The Id & the Matrix: Heaven's Poetics

Man/coach narrates his Selfie-examination of a series of dream-sleep images of his Id-psyche mirror-image dark side 'persona' (female psycho in hockey-mask) for Earthling shape.

A Freudian-psyche fiction for your Saturday's Eve. Thanks for reading, 

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"I had happiness time serving my young athletes as a junior-league hockey-coach in the American Homeland, dreaming of things of icy-slide and Selfie-balance for competition games of stick-and-puck passing and lofty streaking/aiming/striking for net-goal ambitions education when I started having a dark deep nightmare-series of visual images in dream-sleep about the Id (the Freudian concept structure of the instinct/indulgence/anarchy aspect of the 3-part walls of the human mind) of my soul. I didn't know how to feel for any kind of social media sanity."

PSYCHIATRIST: You see your Id, manifest in dream-sleep image as a female psycho?
ME: I know I'm a male, a hockey-coach, and I oversee youngsters in hockey-masks.

PSYCHIATRIST: You envision your Id manifest as a psycho-woman in hockey-mask?

ME: I know it's all sounding deep dark insane, doc...but I tell you she's my Id.

PSYCHIATRIST: Why'd a Slovak-Algerian Catholic-American have a female-Id, pal?

ME: According to Freud, the Id is chaotic and unknowable and liberally amorphous!
PSYCHIATRIST: Well, I know that, Mister Patient, but this image of yours is weird!

ME: Maybe my position on Earth as a male, sports-coach, has me thinking frailties.

PSYCHIATRIST: I suppose your calm-confidence position as a male/coach is mirrors!

ME: Yes, doc...and I'm seeing my mirror-image Id opposite, a female masked crazy.

PSYCHIATRIST: In a hockey-mask, pal (Selfie-like)?

JOURNAL_ENTRY: I had some nice world-exchanges culture-rich soft/zesty (Indian) luchi-bread this Sunday's brunch-time and thought deeply why my opposite Selfie-persona, a female in hockey-mask as manifestation of my Freudian Id portion of my human-mind, was a fractal-psychosis Realism for what made the human Realism of everything normal bifurcated and nonlinear and astral and even 'deformed' for things of gender-switch and sanity inversion all the way to the extreme of imagining a normal/sane/happy junior-league male hockey-coach would be challenged by 'hyperbole' by this female-psycho in hockey-mask, a 'caricature' of my changed soul for bread/fruit (for religion?).

"Friends, I decided to visit a cemetery in my local (New England) haven and prayed for things of mortal thought securities and knew deep in heart that my Id-persona (female in hockey-mask representing some bloody murder 'know') was simply a distance reading of phantom-limbs/spirit that would not overtake my life, career, happiness, spiritualism, or doubts (ok). The cemetery-visit proved to be a wise-move for this male hockey-coach for Earthling mortal thought securities...and I knew I'd stop having this dream of a non-speaking silent Id-manifestation mirror-image dark side 'me' as female crazy in hockey-mask...for know-good. I had to thank my psychiatrist, and I knew I'd taken things for granted (Facebook-like)."

"Doing well is the result of doing good. That's what capitalism is all about" (Ralph Waldo Emerson). 

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"Money is everything" (Ecclesiastes)