Echelon: American Jersey {Psycho}

Narrated time-capsule 'tell' of bloody-insanity drawn for an Earthling/American 'expression' of things deformed, disorganized, distant, and maybe dragon.

Psycho/crime portrait (fiction). Have nice weekend (thanks for reading!), 

DISCLAIMER: This work of creative fiction contains images/references with no ties to any person(s)/body and is (therefore) cast as purely a 'personal' expression for social art (for 'open' views/interpretation).

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"I didn't know what to do now really. My psychiatrist warned me to remove the acting-out sinews in my bad brain by visualizing my 'agenda' on Earth, imagining possible futures to find special balance between happy-thoughts of past and fantasized confidence events predictions for a future; I simply felt like I had to act-out to create fiction fantasy or illusions of Selfie-consciousness. I became an American psycho (Selfie-like)."

"I live in a small Homeland-Jersey suburbia-prototype town (Echelon) and made many cyber-cartoons about vigilantes and idealists and took part-time work as an usher (at the local community theater) and didn't connect with any of my old home-town friends (or neighbors). My psychiatrist wanted me to find peace and confidence as a Catholic-American, but I found only one answer to my equations in my town-house on Earth (Facebook-like!)."

"I'm writing this psychosis-journal note down in a time-capsule to bury in my backyard for future-world archaeologists to make-sense of my incomplete-arts of Selfie-awareness or Earth world sanity for intelligence...or paranoia. What made me snap? I decided to start kidnapping diner-waitresses, at gun-point, and then strangling them and then leaving their corpses in the woods after splashing their hands with some acid (for the Ego)."

"I wouldn't want to explain here really why I made mark of the American Homeland diner-waitress as my target for bad-medicine 'practice' for the Ego. What I can say is that I grew angst-ridden and dissatisfied with a media/TV culture image of hospitality or capitalism and decided these dolls of consumerism and culinary activity were simply 'opponents' for an anti-soldier (for leviathan/uncertainty)."

"I must've killed at least 30 waitresses, and I can't remember the count. They'd all been Homeland-Jersey citizens, dolls really of the Earth world 'image' of field goals and social media IQ or imagined space/lifestyle (hmmm). I suppose whoever discovers this time-capsule 'tell' will make mark of why (or how) my Selfie age cast these dolls-ladies as consumerism/capitalism diplomats of things...of wire."

WAITRESS: You want to take 1/2 of your chicken pot pie to-go now, friend?
ME: Yes...and you're gonna help me finish it...I need you to follow me to my car, doll!

WAITRESS: You wanna give me something, friend?

ME: Yes...a (Western) film poster, and a special secret/treasure (for capitalism).

WAITRESS: I have to inform my boss there, friend (ok?).

ME: Take your time...you'll think the gift is an Earthling-porcelain, doll (ha).

WAITRESS: Facebook-like?

"Doing well is the result of doing good. That's what capitalism is all about" (Ralph Waldo Emerson). 

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"Money is everything" (Ecclesiastes)