Starry Night

A poem about an aspect of myself

I’m always making her cry

Without ever trying

She loves me

She does all she can

I don’t deserve her

 

Why am I this way?

A mean spirited person

Ingrained so deep I barely see it

Until it bursts out in pain

 

Maybe it was the way I was raised

To hurt others before they hurt me

Keeping people at a close distance

 

Dysfunction is my safe place

Chaos my only home

Allah forgive me for the pain

The tattered flesh path I leave as a trail

 

I’m standing on the edge of eternity

Throwing myself off might be the best solutio

Author's Note

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