http://slow.writerscafe.org/tayamarie13 The original writings of author Sunflower en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1775991287 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Those so called friends that get you high, they are not there because they care. I know first hand. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/2868459/ Have you ever paid attention to what you have done?Just looked into the mirror to scream out pain from your lungs?Tell me were the tears flooding down your face?OrWas it too much, that you were forced to look away?Did you grab the closest thing you found or could find?To only then throw it, all.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/2867725/ How did I sink again? ..Is that God's hand or a demon from within..How did I let the voices win? ..Is that really me or am I covered in sin..How did I find who I was before? ..Is that really my fate or have I lost my course..How do I open the door? ..Is that all that terrible beg.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/2777229/ put me in chainsmake me a slave to this placetake away my rightsI'm done trying to fighttake me awayto a dark hiding placewhere I can never see the lightmaybe that would be alrightmy soul was brokenfrom all of my sinthat's why I like to sufferit settles the beast within http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1351501/ i do this just to get awayto escape without the escapeto let myself die slowlybut without the deathI figured out the perfect way outand heres the plan through itif i am still here in bodythey will be happybut if i kill my spiritmy soulthen i can still be herewithout the feelingsi can't handleand eve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346843/ lately i've been trying to write a symphonyhoping to find the perfect melodybut it was just never on the right keythen you started singing the harmonyand that's where I began to find mei've been searching behind closed doorsalways hoping to find something morebut i never had to spread my wings befor.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346839/ i can't take thisnot more of thisI lost my atm cardmy money gonemy savings drainedmy solono longer mineI wasn't up to parwasn't good enoughmy petthe one i could turn tocancer in her bodyher little bodyand here i am searching for answerswhen it's all my faultthat's all i can seeis that the answe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346741/ new inkto try to replace and thinka new painto help me live againit helps me know i'm realand it takes your place in this ordealit stays just like youand helps me remember the whoin who i amand how i still need a friendin the end it changesjust like i am changingmaybe not for the betteror to stay th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346639/ 30 days of wonderso few left to fight30 days for slumberor just to sleep all the nightswould you take it backi don't think you wouldI know time is flying too fastbut i can't stay like I shouldit's been 30 days too longand I'm missing homewishing you were just here and now i need you moreit's be.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346449/ I knew as soon as he said itlet's see who gets itit wasn't a fightI was ready to give upjust like alwaysI'm not very good at try-outseveryone is always much better than meso much betterand I start to shakeI can't control itand my breathing gets weirdso I said it, she can have itshe had it anywayno m.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346447/ pain grows in my heartas i begin to be ripped apartthis  feeling I feelhurts more and more, almost feels realI never felt a pain like thisnever felt this alive http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1346446/ is there a godone who can control me?is there a hellone to hold me?am i full of purenessone that saints are made of?or just full of evilthe ones my demons dream of? http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1339536/ i told myself not to fallnever to fall in love againso whats this feeling i feel after allit must be happening withini can't stop it much longermy head is beginning to spinthe feelings are getting strongerand here I am falling againwhy himwhy nowwhy not just let it hang to a limbwhy not leave someho.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1339529/ a turn into a new lifewhen her old one was beginning to diehe helped her begin to standhe was just there to be her friendbut she held a secretand she knew he wouldn't want to hear itshe was never one for the good in lifenever did she belong to mr. righthe found where her heart was beatingand there s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1338540/ blank pages is all that comes to mindI've lost the meaning of this lifetheres no reason to be kindwhen your back is struck with a knifethe underlying reason to go to hellbut never searching for heavenno matter how much you tellI will always favor sinyou got what you wanted from meI'm left with hurt .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1332062/ the tears are overcoming meso much that i can no longer seebut it's okayi will be okayi see them all happy in lifeand here i am giving up my fightbut it's okayi will be okaythey care about my himmaking sure he's finebut here i am not himand not fine. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1330937/ this cannot be okaythis is not the dayI cannot be happyno not happyits killing meblurring my eyes unable to seeno please noI cannot let this goit is eating me aliveevery second all the time.when is it okayto finally be okayto let it all gobut still knowkeep the memorywithout the harmonywithout the p.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1329955/ one or two hits cannot hurtwhen i am already numbmy heart has been thrown in the dirtwith my mind feeling even more dumbI cannot control myselfI have to push them awayi do not need helpor that is at least what i will saythey were never there anywaynever here when i neededi could become invisible tod.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1328912/ how can i ever be okaymaybe the path has been set maybe one daymaybe i can forgetall the painthat has a hold on meeverything making me insanedrowning me at seahow can it ever be finewhen there are scars on my wristsand lies become lineswith it all beginning to persist.  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1328910/ when the house is asleepis when i'm the worseThe thoughts begin to creepand i start to picture a hearse.when all is silentmy feelings go numbI become violent'and start to think of how i am scum.Don't worry thoughthe cuts aren't deepit didn't even matter sodon't you dare worry about me.I fight a batt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1328730/ You damn s**t words are thrown at meWhen will you realize you will never be enough making roots in my mind as if a treeWhy don't you just go cut When will I be freeJust go smoke more and throw out the cigarette butt, nothing hurts more than words... except a razor blade. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1328726/ the fire in me has turned to embersand I still have no chance through the winterthe soul of my body has turned to stonethat is why i am better left alone.there is no life left in menothing but darkness that is emptyit is better for me to goat least I would find my soul.the light .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1328707/ liar screams through my earsit becomes all that i hear. Are you going to tell them or are you going to still be scum?I cannot let anyone inif i do they will know the endI cannot let them seehow this is destroying me.I have to hold back it allor everything will falland tumble and crash on meand then .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1328700/ music screaming in her earheadphones as high as they can gowhy can she not hearwhy can I not let this go?I see her breaking aparthow can I help her when so am II know she is much more smartbut here not so much am I. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1327503/ the countless fake smilesthat she has to makehoping that maybeit will all go awayshe can't see the beautyshe can only see painrunning out of timeand the devil getting his wayhe takes her life in his handshoping that she will fall againshe runs out on everyoneleaving them all guessingshe is in the ba.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1326023/ i have to be strongat least when others are aroundI have to keep my coolor they will know too much. I have to hold back the tears so no one knows how I feel I have to be strong at least when others are around.But when i'm home... I can finally cry all the tears I've been holding b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1325998/ one by onethen all in allthey leave meall aloneno one to be hereno one to find weakness to consumemyself. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1325402/ a long time agoI thought I loved youThat was a time long agoand you are not you.you told me so many thingsthings that I never have spokeyet you lie to yourself with these thingsand you have yet never spoke.why did you do thisi can't figure out why now i'm alone in thisand you can't figure out w.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1325390/ they see me gaining weightI see me losing friends.they see me eating more and moreI see them calling me a w***e.they see my life falling apartI see my true friends coming through.they see everythingI see that they could never imagine how this feels. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1324937/ I don't want to be like everyone elsei only want to be myselfI don't want to be what you want from meI on;y want to be me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1301219/ Do you ever sit there in the middle of the night, just thinking about your life? Wondering where the years have gone that have pasted? Or even about what is going to happen next? Or is your night more like mine. Filled with self doubt and angry thoughts that consume your mind? Does it sit there.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1294947/ a long time agowhen things were differentI was once lowI became distantdid you see me hurtingcould you feel it toodid you see me cryingcould you feel me breaking throughWhy didn't you assist meWhen I needed you the mostWhy did you fleeWhen I needed you closeThe feelings never left my heartI became s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1293642/ you tear me downmake me lose myselfeven faith in myselfbut here I amwaiting on youwanting youeven though it's youwho destroys mein the endyou are the onewho hurts me the mostbut I love itbecause I love youso I will let you hurt meeven though it's not the best for me. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1291407/ One shotTwo ShotThreeOh won't you comeBe a bad person with me?Four shotFive shotSixOh please be hereAnd don't give a s**t.Seven shotEight shotNineLet me beYour New Years Valentine. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1290854/ Every nightI needed youYou were thereNo matter WhenNo matterWhere.I'm cryingwith only myselfI am falling apartWith no one to helpI'm losing, losing it allJust to break apart.You want meFrom your lifeThat's fineJust another ReasonTo end mine.I have lost a lotWith now bloody armsI'm forgetti.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1290515/ Here I sitIn a placeI said I neverever would.I promisedmy mommy dadmy very self.Never didI think I wouldBe the oneto give in.As I sitRight hereI see distantDisappointment shine.Never smoke poton a nightjust like thisyou'll lose your mind.Never drinkjust to feelthe nothingness thatI have known to fee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1289949/ The world on my shouldersNothing but bouldersTrying to take me downIt's working Oh how is it workingI knew it would endJust like thisHow did I forgetIt is only pain That I can rely onWhen I need someoneIt's so close to homeI get the thingsThey were rightSo much hatethat I can't stand to fi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1289930/ Take this awayall this painit takes control of me not to stayIt kills me to hear itand blinds my eyesit takes all I knowJust to not let golife is not worth ittime would kill itI know, i knowI'm not perfect http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1289927/ the words haunt melike a blade in my mindthe words fill mei'm running out of timethe words scream at meto just end it nowthe words hurt memaking me feel it nowthe words get to mestabbing like a knifethe words kill meit might just end me tonight. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1289921/ pale to the skinlight to the eyeLost withinnothing but a lieShe ran awayfrom herselflost in todaykilled by selfran to hidebreathed to livetried to see insidenothing left for this kid. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1289087/ This poem may be silly, but there is a hidden message within it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1288593/ Life is gone too soonWhether you choose to end itOr you let fate take it's courseLife is nothing but timeCounting down endlesslyWaiting for the next thing to come alongLife can be measured in battlesThe ones won and the ones lostBut on;y by the ones you fight inLife can take you by surpriseOne minut.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1288588/ TJB http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1288585/ they never said it was easynever said it would be so perfectbut when i'm with you i'm a better personI start to find myselfyet you leave me but I know it's your jobto protect your countryso I just sit herecounting the days until you returnbecause you are the one the one i see forever withi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1281657/ Class project 2nd story I wrote for my friend who would not do any work but she is too mad at me to use it so it is going to go to waste if I do not put it somewhere for people to read it. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1263935/ Frozen with thoughtsto end her lifeShe cannot take onemore day like thisShe puts her pain inher skin, with a knifeWhy would she stayaway from the abyss? She has been runningastray for a whileTears turn intocrimson red from her ve.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1263933/ Use of Shakespeare's words within my own story for English 12 Honors at Garrett High School. The bold words are words from Shakespeare. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1263447/ She feels Worthless,Like her pain will be endless,But I am here for her now,She questions how,I tell her she is the best thing to happen to me,But she seems too blind to see,My words have always been true,That she has my world and the ocean blue,That She is the reason,I keep believing.That there is .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1250661/ History of the pastI thought what we had would last.You have a baby on the way,And I have my heart to save,You play girls like its your career,But I have my feelings to fear.One look at you,And i'm screwed,Everything comes flying back,I feel like I'm having a heart attack.My feelings are too strong,.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1250659/ You say band is like a familyAn escape from wrongsWhat if that's where I don't belong.I thought I had friendsBut they just turn to facesWho turn their backs on meDid they understandThat When I say I want to quitI do not mean bandI mean life.I want this to end.Band used to be where IThe lonely girlFe.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/tayamarie13/1247309/