jackets and bread

i wasn't born to

hate myself

no one wants to 

look in the mirror and

despise their reflection

i was only ten

when you told me to

"suck in my stomach"

when i was trying on swim suits

i was merely thirteen

when i tried on that jacket from

sixth grade

and it didn't fit

but you told me it could

if i worked out and got my 

arms in shape

i was barely fourteen

when you told me i

didn't need another

small piece of bread

even though i was still hungry

and you wonder why i used to

skip meals

why i counted calories

why i hate my body

but maybe for once 

something is

your 

fault

Reviews

[petec3638]

MMM I have had bosses like that
One refused to give guys who could get better jobs a good reference
I bypast him I had an old mate who was principle of a college

In the RAF I war given three days of 1 hour on duty 2 hours off duty to make me too tired to ride in the RAF team > I told the team manager. - on returning to base the section boss had been changed the original one had been sent to RAF ADEN (nicknamed as _ The Last Place on Earth)

[Sunflower]

thank you for the review! having someone in your life who perpetuated an eating disorder must have been hard, stay strong