worldthen my train of thoughtturns as it always doesto you.the next thing that i knowmy music isn't good enoughso i change it to a songthat screams your nameand my only wish is that maybe one day i'll be good enoughto you.i'll be going down the streetpas.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/1057441/ Someday,there will bea pot of goldat the endof this blindingrainbow.Eventually,every little pieceof this crazy puzzlewill fallbeautifullyand seamlesslyinto place.But for now,this world isa winding pathwith many forksand that aloneis thechallenge. 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http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/937513/ no matterhow hard they tryi can't be chaineddown.they tryto make me see thingstheir way.I haveseen it before.blind.they don't seeanything.how can theytell someone how tosee?it is not their placeto tell us how to seethis worldof ours.they tryto ke.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/937507/ if only i could tell youall the little things you've missedyou'd be so surprised.I've hidden so muchbecause I know thatyou won't understand.perhaps one day i'll tell youand perhaps i'll let it bemy little secret.what you don't knowcan't possibly break my heart more. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/937478/ try as I mayI can'tunderstand.you keep yourselfhidden fromme.all of your emotionsare keptquiet.what if, though,you let themgo?It's okay to showthe world how youfeel. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/934509/ every time thatthat song playsthe eyes I seeare yours.big and brownand full of 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mescreaming out your name?Can't you feel mereaching out for you?don't you know thatI'm still here?Don't you know thatmy heart has never changed?Can't you feel medying in your handas you squeeze my heart dead?don't you know thatin the end i'm still here.I've a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/934377/ can a few simple wordswash awaythe hate that I have laid?can the truthcome close to savingthe foundationof the old friendshipwe used to sharethat nowthreatensto crumble to piecesand fall to the ocean floor?could I turn backthe pagesand try again?old friend,please list.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/934369/ Believe mewhen I tell youthat you trulymean something to me.when you leftyou took my heartwith you.I know youdon't know it.I know youcan't feel itbeating in your hand.But every timethat you hold another,you squeeze my hearta little.Soon,there won't bemuch left to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/934366/ Just be my friend.Again I'm 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sadnessbatter the outside.When I thinkabout how muchthat I miss youI think aboutwhat would you sayif you only knew?So,What would you say?If i told youthat you haven't left my mind?I tried to forget youand make you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/932665/ When the lightningstrikes the skythe little birdspreads her wings again.a storm is onlya small thingon her list of thingsto avoid.the lightning strikesguide her awayto a little hide outwhere she is safeand sound.here, she can thinkand try to remember what it.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/932655/ If I could turn back timeand erase what I have done,I'd do so in a heartbeatjust so that I could standby your side once again.I wouldn't have to worryabout losing my best friend,all that has separated uswill disappearand we can talk for hours againlike we used to doall those su.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/930490/ Storm cloudshang over my headdark and greythey wait to rain on 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won't stand in your wayas much as i want youi can't force you to stayi don't own youyou know you're freedo what you wantbut you'll think of me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/923742/ you'd better be carefulyou'd better not shoutthe beast is watching youwithout a doubt.if you ever see himbelieve me you'll know.he has big green eyesthat gloss and glow.if you ever see himyou'd better runyou'd better be fastor else you're done.run run little one,he's after youif he gets close t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/923741/ Sometimes i thinkthe sky should be purpleand the grass should be blue.perhaps to go withthe clouds should be pinkand the stars should shine yellow.and then again,i'm glad the sky is bluethe grass is greenthe clouds are whiteand the stars glow silver. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/902776/ One more timedid i let gomy heart escapedeven though i knowthat you and i we just don't mixwe have problemswe just can't fixthe way we arejust won't bendmy heart once brokentakes time to mendi'm drawn to youand pulled so tightlike the glimmering seato moon's great .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/902771/ sometimes i wonder:do you miss me at all?does my memory ever cloud your mind?tell me,do i ever cross your mind?do you even care at all? did you ever?if you had something to tell me,would you?or would you push the thought away,as you've already done to me?out of curiosity,was i .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/900679/ though you may be my muse,i want you out of my head.you've inspired the beautyof many a verse,but its time for you to go.it's time time for this stanza to end,and another to begin.i want your beautiful memories to stay,but they need to be stored.i don't want your memory so fresh,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/900676/ somehow all the little thingsthat i seem to dobring back all the memories.it all comes back to you.everywhere i goi see your 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we're worlds apartyou are still my muse.the inspiration to the verse,the meaning behind my words.you know who you arebut not that you are the muse.Oh Muse! without you,my ink would be dry,and my paper too thin.though your memoryfeels like a paper cutyou are the museof my current life. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/dixierain428/895592/