A letter from the heart you left torn.

Remember the last time when I wrote you a letter, it was all hugs and rainbows, well that was before you crushed my feelings, left my heart torn and burnt my soul. I still managed to get them all together and making all the efforts in my power to focus on the feelings that don’t make me feel like I am drowning. But like every year since we broke up this is the day when I fail. I fail to keep calm, I fail to keep it together. I still remember even after so many years, the way you proposed, it was the worst proposal I ever got but you are the only one I ever loved. I seemed to be circling around and it seems like I am stuck in this vicious circle of letting go of my emotions and unearthing them.

I know I haven’t done anything wrong and still being punished. You know you were to blame but still you are joyed. Oh no, I don’t envy you, if you are wondering, but I wish it was me you chose to be happy with. I let you go because you were too week to do it for yourself but you didn’t free me because I am too in love with you to let me be. My fairytale doesn’t have a happy ending so I choose to believe it is not the ending. I don’t know if we will ever cross paths again but if we do I want us both to be happy, when you don’t look upon me and feel sorry for hurting me but instead you look at me and you see me redeemed. When I can look at you and my heart don’t skip a beat instead i can thank you for all the pain and suffering because that led me to my happy ending. But that day isn’t today or tomorrow but it will be someday and till then I will love you for all the ebullient memories and I promise to keep you in my heart forever, not because I am going to be in love with you forever but because you enlightened me with such a beautiful emotion that I might have not known if it wasn’t for you.

Author's Note

It is a love letter from a girl to the love of her life who is happy with someone else after breaking her heart. 25th February is the day when he proposed and since that day they had a little tradition of exchanging love letters on every 25th of every month. The girl was dreamy and believed in the romance of the time of Romeo and Juliet, when they expressed love through letters and not through emails or texts. She just wanted to live her romance but forgot that her favorite play didn't have a happy ending.

Reviews

[zunie frost]

i had also wrote a poetry on this same topic!!! you can check it on my profile but i really like yours !!!
words are perfectly chosen and the ending is also so nicely done !!!!
yo are really talented !!!! 100 pints from me