http://slow.writerscafe.org/Darchuleta14 The original writings of author Destiny en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776207741 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Look into the mirrorRepeating the abusive wordsUglyFatChunkyHairyYou look like a manToo short Or too tallSilence the voices inside your headYou wish Everyday they grow louderBut there&rsquo;ll be a dayWhen the evils are silencedThe mirror no longer lies You define who you areBeauty beneath the mud http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1190708/ I wrote this for father's day. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1190249/ Fork in the roadWhere do I go?Follow your heartBut I can't hear it beatingCold hearted, maybe?Lost in the jungle of my headKnown as thoughtsI swear I'll find my heartIn the center of the messAt the end of the roadBut where do I go? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1187106/ Silence in the open airOverwhelmed with nothingness&nbsp;but it's always everythingToo jumbled to organizeToo messed up to put in complete sentencesAm I just dysfunctional?Empowered by self inflictionIt's my addiction.So to say the colors in my headI simply just writewriteand&nbsp;writeThen maybe yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1183511/ Does the pain ever go away?Late night tears fall downMissing youMemories fading outDoes the pain ever go away?Knowing you're not thereGraduationsBabiesBoyfriendsGirlfriendsDoes the pain ever go away?I need youStill finding myself daydreamingThat you'll appear&nbsp;Funerals&nbsp;MilitaryParent relati.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1182900/ Did you see her walk down the hall?Head hung lowYou pushed her up against a wallCalled her a worthlessLift her sleeves and you will seeThe red linesFresh from last nightLook into her brown eyesThere's no pain in plain sightA mirror once told her she was beautyBut the voices inside her headclaimed a .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1179830/ I stare at your pictureMindlessly wonderingDo you love me?Do you see my heart tangle up in knots?Or notice how nervous I am around you?Meaningless conversations to youMean so much to meOne day apart to youAnother day closer to meVicious thoughts run through my headBut the poison is deadBecause of yo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1179823/ Why can't I forget?Forget your nameThe way you held me so tightBut I slipped through your fingertipsWas it bad luck?Or bad chemistry?You let me slip&nbsp;When I was holding air tight onto youNow we're miles apartMe with a broken heartEven I cut myself picking up the piecesTurn awayDon't look backI'm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1179214/ A painted pictureSo abstract that you can seeDetailed&nbsp;fiercely&nbsp;critiquedFrom the wholeTo the stroke of a brushOne wrong move&nbsp;Suddenly it's hideousDon't blame the artistIt's perception&nbsp;Take it apart&nbsp;Only to find it thought outMaybe too muchWanting simplicityBut can't have itT.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1175026/ There's something missingI saw a glimpse of itTonight through eyes other than mineThrough Christ I am overcomeJust jump&nbsp;Close my eyes and fallFall into the arms of JesusBecause she's a woman of GodWhat she sees is the oldHe makes you newTonight through eyes other than mineI saw the woman of Chr.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1172888/ Though after thoughMovie playing after movingYet I'm standing stillDid I ever grow up?Or I am still that same kid I was before?Step into my shoesI'm trying to please youYet nothing but negativeLost and confusedEven aloneStop talking and would you listen?Listen to the way I feel&nbsp;To my side of th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1171866/ Your lips slowly approachEyes begin to closeImagination expandingColors of euphoriaYour darkest desire to continueHeart pounding&nbsp;Open your eyesThey have you trappedFilled with poisonNot a kiss of lifeBut instead your worst fearShattered like a broken mirrorBut the poison only spreads slowlyShut.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1171864/ Seven years and not a day goes byThat I don't think of youI told myself the pain would get better but it never really doesYour voiceYour laughBoth fading away day by dayThe more it goes the more the more i wish i could hear itThe memory of that day lingers in my headKnowing you would be here if you .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1139087/ If I told you I don't want us to fall apart,Would you fight alongside me?If I told you I wanted to be the person who picks you up during dark times,Would you turn away from me?If I told you you bring me to smile,Would it make your stomach fill up with butterflies?If I told you I've loved you from th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1139084/ I know i pushI know i chasebut give me a breakWhen late at night&nbsp;You're the one on my mindFalling asleep to the imagries&nbsp;waking up to an empty bedI must be crazyBecause i may be the only on in thisI know my sideBut i don't know yours http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1139082/ Let the walls come crumbling downMy heart is open to youMy words speak of what to doI'm lostI'm scaredI'm brokenGive me your wordIt'll comfort inside of meNothing compares to your loveI have faith in the darkIn my tunnel you're my lightI'll followI'll give praiseBecause you are the reasonThe reason .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1139080/ Ten years old&nbsp;I didn't have a worry in the worldEight years later&nbsp;the world is weighing me downI didn't do this right.I could be doing better.I'm selfish.I yell and scream.I can't control it when frustration takes over.My insecurities have a lion's grasb upon meI tried running.I tried faci.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/1139078/ LiesBetrayalMonths and monthsWhen did this start?Will it ever end?Torn apartBroken heartsHurtTearsSadnessBelieve in GodHe is the only hopeFor the healing to take control http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/998079/ The dangerous smile that plays upon your faceIt catches me off guardPushing me into a place I'm afraid to beYou're pushing against the lineEverything I was running fromTo protect myself Is enclosing me in a barrier of it's ownYour words scare meAre they too good to be true?Stop envading my mind and .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/976223/ I take a step closer to youSlowly stretching my hand outI know you want me tooSo don't push me awayI don't want to hear the mention of her nameI know it's sillyBut inside it's only killingThe already troubled heart of mineSo caution your wordsAs I lay down to prayThat I'm down the pathThat I'm only .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/974782/ It's not a hollywood movieI can feel you when you come closeIt's not like a book wher I only go as far as words scriptedI hear your heart beat against my chestThis is a rush I musn't forgetA roller coaster for the first timeIs it desperationOr something realIt's not a hollywood movieThings won't jus.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/958917/ Well it started out as a letter and turned into this. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/955801/ The splotches on the paperAre from downpur of rainIt's been only a couple daysTurning the paper into a crinkleFrom the burning sunScribbles from the inkThat was unable to writeThis paper is my voice inside http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/945602/ Emotions on a roller coasterThough no tears are shownMy fears are hiddenI'm an open book to youYet you only see what I want you to seeThe mask I put onMy biggest fearTo take off the mask on front of youI'm only half of myselfBut what is my full potential?I know my faultsMy fearsMy dreamsEven what's .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/938523/ Do you see the sparkle in my eye?Or am I just another lie?To stand at your feetDo you believeFall into my armsI'll share my darkest fearsIf you promise to take my tears.Call me by nameI'm the animal that you want to tame. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/937347/ If I am your anchorYou are my chain.If you are my anchorI am your chain.Working&nbsp;simultaneously&nbsp;as one.With no chain the anchor is uselessWith no anchor there is no chain.You and I cannot complainWe were meant to be. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/937346/ Running to nothingRunning to everythingWhen time stands stillBut your mind keeps goingI fall out the skyHoping for the pillow from your heartBut instantly the cold shoulderFollow me closely And you will seeThe scars that bind meTo himHerTo meAnd finally, MeTo herAll the same scars.Some run deeper th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/933974/ D you think of me the way I think of you?Can I move your moutains?Maybe even startle your heartInto a fasting beatBecause the sun shines brighterAnd the Earth itself rumble below my feetBut when the day becomes too darkAre you my North Star? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/933972/ Blue is painted in my eyesMy veins are coursing with deep redMy demeanor around people is yellowBut when I'm alone the noise you hear is a silent scream of why?Green shoots out when I hear thevile nameWho am I to compare?What is this loathing?This insecurityAll these colors pouring inside and.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/924158/ The locked doors behind a broken heartStart unlocking lock by lockBut when the world over comes herShe changes the lock, and keeps the key&nbsp;She is her own personThen why she inflict her insecurities on the open wound?The silence screams tear her openThe once stitched up heart leaves open spacesF.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/912342/ The pain in his eyeGoes deeper than the darkest skyHe plays the violonNever asks for cheeseBut if it were meI'd give him a smileOne that would lastAnd survive the dreadful task http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/912341/ I'm lost for wordsSilence swallowing me wholeTime passing byNot knowing where I am&nbsp;Blinded by a fantasyI took in all your liesDoubted myselfI gained love like never beforeI lost myself and a friendI'm lost for wordsYou fooled me over and overScreaming out your namemotionless in bedSilent tears .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/903429/ You see what I want you to seeIt never comes offAfraid of showing the deepest of my feelingsPlease don't judge meJust because I wear this maskIt's glued to my heartI'm torn apart&nbsp;But you see the light in meCan I trust to take it off? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/902462/ something short http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/902460/ We are glued&nbsp;Me and youTexting each other everydayAlways wanting to see the otherEvery night ends with a kissWe are fine chinaYet we found a wayTo make it into metal.The glue is peelingThe fine china fallingCan we catch it before it hits the ground?What keeps us together if we're fading?Fading .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/902457/ R.I.P Izmael "Archie" Gabriel Archuleta. May you rest in peace alone side Grandpa. I miss and love you dad. <3 http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/895358/ GoldSilverWhite goldA girl's best friendBut when I look a little closerI'm left with an empty outlookTimes are tough&nbsp;But the argumentsThey're piling upOnly to split us apartCan we just have a fresh start? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/894478/ LocksChainsThat is what remains&nbsp;A million pieces&nbsp;Lost in a mazeCan you find the keysTo these heavy chainsIt's a burdenThough I don't complain&nbsp;A fake smileMake you laugh&nbsp;I promised to myselfI'd keep it togetherWith Chains LocksTo my Heart http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/893918/ Another night of tears Another night of fearsFalling into the unknownWhere do I go?&nbsp;I don't have the fight in meBut I continue to bleedDraining my life away slowlyThis can't you see?&nbsp;Something is taking overWhat is this?Anger?Depression?Aggression? My worst fe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/893875/ I cried out at one a.mWhy did you do this to meYou knew how I feltThat bridge was closingA new door was openingFor you, for me, for us.I'm screaming out whyI can't turn backCan't move pastI love you to deathBut we won't ever workIt's just how it isStop filling yourself with fantasiesBecause that's a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/890771/ Every day I fall for youBut I go back to the time&nbsp;When we had just metMy stomach filled with butterfliesThe first time I laid my eyes on youThe walk down shore&nbsp;The shimmer in your eyeThe feeling insideIt was then I realizedI wanted a you and I http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/890049/ I love that smile&nbsp;That goes ear to earI get happyI love that laughIt's so contagious&nbsp;I get all smileyI love the feel of your touchSo soft, yet so roughI get a small piece of happinessI love your kissSo magical, so sensationalI get a quick taste of heavenI love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/890048/ It wasn't an accidentThat we metFor the world has no accidentsEverything was meant to happenMy heart has never loved&nbsp;It wasn't an accident&nbsp;That we found each other over againWe were put onto trialsTo test how strong we wereNot only for just one of usBut togetherToo many tears were bornFor .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/890044/ He's been at it all dayYou're just another of his gamesHis eyes, his smilesThey're just to decieve youThough I must sayYou're his favorite to play http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/889612/ Your voice left me in a forever trance&nbsp;Our talks made my stomach flyYour personality pushed me off a cliff&nbsp;Your touch sparked my sensesYour kiss sealed my loveBut your 'I love you' stole my heart for good&nbsp;Forever and always will I love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/888422/ Thunder rumbling threw the stormA flash of lightening goes byThe smell of wet naturePink orange and blue skies after a showerLittle raindrops that don't fallChasing butterflies when the flutter aroundDark stormy cloudsYet so powerful and beauty of the unknownA smile is flashedYet its still all storm.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/888420/ Once upon a timeshe wished on a starjust when hope is gonein a blink of an eye&nbsp;she's falling in lovebut everything tries to keep them apartdistancefamilyfriendseven the pastwhat keeps them strong?the bond they share.no matter how far awayno matter who triesthey'll find a wayto run off togethera.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/888407/ Wind slapping my face as i swing pass the cornerWith every twirl comes a butterflyIn the end I face the crowdDrops of sweat down my faceWith the satisfactionOf the crowd screaming my name http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/888404/ It's a new yearWrite a resolutionDrinkPartyEverybody says "new me"It's not trueYou're only fooling yourselfYou try and tryBut every year it tends to failSo I put my hands upThis is mine:I promise&nbsp;To love You&nbsp;Always and foreverBabeDad,You told me to never changeAnd unless I do it unintentio.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/888403/ I've had enoughOf my own inflictionTo come once more is my own decisionI look into the mirrorDisgusted&nbsp;Time to wipe off this maskLet go of my pastTime should tellYet I still inflict on myselfI wait to the clock strikes twelveI've done nothing but dwellYou were apart of me onceAnd yes, I think a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Darchuleta14/888402/