http://slow.writerscafe.org/colleenabean The original writings of author Colleen a Bean en-us Copyright 2026 WritersCafe.org 1776116653 WritersCafe.org RSS Generator 15 Just a DreamI feel scaredThey are getting closeThe air around meGoes from warm to coldI feel like I can't BreatheI can't moveThey're surrounding meI can't find the words to speakI feel like someone has a hold on meAm I going to dieWill they hurt meI feel aloneThe walls are closing in on meI panicI s.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1246217/ @font-face { font-family: "Cambria";}p.MsoNormal, li.MsoNormal, div.MsoNormal { margin: 0in 0in 0.0001pt; font-size: 12pt; font-family: "Times New Roman"; }div.Section1 { page: Section1; }My Way Out I’m stuckI’m LyingI hate myse.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1246214/ Until i'm with you As time creeps byI try not to cryWondering when life will endSo i can start againSomeplace newI will be up there with youI cry, I weep, I don't sleepI won't be me until i'm with youA secondA minuteAn hour  A dayI'll wait a lifetime to be with youhHolding youHugging .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1006791/   The Mysterious Murder Beep! Beep! Beep !Tessa Montgomery’s loud alarm clock blared one chilly winter morning. Ahhhh. She yawned. Tessa lived in a secluded house on the outside part of New York City. Tessa worked for a big time private detective agency. Her boss Brick Dawson was the.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1005600/  Frozen in place Feeling so sick Sweating Shaking Trembling I can't speak I can't breathe Stage fright It has taken over me I close my eyes I can do this Deep breaths On the count of three I will open my mouth And then everyt.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1005426/ Writing Helps  Teardrops hitting the pageEmotions spilling outSharing little pieces of meWhether I'm happyWhether I'm sadWriting is what I doExpressing who I amwithout making a messWithout any help at allWriting does it allIt takes you awayIt takes you to sad placesIt takes you to happy pl.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1004655/ Weird Circumstances Weird circumstancesThey brought me youWeird circumstancesHe left meThen gave me youWeird circumstancesYou were always thereRight in front of meWeird circumstancesHe is ok with thisAnd I'm ok with him and herWeird circumstancesI was so in loveThought he was my oneWeird circum.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1004647/ We met and from that first lookAnd from that first touch,From that first kissWe knew we were in loveOur realtionship was shortBut we stayed friendsThen u asked for me back againWe flirted alotThen I found out about herWe kept in touchWe still flirted and talkedBut it just wasnt the sameYou never dec.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1000485/  He said he loved me He knew I was his oneBut he wanted to take this one day at a timeOne step at a timeA few weeks past His mind was setHe liked to be singleEven though he loved meHe just wanted to wait for nowHe wanted to be just friends for awhileI told him I loved him I told him I needed hi.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/1000361/ How He Feels Hideing himself awayHis black hoodie is his disguiseHe hides his scarsHe hides whats in his heartHe feels like he is trapped in the darkLike the walls are closing in on himHe feels worthlessHe feels aloneHe feels like he doesn't belongHe pushes away everyone that gets closeHe alway.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/996533/ Crying so hardFeeling like i'm going to self destructSo depressed and aloneI feel like my heart may turn to stoneThis small spaceMakes it so hard to breatheI feel like your choking meYou won't stop hitting meAll you do is hurt meI'm drowning in this relationshipI just want to run away from homeThere.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/981779/ Love and LiesLies, Lies, LiesI feel Like my whole relationship with you was a lieYou tell your friends one thingYou tell me anotherYou told me you loved meYou told me you would never leave meYou ended usYou broke my heartYou tell me it's youBut, you tell your friends something .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/978375/ Forever Friends Heart brokenDreams crushedWere still best friendsJust not in the same wayYour not hear to let me protect u everydayYour not hear to tell me everything's going to be okayBest friends, you and II worry about youYou worry about meIts just always been that way.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/978373/ Broken Hearted Crying so hard Tears all over my faceHeart broken in 2All because of youYou lied to my faceSaid we were ment to beWell if that was the caseWhy would u break up with meYou said it was the distanceIt had nothing to do with meI begged and pleadedI told you I wou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/966456/ Loving you You love meI know this to be trueI want to be with you foreverSo forever is what I'll have with youYou hold me so closeAll your love seeping through meYou don't care that I'm not perfectPerfection doesn't matter to you or meI love you so muchPlease don't leave meBa.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/966455/ Within time I feel so hot when i'm around youIts like i'm burning upDamn how I crave your every touchYour eyes waunder all over meMaking me feel so naughtyIts getting hard to control my breathingI want you so bad it isn't funnyDamn how I need your searing kissOur hands explo.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/936524/ You and meEmpty and hurting insideWith no where to hideHow can they say such thingsHow could they be so meanThey don't even no meThey really don't no our pastI really want to be yoursI really want this to lastI'm not going to let all there words hurt meI'm going to let.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935254/ Not letting go I'm trying not to lose controlBut baby my heart just won't let you goI no this is right when you whisper my nameI no this could be fate when you press yourself into meYou create fireworks inside meWith you its so hard to behaveWith you I no I don't have to change.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935253/ True Love Your eyes looking at me so lovinglyYour heart beating so loudlyThis is more than just a crush This is definatley true loveI can't seem to think I can't seem to breatheThis is what you do to meI never thought I was good enoughThen you introduced me to true loveYou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935252/ I'm going to love you Excited as can beFeel as if I can't breatheThis is meWhen your with meMy heart beats so fastPlease let this moment lastYou eyes staring into mineWanting to lean in for just one kissWhen I leave, you will be missedNot for just a second, an hour.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935251/ Jealous Blond hair cascading down her backShe makes me feel weakShe makes me feel sadI'm so jealousI can not denyShe's so perfectI'm so plainShe's The girl who catches all the guys eyesI'm the girl always in constant painI hate that she has youI hate this sickening feeli.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935246/ You You don't love meYou don't careYou probably  wish I would disapearI've tried everythingI've tried it allSometimes I feel like you want me to fallYour never there when i need u mostYour only there when your not with herIt hurts so muchBecause I still crave your tou.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935245/ Alone Alone and upsetI can't take the stressNo one understandsI just want to disapearI just want to get out of hearI hate being differentI hate feeling this painEvery single day I just want to run awayAway from this placeWhere everyone makes me feel like a disgraceWhy ca.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935244/ Wish You were mine Always sweetAlways kindOh boy do I wish u were mineYou have that grinThat makes me blushYou have those eyesThat make sure I never tell you liesYou no exactly what to sayTo make me swoonOh boy do I love youI can't seem to thinkWhen I see&.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935241/ Together His eyes tell a storyThe story of a lost boywho see's no point to lifeHis frown shows you whats insideInside a broken heartHis sad dispositionIs such a sad sight to witnessI try to cheer him upI try to warm his heartI try to.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935210/ Forever Just a kiss on your lipsThe thought of it so hard to dismissYour smile makes me crumbleYou pick me up whenever I stumbleYour the oneMy one true oneYour the guy in my dreamsThank you for choosing meI'm your princessYour my princeTogether we can do this.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/935209/ The EndBroken heartTrust is goneFeeling aloneHeart turned to stoneWanting to cryBut keeping it all insideWishing it all could endSo i wouldnt have to pretendI hate my lifeWhy lieI wish i could dieHeres to the endThe end of my lifeI bring the blade to my wristAll my pain draining awayThen its the end.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/931464/ camp A place to get awayA place to be meCamp is my happy placeCamp is for meFriends from all overHaving a blastIts only one weekThen your sadThe year goes byThen camp comes againNew friendships are madeCrushes happen tooOne big rule no red plus blueSome break.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/931438/ An escape I feel like my life is one big abyssNo matter how hard i try i can't get outI swim and swim but keep getting caught in a whirl pool of liesI feel like I need to hide myself away behind a disguiseI want an escapeSomeplace where i can f.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/931314/ Goodbye life  The darkness clouds over meI am weak and distraughtThe tears run down my faceI feel like such a disgraceI try to hide the scarsI try to hide whats in my heartI don't know if i can go onThe pain of living is to strongGoodbye my lifeNow the world is a b.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/931236/                     Friendship all around The spring wind blows whispering to the fallen leaves     telling them to wake up and blow in the breezethe wind blows through my .. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/931234/         No one will ever know I crave the pain of the blade across my wristsPraying for the day i breathe my last breathI'm sick of hiding the hurt insideI'm sick of lieing and crying day and nightI just want to dieSo i give myself pain to d.. http://slow.writerscafe.org/writing/colleenabean/929881/