http://slow.writerscafe.org/kpendragon77 The original writings of author Jasmina Amethyst Pendragon en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775976107 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 I miss my husband. He had to go on a business trip and though it has only been a short time, I am anxious for his return. In the meantime, I picture his eyes so blue.... http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/335347/  If only you had realizedHow much I loved youTaken time to see my heartAnd all it wanted to do We were perfect for each otherThe gods blessed us from birthTook the time to bring us closeMaking your kiss my very first Should I spell it out for you?Words would ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/318927/ I feel loved. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/317217/ Even the non lucid moments can be interesting. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/295157/ Sometimes when you hurt, you need to get it out without bleeding. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/295116/  Looking outside life’s windowFace pressed against the glassWish I could see the sunOnce again with the mass Long have I been awayCrippled from the inside outForbidden to returnBroken by a Fool’s doubt Keep me safe inside your boxPrisoner to your st.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/222203/  Can’t say goodbye to youWant to listen this timeCan you hear what I say?Staying silent is your crime This heart beats for only youStay silent and it shall breakTired of trying to hide it allFed up with being so fake Can’t make this step aloneNeed o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/222194/ http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/212433/ Romance, Horror, Mystery http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/210702/ Before my husband and I got married we both were with someone else. We were great friends. When we got married to each other we discovered that we both were asking that question...what if? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/210389/ My little girls 6th birthday is coming up and it dawned on me that I have not written a poem about her yet. Therefore I dedicate this poem to my little Katybug. I love you and I feel blessed that God sent you to me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/157941/ A member of my family dies today. I didn't know what else to say. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/157145/ My heart wants to beat for youIt's wicked how you make it soMy darkest desires are drowning meAnd I dare not ever say noMy world is crumbling around meThen Heaven chooses to send me youOnce again you've come to save the daySave my life, my heart, my soul tooThis heart of gold has bee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/148641/ Look how you have grown upNot exactly according to planYou stopped wasting your timeMy boy has now become a man I never thought you’d be good enoughThought you would be lost foreverStupid of me to play foolish gamesI can’t believe I kept saying never All tho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/148312/ Weeping in the lonelinessDrowning in my new successShould be filled with happinessAnd I think it’s going to rain today It's my fault that you loved meI loved and it was not to beNow it seems we will never be freeAnd I think it's going to rain today We cannot drink.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/148292/ With coldness as sharp as iceAnd an aura as dark as midnightDeath sits upon His throneThinking of these mortalsHis last victim begged for lifeLife for his beloved and death for himselfThe bargain was made, Death released her soul and claimed hisNow He sits on His throneTroubled by .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/145318/ A crowd of millions met in a city of ruinsAll gathered to pay homage to the DJ godsI came to know the way of thingsThe paths, the rituals, the rules, and lawsI listened to the records the DJ playedAnd my head was full of his thoughtsTechno beats pounded through the blood in my veinsAs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/139453/ Close your eyes and see my wordsGive me your hand and walk with meTaste the delights of the ocean grandDrink in the passion I share with theeHear the waves crash on the shoreLike thunder in a rainy skyRolling to a great loudnessAs it creeps up the cliffsLet them lull you to sleepIt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/133010/ It’s a battle of willsSo, I go to war with youYou push; I shoveWe got a lot to learn about loveTrickle past your flash card mind setAnd seep into the real youI would call you homeBut I’m not sureIt’s more comfortable than thatI sleep on a bed of nailsWithout you.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/132478/  you, a stranger to my dark eyes I am captured by your sweet mystery as you take my hand to dance and I glimpse into our own history as you hold me in your arms the world is impossibly still everyone but you and I remain and a million dreams to fulfill We dance to the beat o.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/125002/  You were not meant for this worldYou must fly freeTake up your wings, butterflyAnd fly away from meYour eyes were meant to danceWhen feeling one’s loveYour spirit must soarHigher than the doveYou must wander aloneFind your destinyYour happiness can be foundBut not i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/124963/ The moon, graceful orb did hang brightly in my night skyWith her xanthic amber face aglowFrom beneath a silken grey cloud veilShe winked at me with wicked charmSo full was she, pregnant and heavy with nectarThought I that she would dripTo let me have a taste of herI closed my eyes, fel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/124961/ Dare I say “I love you”?Allow those words to cross my lipsDare I even touch you?Were you to catch fire at my fingertips Should I, perhaps, gaze into your eyes?Do you fear what I may find?If I lost myself a moment whilst gazing at your beautyTell me truly, would you m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/124916/ just a little history lesson. I was really bored. 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Letting in the morning's light Pushing the darkness away Never giving up the fight With the Lips of An A.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/113569/ Listening to the drops of rain Pitter patter on my window pane Time to reach out to you again The rain keeps me near you Take a step into Heaven's tears Forgetting all my childish fears Hearing all the Goddess hears The rain keeps me near you Whispering your name out to the sky .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/112127/ I would be goodIf had nothingI would be greatIf did not rule the roostI would be beautifulIf I were sickI would be lovedIf I said, “I hate you!”I would be goodIf I became insaneI would be greatIf I forgotI would be beautifulIf I were stressedI would be loved.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/111639/ Mother Goddess how can this be? I need you to explain it to me Will I never get the chance to be free? Speak to me, dear Mother! Two hearts destined to be one Parted by cruel Fate's fun Tell me when my love shall come Speak to me, dear Mother! You dare to keep me tied to doom T.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/111306/ I am in love, I am loved I move on, I move forward I am blessed, I am beautiful But we are still parted Acidic tears fall from my eyes The burning cannot compare to heartache Goddess above make me a stone Show me this is not a mistake I am in love, I am loved I move on, I move .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/110056/ Before thee now I must confessA heart that loves within my breastYearning and desire doth cause me distressI long to be forgiven‘Tis not the chosen to whom my heart belongsI am but a jester who doth act and sing songsHe thinks I love but he does himself wrongI long to be forgiven.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/107987/ Don’t want to stay locked downDeep in Vicodin dreamsDarkness is my blanketNothing is as bad as it seemsDon’t want to sleep aloneCradled by emptinessHave a drink or threeAnd chase away lonelinessLay me down to take itDrown me in your regretCrush my will to flyGiving .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/103771/ I would die to feel loved But I can't escape your abyss Can't remember that warm feeling the taste of your most passionate kiss cut, cut, bleed Why won't you try for me? try to see it hurts so bad you pass right on by it your indifference drives me mad cut, cut, bleed If .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/103117/ ~Dedicated to my darling husband...Jay. I love you more than words can say. Thank you for helping me remember how beautiful love is. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/101198/ I got the opportunity to dive into an abusers mindset and this is what I came up with. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/100769/ Had too much of this life feels like I'm giving up why am I so singled out? Or does everybody hurt? Feel like I'm on my own walk outside in the sun I still just wanna cry does everybody hurt? Is it worth holding on? Is this life killing me? Am I alone in my pain? Or does ev.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/99336/ In my mind’s eyes I seeA circle in casting times threeSilver flames appear around meAnd he watches from a distance Ropes of silver do bind my handsMen in black robes around me standA vow with my voice do they demandAnd he watches from a distance Kneeling down befo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/98114/ Sorry baby. You know I have to write about everything. LOL. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/97162/ An abundance of memoriesEbb through your mindFor what reasonOther than to torture meTo know that there couldNever be another chanceTo make good on themOr couple them withMore of themselvesEach other actuallyThe other night I sworeI felt my heart closeAnd turn blackIs this t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/95986/ It hurt as I bledand felt you leave my bodyI can't help but cry http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/94317/ Guide me through the crowdDance with me in Shakespeare's parkand I will love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/94315/ It was a heavy price to payBut absolution has finally comeHarsh it may be, saddening tooSleep peacefully, my little one My deepening heart closesAnd with a sigh I turn awayAs I walk my world is changedFor I have nothing left to say Seasons will change, greens to golds.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/94209/ “One last time” he says to meSlowly creeping into my bedHis flesh begins to warm mineAnd passions need to be fedHis hands beg my naked bodyCaress my breasts, massage my hipsKissing his way upward… “STOP!”He stops and whispers at my lips“One last t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/94208/ Why can’t you ever listen?I could cut myself a time or threeBleed until there’s nothing leftBut you still won’t hear me Can’t you see I need your help?I don’t want to be this wayI’m tired of hiding the pain insideI’m tired of feelings sl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/kpendragon77/94204/ This book is based on actual events. 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