pine ridge reservationA Poem by Ajax
the hills white and eloping under a washbasin of sky with a few ribbons and sinews of clouds, like the half-eroded fossils of some long extinct and nameless species. snow from the previous night is spread thinly, with the tallgrass gray and matted and appearing in patches and the buffalo standing in the snow, blue and breathing and looking toward him, and the frostbitten wildflowers squatting in their unpicked orphanages. you can feel the drums if you press your hand to the ground and the footsteps and hear the words unspoken and unwritten and without charter or constitution.
he wakes up in the cold, boneless dawn and he shakes the dreams, and they fall from him like snow from pineboughs. the window is cracked and whistling and patched in places with squares of newspaper, held up to the light like counterfeits, and the headlines from ten years ago to the day collaged and yellow. when he walks the bottles around him topple and murmur along the floor, their rims pursed like a child's lips, sounding out a difficult word and around back an engine gags to life, flunking, troubled.
the moths move sluggishly on the walls of the closet, flinching at the gray light like shut-ins and the hinges of the doors recite their names backwards and forwards. old sneakers crunching on the gravel outside and the hills hipped and lounging and tasteless like nude women posing. the trailerhomes across the street look like some abandoned gypsy caravan, blue and red and yellow and the screen doors wheezing in and out like asthmatic lungs and in the front yards, the rusty, tireless cars, impotent and sighing and looking toward the hills, where the gypsies must have gone. he walks in
the snowbanks spread like sickbeds. the sunflowers in the old lots are ashamed and avoid eye contact, hiding behind their headresses and weeping. skinny, gray dogs appear and disappear in the light of the morning with their vertebrae distinct and every bone in their ribcage spoken, their skins tight around their skeletons like peapods dried and rattling in the sun. the men and women look to the hills and the cold sneaks through them and one by one, their pulses separate, like mitotic cells and they live in different rhythms.
you can smell it in their hair, and see it in the way they walk, in the way they smoke a cigarette. the crust and crumble of the whitest paint, the bareback moon on their skin, the slow step, the slow shadow. they stand in their cardboard villages, whittled, whitening, their faces dark and whorled and formed from hungry nights, like depression glass. and in the dark breathing plains you can hear the drum and the voices rising from the dust like doubt. © 2009 Ajax |
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