Only Home

Found my old USB that had songs/poems I wrote years ago.

I don't wanna think about it
All that I tell myself
You're better off my life
But what if I'm saying
Is a lie

The other side of my head 
Is telling me to let go
You're better off on your own
What if
It's me saying no

Are you showing me something that I don't know
Just give me a sign I don't want a lie 
 
You're in my dreams
Why do I think of you
You're in my sky
Why aren't we through

I'm a nervous wreck and I don't know what do
You were my only home and that I threw

Don't take me back, love is what I lack
Don't let it sink in, just erase what could've been