I Broke My Promise.
"After you broke down my walls, after you made every shield crumble and after you made me fall in love; I was scared, hell, I was terrified, I was intimidated that you'd leave me, even though you promised. You claimed to be different, you claimed that I could trust you, but that was the greatest lie my love. I gave you my heart and soul, I would have given you my brain too, but I thank Lord I did not baby boy, I thank Lord that there was a tiny part of my being that could think, a tiny part that wasn't blinded by your filthy lies, or shall I say a tiny part that wasn't blinded by love. Remember when I told you that you made my walls crumble and you could blow them away like ashes? I was lying...you made every part of my fragile self crumble not only my walls, you made every part of myself scatter away by the soft wind, except my brain lover boy, and for that I am grateful. I was terrified that you'd leave me, but I never in a million years would've thought that I am the one that would be leaving, but I have also never thought that love would taste so sour, so bitter, I never thought it would burn my lips like pure acid every time I drank it; I guess I was supposed to get used to it, but I didn't. I kept it all in for as long as I can remember and then at one second I remembered exploding, my gut was drowned in acid and my lips were on fire. You did promise to not leave me and you kept that promise, but you did something worse, you made me hate you, you took me for granted because I promised you the same, you controlled every inch of me, and I am the one who broke the promise, I apologize, but I was burning alive, babe."
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