Balimia

It begins again,

this night mare,

i live in real life,

it creeped back up on me,

theres no running from it,

no matter how much i try,

it always lingers,

it's like a shadow,

never leaving me,

i think it's done,

i think im finally better,

then one day,

i eat to much,

and i have the erge to purge,

then that erge just,

never goes away,

and im stuck in this nightmare,

that i live in real life.