http://slow.writerscafe.org/Ivil The original writings of author Olivia Bant en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775240240 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Every night I pray for you before I sleepI think of you before I sleepI dream of you when I sleepYou are the first person I think of when I wake upMy heart is bleedingMy eyes are filled with tearsEvery time I think of your indifference towards me Wondering if I ever meant something t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/3128557/ One moment, I feel an unshakable peace within me. But the next, my thoughts decide I don't deserve this peace and that I should dissect them one by one. The truth is, I'm not at peace, and my thoughts control me.I suffer in silence. Every morning I wake up with a desire to exist without thoughts, .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2963419/ Sometimes I play with wordsWhen I'm hurtI digI drain in my thoughts, loneliness, emotions and painAnd that's what comes out of themA piece of meBrokenPieces of meFallenLike leaves falling from a tree in autumnA piece of meWetLike the rain falling on the ground Makes me cold.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2963405/ When you realize that Their actions speak more volume to you than their wordsSaying that they don't wanna lose yaBut still doing nothing to keep yaPretending like everything's all goodAnd you're still in the moodBut don't know thatYou're already gone Without  them noticingLeav.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2921011/ Bedtime Time to sleep I sleep to escape from the hurt and the pain Draping myself in the comforting shadows of nightI seek refuge from the storm withinAs if I could fold the world into a dream And let its echoes hush the acheWith the sound of the rainPouring on the roofSetting my.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2909275/ Feels like a winter seasonSo depressingSo lonelyDeprived of your attention, considerationNot acknowledging my importance Desperate Feels like I'm begging Pleading, imploringCraving Only for you to love meDo I even count for you? Question Like always there is no answer I.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2907656/ OverthinkerI find myself stuck in a loop of analysing every detail of this situationAnd that prevents me from making a decisionOr taking actionI question my choices and abilitiesAnd that increases my anxiety and my uncertainty Do you really love me? I worry about how others perceive .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2906754/ (Verse 1)I'd like you to tell me that you'll love me foreverI'd like you to promise me all the things I desireI want you to be there whenever I need youAnd that I'd never, ever be alone without you (Chorus) I'll never stop telling you how much I love youAnd for no reason in the world.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2905749/ The lack of his lipsHis caressesHis touches His tongueAll of himAnd the sweetness of his voice Telling me "I love you"Drive me crazyWhen he walks away, I feel a huge voidWithout him, I can't liveI want him right here and right nowAll of him http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2905735/ I care too muchThat's why I think too muchOverthinkerI love too muchThat's why I get hurt too muchOverloverIf I don't careIt wouldn't be meIf I don't loveIt wouldn't be meI love "love"But it seems like "love" doesn't love meThat's why I sleep I sleep, sleep too muchOversl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2905199/ I don't see you Not anymore But I know you see me Even though you made sure that I don't see you Anymore I know you see me But I don't see you And that's just very, very, very HorribleBecause my heart wants to see you Wants to feel youWants to know that it's still yours You j.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2904090/ If one day you notice that I took my distance from youPlease, don't blame meYou know that's not meYou know I can't help but take heed of youNot even for a min'BecauseEven if I wanted My mind and my heart wouldn't allow itEven if I wanted My whole body and my soul wouldn't give in.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Ivil/2903725/