Love or Abuse

This poem is about a lady who got into an abusive relationship but couldn't put her finger on it because she was confused by the act of her lover but finally got to know where she was.

Love or Abuse.

Does he love me
Or is he abusing me?
He sits with me in times of pain
But brings rain to my brain

Does he love me
Or is he abusing me?
He protects me from the dangers of the world
Bit derives fun from my world

Does he love me
Or is he abusing me?
He brings pleasure to my life
But pressure me
To satisfy his pleasure

Does he love me
Or is he abusing me?
He shows possession of over me
Like a lion
But keeps me away from my possessions
And leaves me in depression

He makes me stay in his shadow
I follow him wherever he goes
"His loyal dog" they say
But do a mistake, I'll be slayed
Day by day
I cry loudly for the bay
But I don't really have a say

Is he a monster in disguise?
Or a lovely guy?
Does he love me
Or is he using me?

"I love you" he says
Love me like a dove?
Or Abuse
Abuse me like a used shoe

What do I know
I'm a little bow
Who doesn't know anything pass the shooter

He claims he loves me
It then stings like a bee
My heart he would make so pretty
But then tears it into pieces

Does he love me
Or is he abusing me?
He makes a smile grow on my face
Then dumps it miles away from my happy place

I can hear my happy heart
But I can see a bloody cart
The art of joy he knows well
But the art of death is he's specialty

Does he love me
Or is he abusing me?
I thought it was love
But now I know...