In The Medicine.

I wonder if it's just the medicine.

I keep rolling the thoughts around.

Anti social emotions start blocking you out.

And yet my heart still beats fast.

I want it to slow its pace just for once,

And regroup my mind into something good.

I can't dwell, but I need to fix myself.

I've been set off into a new direction,

Four hands to show me the way.

A God to guide me when I am alone.

His heart is my home, and mine, he owns.

But if things should ever fall to dust,

I can say I'm trying, and do it again.

Only in my future, I see such wonders.

In his eyes, I see my dreams brought to life.

I pray that he is happy and secured.

I pray only good things, the way I should.

and if evil may fall upon him,

I pray he shall be alright.

I don't want to lose him.

The love of my Life.

Author's Note

05.19.2014