mental torture

this is mental torture

it's evil in my brain

i'm pretty and then i'm not

my brain likes to lie

my eyes see falsehoods

imperfections

distortions

and lies

in the mirror

i don't know what i truly

look like

am i beautiful?

i don't know

but the mirror says no

so i starve

and i cry

and i loathe

myself

because my warped view

is mental torture