The change in me

The change in me Is an old poem Written by Aldo Kraas

The change in me

Didn't happened over night

I had to work many years

To change from the way

I was before

I was a very negative person

So I had to work on my negative issues

And I  didn't like to be negative

I was always thinking about negative things

But then  i was feed up with it

I finally made to change to positive thoughts

And I became much better

The positive thoughts was much happier to me

And the negative thoughts had made me depress

Also I had anger issues to work on that was very

Hard to work on

When I got angry I got out of control

But now I finally had learned to control my anger

And I don't get angry anymore

Also I had my good and bad days

I had cried on my bad days

In my bedroom because it would feel bad

To me if my friends saw me crying

On my good days I went out

For a walk to get some fresh air

The walk used to tired me out

I also used to isolate myself during the bad years

Today I don't isolate myself anymore

And I have some friends that supports me in my life

Also I have been very lucky to have them

It was always hard for me to live in the past with depression

But God had finally healed me from depression

Also I always hated the grey sky

And I still do until today

The sun always gave me the energy I needed

Also I am happy that I have lots of energy in the summer

To do lots of stuff

But in the winter I have no energy to do anything

It was always tough for me to wake up in the mornings during the winter

Because I was feeling always tired

Also I was always having the morning blues