http://slow.writerscafe.org/Close_the_door The original writings of author Eleanor en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776000631 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 LonelyThat's all I amNothing moreNothing lessThat's my titleIts like my nameCan't change itNo matter how hard I tryLonely http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1045784/ Whatwas I doing? Am I an idiot? I’m going home with someone I barely know.Actually, scratch that, I’m going home with someone that I know absolutely knownothing about expect that his name was Louis and that there was something weirdabout him that allowed him to fly and do oth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1012126/ Theday I met Niall, I won’t ever forgot. Mostly because the day I met him I wassaved him from death. It’s actually kind of my fall he was in danger anyways.  Romantic, I know.  It was around midnight; I was doing what Iusually would be doing, looking for people in nee.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1011849/ I always knew I would end up being a superhero. When youhave powers, you kind of have to. It’s not like you could work in an office,and start flying. I’m almost positive that’s frowned upon. Anyways, the day I heard I was special was my fifthbirthday. We were having t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1011521/ “Well Louis, looks like you have a difficult choice tomake” A.P laughed. Difficult was an understatement. I had only time toeither save Niall from being killed or saving the town from the bomb Andrew hadmade. “Louis please, just go save the town. I’m not worth i.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1011344/ Please read below for a description. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1011329/ Liam Duffy was found dead April1st. The cause of dead was declared overdose. The Funeral for Liamwas held April 4th. It was a joint funeral with Neil, Molly and ofcourse Demi. Liam caused more pain to his town, who were already in a lot ofpain for already losing 3 young adults. He also c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010959/ March 31th 2011I can`t do it Steven. I`vetried. I need to be with her.Goodbye StevenLove always--Liam http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010957/ Who cares what the f*****g dayis, 2011She`s gone. She`s dead. I...Ican`t get my head around it. How could she be gone? She was too young. Mom toldme the news this morning. At first I didn`t believe her. Then she showed me thenewspaper article. I just broke down. I just don`t know wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010834/ 3 teenagers diein crash. 3 people are dead and two other injured aftera collision around midnight last night. The car was speeding down highway 403when the driver lost control and ran into another vehicle. Alcohol and drugsare not believed to be a factor in the crash. Police bel.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010786/ So if you know me, you know I love One Direction and also Demi Lovato. So writing a book with the names "Liam' and "Demi" you would think I'm talking about Demi Lovato and Liam. Well not exactly. For Demi, I was picturing young Demi Lovato, by young I mean like 16/17 For Liam, I was actual.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010771/ March 24th 2011Well Steven, guess who’s NOTgoing to the concert tonight! That’s right. This guy. I tried getting better,but I’m still sick. Demi was so nice and offered to say home with me. But Iknew she really liked the band and wanted to go. Yes, I did want her to s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010768/ March 23rd 2011Well Liam just called. I found outwhy he was acting off yesterday. He’s ill! I feel really bad for him becausenot only is he sick and probably in pain, but he’s also going to miss theconcert. I asked him if he wanted me to not go and stay with me and have a.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010752/ RunRun awayRun away from meAs fast you canWhile you still canEveryone close to meEnds up hating meOr one day stop talking to meI don’t want that to happen with usI can’t bear the thoughtOf you hating meOr not wanting meSo please run.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1010463/ SometimesSometime I wish I had friendsIt’s sad to sayBut I don’t have any SometimesSometimes I wonder what it would be likeTo fit inTo be normalTo be what society is looking for SometimesSometimes I think it’s too much.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1009331/ One dayOne day you’ll be sorryYou’ll all be sorryFor your little commentsAnd your little ‘jokes’One dayOne day I swear I will get the last laughJust wait http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1009329/ How are you?How have you been?Its been a long timeHasn't it?What, 3 months now?Feels like longerTo be perfectly honestI miss youI miss everything about youAnd again, to be perfectly honestI hate itI hate that I miss youI shouldn't miss youYou don't deserve to be missedI'm happier without you aroundO.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/1003224/ CutCut deeperInto my skinTo feel itTo feel anythingI need it nowSince youYou left meTo dieAloneYou knew I was fragileYou knew I wasn't okayBut you didn't careThisThis is your faultAll of itI hope you are finally f*****g happyIs .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/999402/ Don't you get tiredOf pretending?Of acting?Of faking who you are?You do it so muchI wouldn't be surprisedIf you didn't even rememberWho you really areBut I never the old youThe REAL youAnd honestlyI miss that person. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/986190/ Don't you see?It isn't a game this timeI really mean it this timeI know I've said that beforeBut this time,I know you knowIts doneIts overWe are overYou and your little games are doneYou and your comments are overAnd you know what?I'm gladI'm glad its doneI'm glad its overI'm glad your little games .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/964480/ Why? Why can't I just be happy?Why can't I stop thinking about the past?Why did I have to know you?Why did you leave?When did this all go so wrong?Why can't I move on?  http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/963812/ March 22nd 2011I have a problem Steven, a big one. I think I’m catching the flu. Usually I wouldn’t mind but I have the concert on the 24th! I need to go. I really want to go with Demi. Why does this always happen to me--Liam http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/951165/ March 22nd 2011I had another great day today. One thing was weird though. Liam seemed a bit off today. I shouldn’t worry about it though, right? It would be silly to start worrying and making up crazy situations in my head. Like one for example is that he’s dating someone else. Silly r.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/951161/ March 21st 2011Well we told everyone at school today. It went really good to be honest, I was actually pretty nervous but Liam calmed me down. That’s about all that happened today. I couldn’t really focus because I kept thinking about the concert. It’s going to be so much fun--De.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/950702/ March 20th 2011Hey Steven! Guess what? Demi and I are official. We talked about it today. We are going to tell everyone know tomorrow. It’s going to be weird though. I hope everyone is happy for us. But I have a feeling that a lot of people are going to mention the whole “boys and girl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/950696/ March 20th 2011Turns out I was wrong! Today just got even better. Molly called and told me that she got tickets for Liam, Neil, herself and I to go see this great little band on the 24th! It’s gonna be so much fun. I’m so glad that everything is good know, feels great. I feel like noth.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/950689/ March 20th 2011It’s official! Liam and I are together. We spend the whole day just talking and well it was amazing. There weren’t even any awkward pauses. It was like when we were just friends but better!! I love it. I’m just so happy right now. I don’t think that today cou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/950688/ Did what we haveMean nothing to you?That's what it trulyFeels like itYou made me feel like I was the only girl in the worldBut soonYou stoppedAnd now i'm like trash to youDo you not rememberAll those fun times we had together?You must haveBecause if you hadn'tYou would never .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/943866/ http://www.fanfiction.net/u/1341193/sadyshea http://theonewiththose1d1shots.tumblr.com/oneshots   http://oh-for-the-love-of-louis.tumblr.com/        http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/943862/ March 19th 2011 (still)Well Steven, that good feeling is gone and I’m back to worrying. Where does my relationship with Demi go from here? I mean we both like each other. Does that mean we are dating now or do I still need to ask her out? What if she already thinks we are dating and I ask he.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/943767/ March 19th 2011Wow, Steven that when great. Like it couldn’t have got better. Even Demi’s brother punching me in the face was great. I’m truly so happy right now. I can’t even describe how I feel right now. All I know is that it feels incredible. I NEVER WANT IT TO END. I c.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/943763/ March 18th/19th 2011Wow…that’s honestly all I can say right now. I’m so happy and confused and so many emotions. I can’t even describe it. So what happened is that Molly called and pretty much invited herself to dinner. I didn’t really mind, it meant that she didn&rs.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/943713/ Stop itPleaseI can't take itI'm done with youI just know I can't handleThisUsI just can'tThis can't be good for usThe fighting HonestlyI still love youAnd probably I will ForeverBut I just can't be with youIt's just not good for me http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942995/ March 18th 2011It’s the big day Steven!! To be honest, I’m so nervous that I have vomited twice now and I’m numb. That’s probably too much information, I know. But sharing is caring Steven. I’m just trying to pass the time right now. We are going later today after din.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942632/ March 18th 2011Am I driving people away? First I drove Liam away with my major crush on him (Which I still have even though he hates me now). Now molly is being secretive she’s probably going to hate me too and Neil would go with Molly. I would only have my brother. I can’t let that ha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942629/ March 17th 2011This is probably the March break ever. I’ve been just sitting around the house all week just listening to music and crying. Everyone use to be sympathetic but now they don’t even care. Well my brother Lou still cares and says if he ever sees Liam again he’s going t.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942626/ March 17th 2011What if this a bad idea Steven?? I mean, what if she so mad at me she just ignores me and calls the cops? I’m getting very nervous right now Steven. I can’t back out now but maybe I should change what I’m going to do? I don’t know Steven.. I think she will li.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942619/ March 16th 2011Just a short entry today Steven. I’m so busy with getting this whatever you wanna call it together for Demi. It’s all I’ve been doing. I only have like 2 days left to practice since we’re doing it Friday. Better go back to practicing--Liam   http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942612/ Why do you do this?I actually thought you were trying to changeI believed youThinking maybe just onceYou wanted to tell the truthBut I guessOnce a liarAlways a liar http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942603/ March 16th 2011I think I see a glimmer of hope in this tunnel of darkness and sadness. Molly called today and she sounded like she was keeping a secret and when I asked her about she kept saying she couldn’t tell me but I would love it. What is this about? Is it something she is doing or wha.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942058/ March 15th 2011Okay Steven..I’ve got it all planned out. Neil said what I need to do is one of those cheesy things you would see on some 80’s movie. Apparently, according to Neil, I will be going to Demi’s house and singing some random a*s song by some random boy band I’ve .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942045/ March 15th 2011Honestly, I don’t know who to believe right now. Everyone is trying to make me feel better. Mom says Liam is just acting like this because he’s a boy and they act stupid all the time. Maybe she’s right but I always thought Liam was different. Molly keeps telling me.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/942040/ March 14th 2011 (Still)Just got off the phone with Neil. He is the first person to find out that I actually like Demi. It was pretty smart to call him. He knew what he was talking about. He is such a romantic it’s kinda scary. He thinks what I should do is make a big gesture to her. Not sure.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/940751/ March 14th 2011STEVEN! Why am I so freaking stupid! I’ve ruined everything. I need to fix things with Demi. That’s what I’ve been doing all day today. Planning ways to say I’m sorry but I’m not good with things like this. Neil is though. I should ask him for help with.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/940748/ March 14th 2011All I did today was cry. Honestly as soon as I thought of something else, Liam popped in my mind. I don’t get how he does this to me. He hates me, why do I have such feelings for him? I can’t even write about him. I just want to go die. Maybe I will feel better tomorrow .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/940738/ Why do I put up with this?I mean it can't be good for meIt's not like I have tooBut then  I rememberI stick aroundBecause I love you http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/939188/ You are beautifulYou are importantDon’t listen to themYou are neededYou are here for a reasonDon’t tell them get to youThey are just idiots They only do thatBecause they are jealousThat you’re so uniqueAnd that they aren’tJust remember these wordsIf th.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/938750/ Tell me anythingTell me I'm screwed upTell me you hate meThat I'm not the reasonYou smile anymoreTell meI can take itBut if she's the reasonYou're leaving me tonightThen spare me your thoughtsAnd tell me a lie http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/938473/ Give him upHe's no good for youHe hits youWhat if one dayHe gets so madHe hurts youVery badHe could kill you Move onHe's a cheaterA different girlEverynightHe says he's sorryAnd that he will changeBut he's lyingOnce  cheaterAlways a cheater Why ar.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/937245/ Give it upLike come onYou're just doing thisBecause you cant standNot being in the spotligh24/7 You only did thatSo people pay attention to youBut there is more important things That need to happenSo just go away http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/Close_the_door/937243/