Parallax (Chapter 3): Matrix of Bulls

A Story by Abishai100

A 3-part dream-scape 'misadventure' of the psyche, for imprints of ('normal') overground/Earthling vigilante-like heroics contouring for serious dark/deep abnormality/dogma.

A psyche-portrait, loosely inspired by Jacob's Ladder (Tim Robbins), in 3-parts/chapters. Thanks for reading (Happy Autumn, all)

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JOURNAL ENTRY 9: "So, I knew I had just one final dream-sleep portal examination of my parallax-universe entry into a dark place of stranger housing-like halls/walls and offbeat and even bizarre message-rich 'characters' like an masked and axe-holding Runner man and an angst-escapism symbolism 'rich' lady in the water (Water Girl) and whatever else I thought I'd find in a place blending the psyche with vertigo shapes of Selfie-mutations...and I wanted one last shape-evaluation for application for analogy thinking to my overground Earthling/American 'normal' life of masked/vigilantism for diamonds intercepts intelligence labors of capitalism fencing for leviathan/uncertainty...but I wondered what else this parallax-place would offer for my journal entries for my Selfie-eye of things 'kinesthesia' (for doubt)."

JOURNAL ENTRY 10: "I was still in the labyrinth-like housing-place of halls/walls in this dream-sleep duration explored parallax-place of dark shapes and wondrous imagery for Freudian and mentalism examination and noted that past the Runner and the guerrillas and jaded soldiers and the Water Girl lay a vastly open backyard type region of black water and small cliff-tops on stones emerging from the waters on which stood a black 'legion' of very-large muscular bull-creatures (animalia!) surely signifying some Selfie-arrogance stance of liberty demands (wow)."

JOURNAL ENTRY 11: "I had to ask myself why I would envision a backyard water-stones region of poised very-large multiple dark bulls protruding with muscle and vanities surely signifying some statement about the eternity of fortune and vitality paired with a visceral (shadowy?) jitters concerning the ever-present oncoming Realism of competitiveness and defeat posed by a hypothetical (symbolic?) challenger of perhaps capitalism keratin (for doubt!)."

JOURNAL ENTRY 12: "Once again and for the last time of this 'misadventure' of dark evaluation(s) of the heart, I woke fresh and toasted the release from the dark housing/waters/mystery place of shapes and weirdness of Freudian/mentalism oddity with a normal Earthling world-exchange 'reflection' diner-plate of soft/zesty (Indian) luchi-bread and thought to recount the entire journey into that bottomless 'region' of mysteries and languages and cleats as some sure-analogy of what had made my Earthling/American overground (normal?) life of masked/vigilantism a muscle-body and brains image of some planetary 'confidence'...of know."