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It seems as though

The years scream louder

prouder

than me

Demanding your attention

while i sit in suspension

Waiting on a moment of relief

i didn't work for

and dont deserve

 

I see you wanting

wishing

To say your goodbyes

In the tiny diversion of your eyes

The faintest tear in your smile

You stay out of obligation

Faithful forever

to a distant memory

we share no more

 

I have two eyes

that i may see through

but i choose not to look.

Its a darkness within me

conflicting

inflicting

thoughtless resolution.

I stand with all the answers

still i find no solution.