Lament of Past Mistakes

More truth. I reminisce too much.

Is it weird to be infatuated with a screen name?
How about her eyes once you've laid eyes on nothing but a picture?
Not even a picture picture, but an image on the computer.
Of no one, but one breath taking dame.

Infatuated, I was. With a screen name, and an image.
I awaited for her to respond to me.
Hoping to talk to her.
Hoping she'd like me.

Friends, we became.
Fast ones. It was almost like a dream.
I fell for her.
But she deserved better.

The things I said and did...
I can't apologize enough.
It cost me everything... my anger, that is.
My Baby, my love, my life, my princess...

How could I have known?
That the mistake that I made
Would haunt me for so long?
I love him now, but I'm still so alone...
I still often think it's with her I belong...

But that thinking must stop.
We've both moved on,
And she's gone.
Besides, we're both happy..... Aren't we?

However, I believe I'll always feel the way I do about her...
Yes, i'll always feel this way about you...
But, before I go...
I just need you to know...
I love you....